Chapter 23 Book 3

Chapter 23

Dads Advice

Part 1

When Mom and Dad arrived home, my brothers and I were having a nice game of Monopoly after beating them all in checkers. I had also given them a bath, having us all share the same bathtub. I wished, like Dad, we had one of these at home. I didn't participate when Jared asked me if it was okay if we stimulated ourselves as brothers. I still didn't feel good about it, but I told them that I wouldn't join them.

Jared and Jason understood and decided not to if I wasn't going to they weren't. I felt bad and I could see the hurt in their eyes, I said. "I wanted to talk to Mom and Dad first before I made that kind of decision." And got out of the tub, took my baby brother with me closed the door so they could without me. I wanted to have a private moment and put a sock on the door, but I couldn't because I was responsible for my brothers. I knew I wouldn't have any privacy until Mom and Dad came back.

Jason asked why I didn't want to when Mom and Dad said we could as long as we didn't do what Shawn did. And if Mom or our sisters were here, they would do it for us. I heard Jared respond that I just wanted to know it was ok at first. Jason informed him that Shane and I frequently engaged in that activity, which is why there was a sock on our door. Consequently, Mom and Dad prohibited us from entering until we were finished.

Jared stated that we hadn't, that it was either of us doing it alone. Telling him I would never lie about something like that. If I said I didn't I didn't. I heard Jason say. "Oh, maybe we shouldn't either until we ask Mom and Dad if it is still ok." Hearing splashes as they both got out of the tub.

I should have been proud that I didn't condone that my brothers were sharing themselves with each other instead of doing a solo act in privacy, but I wasn't. Instead, I felt ashamed for ruining something that was most likely ok. I was aware that self-stimulation was acceptable, but I was unsure about engaging in it with family members or involving others. Yet the idea did intrigue me a little, but the idea soon went out of my mind as Dad slammed the door open. Yelling at me for making a fool of him and ordering me and Jared upstairs; hearing Mom telling him to go easy on me for not participating when we hadn't discussed it with me first.

Dad said. "Karen, he's sixteen and will be seventeen in a few months. He's reached an age where it's common for boys to engage in sexual activities. However, he becomes startled whenever someone other than us touches him."

Mom grabbed his arm. Telling him. "Robert you were fourteen when you had your first experience, and I wasn't your first and you know it. He hasn't been raised in this lifestyle like we were, so you can't change that fact. He's been doing his best trying to please you, probably more afraid of it because of how he's been treated by his parents. You know I am right."

Dad sighed and calmed down, telling her and me. "That changes right now. I will not have him become like the other foster boys or Shawn. I'd kill him before that happens. I will not let him become a pedophile or a rapist. He's going to learn what sex is and that's final, if it takes another week here he's not leaving until he knows the difference. I don't want to go home and find out that he raped some girl and got her pregnant when we let him start dating once he gets his license. I want him to be like Shane and Kerry, able to go on a mission and stand before God confidently, saying that he was taught, obeyed, and kept his covenants. As a result, he chose a good wife and raised loving, wholesome children. Not rapists, murderers, child abusers, or pedophiles.

"I expect more from him than that. I demand more from him because I know he can. He's not Arthur, he is not Kelly and he's not Danny or any of those kinds of boys. I'd swear before God that he is my son, and I am his father and proudly do so. Now we are going upstairs and do what we should have done a long time ago."

I shirked back thinking Dad was going to beat me, having Mom take my hand and kiss my cheek telling Jared to come as well. Dad said. "He's only twelve, Karen."

Watching her shrug her shoulders said. "He'll be thirteen in a couple of months. He can learn it now. We don't keep secrets anymore, Robert, and personally, I believe that Jason should know too. Considering what Shawn has done to both of them. They need to know that not all sex is tainted. I doubt they don't know the difference considering what his brother Shawn has done. Or why was it wrong what happened to Jody. We made a mistake and it's up to us to prevent it from happening." Dad sighed telling them both to come and bring my baby brother with them. I cringed wondering if he would understand considering he's only three.

Yet Mom and Dad wanted all of us. I stood there, afraid of what they were going to teach us and why Mom and Dad were leading us all to our bedroom instead of discussing it on the couch. Mom watched me hesitate leaned down and said. "It's alright son, we're just putting the sock on the door."

I swallowed hard and took the steps as if I were saying goodbye to my childhood, in many ways I was. Watching Dad close our bedroom door. I swallowed harder when Dad told Jared and me to get on the bed. Having my two brothers, Jason a Johnathon sit on the floor, the first thing I noticed was that Jared wasn't scared he took my hand. Telling me Mom would never hurt me. I swallowed harder when Dad laid down telling us to as well.

