I don't wanna stay

I don't wanna do this anymore,

If there is a God above tell him to rescue me,

I don't know where to go, but I know I don't want to stay,

Home is different it's the sorce of my pain

I never want to feel this again,

Let me go I don't wanna stay.

It hurts a lot to know as long as I'm here I'll never be me,

But it's my fault ,I should have been long

gone guess the blame is on me,

Why can't I choose who I want to become?

Y'all just make decisions on my behalf,

And I can even voice out!

It hurts I can't even voice out.

I know y'all want the best for me but I think I'm ready to look after myself,

I don't wanna be the good kid anymore it's hurts,

It's not just the big ones I also wanna make the small decisions by myself

because sometimes it's the small decisions that could change an entire world.

I don't wanna stay

It pains,

Sometimes I wanna be alone,

All on my own ,

So that when ever I fuck up,I fuck up for me

I wanna be bad so I know how it feels,

I wanna make bad decisions so I know consequences,

Times have changed so have the circumstances ,

Sometimes I know ?

You want me to be the biggest person in your lives ,

But If I may tell you right now your expectations are too high,

Sometimes I feel ready to die,

Somebody call out to me if there's a God above ,

But I don't wanna stay.