He walked away from the edge, the memory of her warmth pulling him back into the world he had tried so hard to leave behind. But with every step, the weight of his grief seemed to grow heavier, dragging him down like an anchor. The mountains, once beautiful in their stark isolation, now felt cold and indifferent, towering above him with an unforgiving presence. The path that had seemed so clear only moments ago now blurred beneath a haze of doubt and despair.
He stopped, his breath catching in his throat as the realization struck him. No matter how far he walked, no matter how long he tried to outrun the pain, it would follow him. The love they had shared was not something he could simply leave behind—it was part of him, woven into the very fabric of his soul. And the loss of it had created a void that nothing could ever fill.
He turned back, his eyes drawn once more to the edge of the cliff. The wind had picked up again, swirling snow around him in a flurry of white. The abyss below seemed to call to him, a dark and silent promise of escape. The memory of her smile, her laughter, her touch—everything he had loved and lost—flashed before him in a painful montage, each image sharper and more vivid than the last.
He thought of the future they would never have, the life they had once dreamed of together, now reduced to ashes. He thought of the warmth that had once filled his heart, now replaced by an unbearable cold. And he thought of the words he had never said, the apologies he had never made, the love he had never fully expressed. At that moment, he knew there was no turning back.
Slowly, he walked to the edge once more, his mind clear, his heart heavy with a sorrow that had become too much to bear. The wind howled around him, but he felt nothing—no fear, no regret, only a profound sense of finality. He had tried to hold on, tried to find a way to live without her, but the truth was simple and undeniable: he couldn't.
He closed his eyes, the sound of the wind fading into silence as he let go of everything he had been holding on to. In his mind, he saw her one last time—not the cold, distant version of herself that had pushed him away, but the woman he had fallen in love with, full of light and life. She was smiling at him, just as she had on that rooftop so many years ago, her eyes filled with warmth and love.
For a brief moment, he felt that warmth again, felt it spread through him like a gentle flame, melting the ice that had encased his heart. He held on to that feeling, letting it fill him completely until there was nothing left but the memory of her smile, the echo of her laughter, the softness of her touch.
Then, with a final breath, he whispered the words that had been trapped inside him for so long, the words he had never had the chance to say: "I love you. I always will."
And with that, he stepped forward into the abyss.
The wind roared in his ears as he fell, the ground rushing up to meet him. But he felt no fear, no pain, only a deep, overwhelming sense of release. The cold, the numbness, the grief—it all faded away, leaving him weightless, free. The world above grew distant, the mountains, the snow, the sky—all of it receding into the darkness as he surrendered to the void.
In his final moments, he saw her again, waiting for him in the darkness, her arms open, her smile warm and inviting. The cold was gone, replaced by a warmth that surrounded him, comforting him, and guiding him home. He reached out to her, his heart full, his soul at peace.
And then, there was nothing.
Only silence.
Only darkness.
Only the memory of her smile, forever frozen in time.
Finally, the cold was gone.
Finally, he felt her presence again.
But it wasn't that cold this time.