Mom simply stated we would be late for the dance. Dad told her, "We're late, were late," Dad quickly explained what Mom was going to do and that it was ok if she or my sisters did it. Finding a pretty girl, particularly one from the Rock-water family, would be ideal. I would want someone I could trust and potentially develop strong feelings for, even to the extent of gaining my mother's approval if I desired it. I tried to turn away as Mom grabbed Dad's penis and started to stroke him until he was rock hard, leaned over, and grabbed some lotion. Telling me it's better to use lotion when you are not in a tub of water. That if you do it too often without it you can make it sore. I blushed bright red knowing she was right.

Dad made me turn my head and told me to watch, Jared squeezed my hand. I swallowed harder as Dad was about to reach climax. She stopped. Telling me when I become older that it takes longer for men to regenerate than boys mine and my brother's age. Dad grinned telling me when he was my age, he could do it four to five times a day. Now he's lucky if it makes it two and real lucky if it's three on the same day. Dad told me what Mom was going to do next was only allowed between boys and girls or in my case men and women. He cautioned me about the consequences if I engage in this behavior with my brothers without their permission. That what Mom was going to do next wouldn't hurt her or him or me.

Dad nodded that he was ready. Mom leaned down and continued stroking him and slowly stuck his penis in her mouth. He moaned telling me never to do this while driving. Telling her he was about to cum, she stopped pulling it out of her mouth. He grinned at me telling me. "Some people consider this sex, but personally I have learned that is not, but we will get to that in a moment. I would have allowed her to continue, but I would have been too exhausted to effectively demonstrate what sex truly entails. Nevertheless, there are alternative methods for a girl to stimulate you without involving sexual intercourse. Some will tell you differently but trust me son after this hardcore lesson I will let you decide.

Dad got off the bed staggering a bit, telling Jared to lie down on his stomach. Dad waited as Mom handed him the lotion. Dad explained that he, Mom, and my sisters give their boys full body massages. These massages typically happen after a warm bath, when they feel tense after a long day, or when they can't sleep. I swallowed hard as Dad put the same lotion on Jared's back and the lower parts of his body. He quickly climbed on top of him said. "He normally does this with his clothes on, but sometimes it's not worth the bother when you just get lotion on both of you."

I first thought here we go; Dad was going to rape him right in front of all of us. I watched Jared and Jason tensed up as Dad's penis touched his butt. Dad readjusted his stance, firmly stating to both me and him that this kind of behavior is not acceptable. He emphasized that if he were to discover any instances of me engaging in inappropriate actions with my brothers, he would take extreme measures. That's what pedophiles and rapists and gay people do.

Dad placed his hands on Jared's back and shoulders said. "Everyone likes a good massage, and it is a good way to show affection and it's not sexual. Most people prefer like boys and men to wear bathing suits or a towel covering their waist. Showing affection is not required in situations involving family, close friends, or someone you are attracted to. It's still best to always ask their parents and their permission first. If not and you, do it anyway and I find out, trust me son I will, and life just ended as you know it.

"Now Jared and Jason have been having massages most their life either by me or Mom or their sisters even Shane when he was little. Mom and Kerry still give them to him and me, but they always ask first. Shawn too, but no longer considering how he would take it and we don't condone that type of behavior. You can even give one to Mom and your sisters and me as well as your brothers, and your mother if she wants one."

Dad put some more lotion on Jared's back and worked his shoulders and worked it all the way down to his feet. Before he got off, telling me to do it this time; I swallowed hard, asking Jared if it was alright. Jared told me I never needed to ask him because I had promised never to abuse him or Jason.

Dad grinned telling Jared if I do, he had better tell him or if he finds out we are both in deep water; then said. "I trust you son, or we wouldn't be here and would not allow you near my family if I thought otherwise, now do it as I showed you." I swallowed hard readjusting my hardening arousal. Jared didn't say anything when it accidentally poked him, he trusted me not to harm him. I took the lotion from Dad and let Dad guide my hands as I slowly worked each of Jared's muscles.

Jared moaned when I hit the right spot Dad told me that I was doing good if I got that kind of response. I worked my way down to his feet and got off. Dad said he would be next considering I had got Jared to moan. I thought he was kidding until he lay on the bed. Mom wanted me to stay put while she showed me something she enjoys doing, but she prefers I only do it with girls or boys I have a liking for. Telling me it's for sure pleasure and goes a little towards more affection. Dad groaned as Mom did the same thing as Dad showed me.

