Child, i know this is a lot to take in and i understand your skepticism. You are a good mother and A'an is a wonderful child.
However i need you to listen to me, and hear me out.
Look leilei, i know things have been extremely difficult for you especially with A'an in the picture. And with the economy, raising a child on your own base on the money you get from menial jobs just won't do.
You said it yourself that you did not complete your schooling, so the only job you can get currently are menial jobs. Unless you want to go back to school and even if you do where will you leave A'an? even if you want to apply for an online degree those don't come cheap either.
Currently you are facing a housing issue, you don't even have money to look for a new place neither do you have any friends you can stay over at their place.
For the past six years you've been living for your son, you don't even take care of yourself.
I know the first few years, you managed to live by the little savings you had while nursing A'an. Until it was all gone and then you started doing odd jobs.
And i also know you've gone back to your family to beg them on several occasions when you thought you couldn't pull through. And they did not even allow you pass through the gate let alone enter the compound.
Now ask yourself dear child, how will you be able to take care of A'an and foot his bills and expenses and then see him through the university while also providing food and shelter.
Yes, yes i know people out there do it, but leilei you are not people.
Surely you have dreams and aspirations for your child.
And A'an is an intelligent kid, he deserve the best education, he deserve to go to the best schools and learn from the best tutors.
Surely with your current situation, you can't afford to do that.
Let's not talk about A'an, let's talk about you.
You've been living for your son all these years, is this the end of your journey?
Is this all you have to offer?
What, you want to live like a broken doll for the rest of your life all because those you love and trusted wronged you?