The moonlight spilled through the arches of Halvryn's estate like liquid silver, illuminating the quiet halls with an ethereal glow. Solenara stood by the balcony of her chambers, her gaze distant as the cold night air brushed her skin. It felt like it should clear her thoughts, but instead, they spiraled further into the unknown.
The hum within her mind had subsided into an almost soothing undertone, and yet it was ever-present, like a silent conductor directing her actions from the shadows. She exhaled slowly, her breath misting before her, trying to untangle the chaos within her heart. Halvryn's words replayed again and again in her mind. Potential, he'd said, as though she were on the brink of some transformation. Was he right? Or was Kaelen right to warn her?
Her hand tightened against the balcony rail, her knuckles whitening. There was something about Halvryn—something magnetic. But whether that pull was natural or something insidious, she couldn't tell.
A sharp knock on her door jarred her from her thoughts.
"Come in," she said, her voice steadier than she felt.
Kaelen stepped inside, his silhouette tense against the soft glow of the torchlight beyond the door. He closed it firmly behind him before turning to face her. His expression was a battlefield of frustration and concern, both vying for dominance.
"Are you here to scold me again?" Solenara asked, a thin layer of ice in her tone as she returned to gazing out at the darkened courtyard.
"I'm here because you're not yourself," Kaelen replied evenly, though his voice carried the strain of his emotions. "And because no one else seems to see what's happening to you."
She didn't answer. Her fingers traced absent patterns on the cool marble of the railing as if seeking some sort of distraction from the ache blooming in her chest.
Kaelen took a step closer, his voice softening. "Sol… I've known you for too long to ignore this. You've been distant, colder. Something's changed. And it's not you; it's this place."
"This place has nothing to do with it," Solenara snapped, spinning around to face him. The frustration she'd suppressed burst forth like water breaking through a dam. "I'm tired, Kaelen. I'm tired of being treated like I can't make my own choices, like I'm a puppet for you—or anyone else—to control!"
Her words cut through the air, leaving Kaelen momentarily stunned. He recovered quickly, his voice rising with his frustration.
"I've never treated you like that. I've always followed you—protected you. And now I'm trying to do the same, but you won't let me!" He raked a hand through his hair, the exasperation in his movements mirroring the tightness of his jaw.
"You don't understand," Solenara whispered, her voice cracking slightly. "You wouldn't."
"Then make me understand," Kaelen shot back. He stepped closer, his dark eyes searching hers, seeking the truth she was too afraid to voice.
She looked away, her throat tightening with the effort to keep her emotions in check. The familiar warmth of Kaelen's presence filled the room, but instead of comfort, it stirred more confusion—a storm of guilt and fear, sharpened by her strange and growing bond with Halvryn.
Kaelen lowered his voice, his tone softer now. "Please, Sol. Tell me what's going on. Why won't you trust me?"
"Because I don't trust myself!" The words escaped her before she could stop them. Her hands balled into fists at her sides, trembling with the force of her emotions. "Something is happening to me, Kaelen. Something I don't understand. And the longer I'm here, the harder it is to… to see clearly."
Her confession hung in the air, raw and unguarded. Kaelen's expression shifted, the hard lines of frustration softening into something gentler—concern, understanding.
"Then let's leave," he said firmly, his hands gripping her shoulders as though grounding her. "We'll go back to the capital. The king will know what to do. We can—"
"No," Solenara interrupted, pulling away from his touch. Her eyes were clouded with inner conflict, tears threatening to spill over. "It's not that simple. If we leave now, we risk making an enemy of Halvryn, and he's—"
"You're afraid of him," Kaelen said, his voice quiet but unyielding.
"I'm not!"
Her denial was instinctive, but it rang hollow even to her own ears. She looked away, her chest tightening as the hum in her mind grew louder again, drowning out her thoughts.
"You are," Kaelen said after a beat. "And that fear is what's clouding your judgment. Halvryn has some sort of hold on you—whether you want to admit it or not. And until we break it, you'll never be free."
"Free," she repeated bitterly, her voice barely above a whisper. "When have I ever been free, Kaelen? From the moment I was born, I was nothing more than a pawn. A tool for alliances, a means to an end. And now—" Her voice broke, but she pressed on, her eyes hardening as she met his gaze. "Now I'm just trying to find something—someone—who sees more in me than an obligation."
Kaelen froze, her words cutting him deeper than he'd anticipated. He opened his mouth to respond, but before he could speak, a sudden knock at the door interrupted.
Solenara's heart jumped into her throat, her hand instinctively reaching for the dagger hidden beneath her sleeve.
"Yes?" she called, her voice sharper than intended.
A servant stepped inside, bowing low. "My lady, Lord Halvryn has requested your presence in the eastern hall."
Solenara's heart thudded heavily in her chest. "Now?"
"Yes, my lady," the servant said before retreating without further explanation.
Kaelen watched her, his jaw tightening. "Don't go," he said, his voice low but insistent.
"I don't have a choice," she replied, avoiding his gaze as she moved toward the door.
"You always have a choice," he countered, but she was already halfway into the hall, leaving him standing alone in her chamber.
The eastern hall was alight with flickering torches, their flames casting long shadows across the walls. Halvryn stood at the far end, his figure regal and commanding as ever.
"You summoned me?" Solenara asked, her voice more composed than she felt as she stepped into the room.
Halvryn turned, his lips curving into a smile. "I thought you might appreciate some company, given how restless you've seemed."
She tilted her head, her guard up despite his seemingly kind words. "Restless is not the same as lonely."
"Perhaps not," he conceded, stepping closer. "But you strike me as someone who carries too much alone. Sometimes, the right company can lighten the weight."
His words, spoken with such warmth and understanding, reached the parts of her that Kaelen's warnings had failed to touch. She wanted to believe him, wanted to give in to the comfort his presence offered.
As Halvryn extended his hand toward her, her fingers hovered over his, hesitation flickering in her eyes. The hum in her mind swelled to a crescendo, silencing all other thoughts.
"Trust me, Solenara," Halvryn said softly, his gaze locking onto hers.
And for reasons she couldn't explain, she did.