Now that most of the issues I was worried about before coming into this world have been resolved, I'm spending my time enjoying some real healing. It's to the point where I wonder if it's okay to be this peaceful.
I plan to keep this pace until Cecilia graduates. Well, I'll be a little busy when graduation season comes around because I'll be preparing for marriage and such, but that'll be fun in its own way, so I'm looking forward to it.
however…
Actually, there is one thing that makes me anxious.
The whereabouts of the male protagonists are unknown.
No, this is a romance novel, right? So the main character is a woman, right? But why can't I see the male leads? Isn't this strange?
The target I have to defeat in this world is Louisa Aubert, which means I have to get rid of her from the male protagonists in order to complete the mission. And that means there are male protagonists around her that I have to get rid of.
But I can't see it... why...?
But if it's a romance novel, shouldn't the prince, the magician, the Northern Duke, or some other talented guy come out and flirt with the female protagonist?
And if you hear that the school nurse treating the female protagonist in the secret room is a man, shouldn't you come to me and pick a fight or give me a warning?
But why doesn't it show up?
Why is there no man next to Louisa Aubert?
Something... something is strange?
It's not that I didn't do some research. I secretly looked into information about elite male characters who are attending or working at the academy.
But none of them seemed to be the male protagonist.
There were strong candidates. Two of them.
These are the prince and his knight escorts, the regular male protagonists of romance novels.
The two are close friends of the upper-class noble and Louisa Aubert, and are also classmates at the academy. So naturally, I thought they would both be male leads.
But… it wasn't like that.
Surprisingly, the two were gay men who loved each other…
A prince who takes care of his knight too kindly, a knight who supports the prince more closely than necessary, and a combination that makes women go crazy - these two were a gay couple that lived up to their expectations.
No, there were rumors like that going around the Academy. They were always holding hands whenever they were alone, they were always dancing together at parties, they were taking showers together after sparring, and then they were having more sparring there, and so on. I thought they were just rumors, of course. But they were true…
"I ask you, sir, on my honor as a royal bodyguard. Please keep today's events a secret."
The two of them were really like that… They were messing around behind a building with few people… Oh man, thinking about it again makes me get PTSD.
Anyway, that's why the two weren't the male leads.
But then who the hell is the male protagonist…?
Oh, there's another guy near Louisa Aubert. He's her childhood friend. But according to rumors, he was excluded from the list of candidates because his specs were too low. He's a handsome guy with a pretty face... I think his name was Lucius Hesse?
Wait, Lucius…?
Hey, no way…
No?
Siwoo again?
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Annoying, annoying, annoying,
Aaaahhhhh... This is so annoying...!!!
If you are the daughter of a noble family like the House Aubert, you have no choice but to hear the rumors that circulate within the Academy, even if you don't want to. This is because there are people who organize and relay such rumors from the morning.
"They say the prince went out alone with that knight again."
"It's not an outing, it's an overnight stay. Someone said they saw the two of you climbing over the fence this morning."
"Oh my god!"
I appreciate you taking the trouble to gather rumors for me, but… I didn't want to hear those kinds of rumors about those two people. Because of that, I was in a bad mood since morning… Ha, it's annoying.
If it had been the original, with Aria Melts and the two flirting, then it would have been understandable, but the sight of the male leads suddenly revealing their hidden sexual identities and flirting... is really hard to bear.
What the hell is going on… Why did the male leads become gay…!
The prince, who was embarrassed to hold hands with the main character, unlike a bad guy, and showed off his gap moe, was walking around with his escort knight,
The escort knight, who always dashed straight ahead with a serious expression on his face regardless of whether others were embarrassed or not, showed his expression to the prince.
I'm so annoyed by these two people who are so different from the original that I'm almost in tears.
Give me back, I want my favorite character back!
Why do I have to hear the prince say to me, 'I'm going to give this as a gift... What do you think? Do you think it will suit him?'
Why do I have to listen to an escort knight asking me for relationship advice, saying, 'I have a favor to ask. Do you have a minute?'
