Chapter 20: Dead Ringer

Justin walked back to kiss me then. His warm lips on mine felt like velvet cake, the softest press after press as he attempted to kiss me like he meant it. And he did. I know he did.

He gently touched me, my face, my neck, feeling my pulse under his thumb as he met my lips every time we parted. It was the sweetest feeling I’d felt in a long, long time. It felt like finding Christmas gifts under the tree. It felt like sitting with cocoa during a snowstorm. I felt his touch, barely there, trying not to press into me, trying not to hurt me. I didn’t know this Justin, I realized, the one who didn’t want to wound me. The Justin I knew always wanted his way. He wanted to hurt me.

But this time… this Justin? It was like he was trying not to break me. His touch was so gentle, his kiss so sweet, as if I was as fragile as glass. Was I? Would I break at any moment?