Chapter 30

In the middle of my thoughts I felt his body lying on the other side of the bed, "Why didn't you stop me?" 

 Wait why did he stop, damn what am I thinking, I barely got up to push my hair back, his eyes were closed, he was half asleep, I passed my hand several times in front of his eyes, but he didn't make any movement, I sighed long, did he expect me to stop him, wasn't he serious? 

It wouldn't be right to stay in the same room with him, so I wanted to get out of bed, to feel the full weight of his body on me, "This spot is the safest," he said as he buried his head between my breasts, part of the top buttons of my shirt were removed to give him room to feel their texture on her face. 

 Mercy is too much for me, "Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you, even if I'm not consciously," 

Wow, he did all this and didn't consider it any harm, "You're really beautiful and sexy, you make me act out of character, Teal, " 

I heard his last words before he fell into a deep sleep, he looks like a spoiled child, his calm facial features, how could he sleep and leave me like this, my heart is still beating strongly. 

Is it possible that I have fallen in love with him, I shook my head strongly, 'No, no, I don't love him,' 

Really, do I love him, I felt his tight embrace, the clock on the wall showed four in the morning, I really can't believe that I couldn't sleep. 

 "Bella... why did you leave, Bella?" 

Bella, who is this Bella? I felt a lump in my throat, sleep dried from my eyes. What did I expect, Teal? He is of course rich and very handsome. He will definitely have more than one lover. I felt tears welling up in my eyes without realizing it.

... 

My mind can't believe that I stayed awake thinking if Alexander Apex had any previous relationships, huh I really don't understand myself anymore, I feel like I'm lost in a maze.

I finished drying my hair, 'Ugh I forgot to bring my clothes,'

Teal you should focus on your studies and nothing else, I took a deep breath, before I opened the door handle I felt someone open it, his looks were attractive, or am I the one who finds them attractive.

"Good morning,"

Those were the words that came out of his mouth and I was sure I heard him say kneel to me, what should I do if he has the aura of royalty, oh his shirt why is he only wearing these shorts.

 He was slowly massaging his forehead, does he have a headache, Teal forget about him and his sexy body and get out of here, strangely he didn't come near me, but rather allowed me to get out, contrary to what I expected I thought he would hit me against the wall and make every cell of my body burn with the desire to make love to him. 

"Oh damn, damn what are these thoughts stuck in my head," 

I slapped myself several times, I wore a blue sleeveless dress that showed my back and part of my chest, I have one lecture with him today, it's at twelve. 

The ringing of my phone prevented me from thinking about Alexander and everything that happened, "Hello Teal, I searched for any trace of your father John Ivek but all the official records and reports indicate that he died ten years ago," 

I sighed a long time when I heard Ayor's voice, but why is that idiot Samuel claiming that my father is alive. 

 "Dear Teal, why don't we meet today two hours before class, so we can talk better," Ayo said when I didn't answer her, to quickly say, "Okay, until we meet again,"

I hung up, staring at Alexander. He usually wakes up before me and runs for miles to make breakfast, but today he seemed different, as if his energy had disappeared.

I quickly approached him to put his forehead on mine, I had closed my eyes quietly, "Your temperature is normal, why are you so quiet,"

I whispered to realize that I had acted in an exaggeratedly spontaneous way, I was really scared, I wanted to trust him, but who is Bella, "Were you afraid for me,"

I opened my eyes to find that if I answered him, his lips would touch mine, I tightened my grip on his chest, only my eyes searching for a way to my series of questions.

 "Who is Bella? You were raving about her last night? Is she the reason you came back so drunk?" 

I spoke after I pushed his face away with my finger, his features didn't change, they were the same, but that smile appeared on his face as he said: "She's my ex-fiancée, she rejected my marriage proposal, and on top of that she married my worst enemy," 

He didn't take his eyes off me when he said his words, but yesterday he was raving about her staying with him, he really hides his feelings. 

"You will be a source of problems between us in the future," 

I asked him, he broke my heart before, I can't guarantee what will happen next, "Teal I can't promise you anything in that regard, but know that all I care about is you, Teal," 

He said making me turn around and hug me from behind, do I trust him or not, at least he didn't hide the fact that there was a girl in his life. 

 "By the way, what bothered you last night, I couldn't ask you?" His voice brought me back to reality, I can't escape his grip, he's too strong, I feel the heat spreading through my body, I feel the wetness between my legs, his warm breath that was caressing my earlobe down to my neck, then up again, I will never forget the movement of his fingers on my buttocks, damn his touches are driving me crazy.