Why, why on earth! Are you perhaps possessed by a secondary fan fiction and not the original?!
Are you saying that you've come across a secondary creation with [BL] in front of the title…!
Sigh, seriously… I'm already stressed out from having to treat my incurable disease, and now I have one more thing to worry about.
Suddenly, you changed the treatment method while saying you were considerate of me, so the treatment speed has slowed down. If this continues, won't the curse get worse even faster? Then I'll have to go through treatment that's close to sexual harassment again...
Ahhh… I'm so embarrassed, how can I say that? You'll think I'm a total pervert…
"Sigh…"
Just thinking about it makes my face turn red with embarrassment.
I can't let my pussy get licked again. Of course, it felt really good, and it was thrilling to have my pussy poked with my finger... but it was also dizzying to have my breasts squeezing and my nipples pinched... and of course, with the dick... rubbing my clit...
"Louisa? Why are you suddenly like this?"
"Whoa!"
"Sorry! I didn't mean to startle you. I was just curious because you suddenly made a strange noise…"
"Siwoo… … It's nothing. I was just thinking about something else for a moment."
"My name is Lucius…"
Sigh… I fantasized about being touched by that man again. Maybe it's because I haven't touched him lately, but I keep recalling memories from back then. I shouldn't be doing that… I feel so good about the sexual pleasure I've never felt before, in my past or present life, that I think I'm addicted.
But the person involved doesn't seem to have any intention of doing it again…
Of course, it must have something to do with what Cecilia Asil told me when she came to see me. Otherwise, it wouldn't make sense for the man to suddenly change his methods. It's ridiculous for him to suddenly change his stance after touching everything he could.
Perhaps when I refused her request to stop receiving treatment, she went to her father and told him to please stop this perverted behavior.
I can understand her behavior. She must have been angry because she found out that her father was sexually harassing a girl her age. When I think about her in the original, it's surprising that she wasn't killed.
But you know… From my perspective, that's a bit too much? The method is a bit strange, but it was purely a therapeutic measure. It actually worked. It's not sexual harassment that someone else has to step in and force to stop.
I felt guilty because I enjoyed the treatment, and it made the curse worse, but it was my fault and not that man's fault. But why did you go and pick on me? I mean, she's a witch after all... Don't you care about your father's reputation? If it were me, I wouldn't have done that...
Deokbae Asil, despite his funny name, is a popular character with an appearance that is not inferior to the male leads and a kind personality. Perhaps in the original work, if he had not committed suicide, he would have been a sub-male lead. After getting to know him closely, I could tell that he was that charming.
Oh, no, why me… Come to your senses. What kind of charm is that? He's an old man. Did you fall in love with me because he saved your life? I hate those one-dimensional clichés…
Ha, because the surrounding male leads are becoming addicted, she's turning her attention to the witch's father... This is really bad. It's good that she's able to survive unlike the original, but there are too many things that are different from the original... I can't help but sigh.
"Hey, Louisa… I'm a little worried. Are you okay with getting treatment from the school nurse? I heard that the teacher is a little frivolous… There are a lot of women looking for you, and I hear strange sounds coming from the school nurse's office…"
"Not at all. Absolutely not. He's not what you imagine. How can you judge someone based on rumors? You know very well that I became completely healthy thanks to that teacher."
"Oh, oh? That's true. Haha… I was just a little worried. Sorry…"
Look at this! The only male lead left is this guy, and he's such a rascal!
I didn't like this character when I first read the original, but it's even worse when I actually experience it. I can't give my heart to him even if I try. What kind of puppy is the male protagonist? Don't call this guy a puppy so carelessly... Really...
I don't know about the work, but in real life, if he makes such a pitiful expression, I don't feel sympathy, I just get angry. He did something wrong, so what can I do? Are you asking me to comfort him? Is it all about having a handsome face? There are also men who are handsome and have good personalities. It's because the age difference is big...
Oh, seriously, why am I doing this again…
Is it a lack of desire?
The face of the man who touched my body keeps coming into my mind.
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