It was when she slowly kissed him all the way down and sometimes took her tongue down his back and licked him like an ice cream cone. Dad moaned even louder telling her if she keeps that up he'll cum before they are ready. Mom smiled but stopped and told Jared to lie back down. He didn't hesitate. Mom, instead of licking him as she massaged him, she kissed him all the way down to his toes and that's where my eyes popped. Watching her take each of his toes and sucked on them, Jason moaned telling her he was close to having her giggle. Mom, then had me climb on Dad as Jason quickly got off the bed to give me room.

I cringed thinking just for a moment that he was my father watching his image shift. I soon realized that this would never happen and didn't feel the love or warmth that I had with Dad. Dad asked me what I was waiting for. With Mom's guidance, I quickly focused and repeated everything Dad had shown me. She showed me techniques like using my arms, and elbows and hardening my fingers in tight spots. Dad laughed when I reached under his arms and touched the tickle spot where his ribs were, but he moaned a lot. Mom smiled giving me two thumbs up, even more, when I worked his feet and toes.

When I was done Mom told Dad to roll over. I became really uncomfortable watching as Mom straddled him. Mom pointed to his arousal and said that she only moving it… for now, placing it between his legs. I swallowed hard wondering how far they were going to go; I had seen movies with Mom and Dad when they were making sure I understood what sex was. Mom grinned seeing my face blushing telling me. "We still aren't having sex. We are just massaging the front," pausing saying "for now."

Jason whispered telling me this is his favorite part. I cringed as I watched Mom make herself comfortable. I glanced at my watch noting that dance would begin in two hours. Mom noticed telling me we had plenty of time. That what we were doing was for my benefit and to ask questions to make sure I understood. I nodded watching Mom take more lotion and apply it to Dads' chest. She told me to use only my hands and fingers and not press so hard as I did on the back.

Mom gave him a soothing massage, applying light pressure on his ribs and more on his shoulders and neck muscles. She then moved down his sides and eventually returned to his feet. Like before he moaned. She grinned as said. "Do this only to your brothers, me, or your sisters, but this is only for girls or boys the ones you really like. Mom climbed back on licking him again like an ice cream cone. Dad's arousal sprung up like a flag. Mom stroked it softly telling me I could do this with my brothers and she and Dad wouldn't get angry unless Jared or Jason gave you permission or any boy I liked. I thought yeah right, if that was ever going to happen?

I nodded and swallowed hard. Feeling very uncomfortable, she once again stuck it in her mouth I felt sick watching Dad cum just a little Dad having Mom stop. Unless she was ready to go into what sex was. Mom grinned telling him that it wouldn't be right if I didn't learn what I could do for a woman when it comes to stimulating. My eyes popped and told Mom I didn't know girls or women could masturbate saying sorry stimulated.

Mom laughed. "Son, we do it all the time just like you, but it's better if a guy does it for us, but ask for permission first." Even Jared was surprised as he looked at me mouthing that Mom and our sisters do it too. Mom nodded. Telling him when he gets to be my age she will let him, but if he does it she'll cut it off. But for today, she would let him to show him how. I watched as Jared looked at Mom where he didn't think she had anything.

I whispered to him. "Inside plumbing." Going by what I knew from my health classes and books. I blushed knowing Mom wanted both of us to do it; asking if that was part of sex and not the other.

Mom said. "Close, but quite different yet the feeling is the same as if you boys do it to yourselves. That's why you should ask first because you will be using your fingers and pausing and saying: "and sometimes your tongue."

We both said gross. Dad laughed telling us. "It is no different than Mom or a girl swallowing your cum which we like to call our nectar. And both won't hurt you." It still sounded gross. Mom treated Jared the same way she did Dad, but this time she allowed Jared to climax fully. She mentioned that when she engages in the same activity with me, he'll be ready to do it again. Dad quickly reminded me that we regenerate faster.

I swallowed hard feeling Jared lean in grabbing my penis stroking it a bit whispered. "That Mom does it all the time and you'll like it." When he stopped Dad grabbed it and did the same telling me that he considers me a son and he only does it as such. Dad let go making his point and did the same to Jared noticing he was almost hard again.

Telling me only family and close friends. Asked me if it was alright, I didn't say no so he said. "We will do it together later." Telling me, "He and Shane did it until he left on his mission, but when he comes back it will only be if he asks me or Mom. Not having experienced being one of his sons, he is willing to wait until you say no. I nodded, feeling abused. I questioned if this was wrong, as it closely resembled what Shawn had done in the locker room and been caught for.

Dad confirmed said. "What Shawn and they did was wrong, and Mom and I never gave them permission. They abused it and everything we did they tainted it. If you feel you don't want me to I won't but don't ruin a chance to feel loved by me or your mother and more so for your brothers. I didn't ask you to do it like they did. We made it clear that only girls, Mom, your sisters, and close friends should. However, if Jared or Jason claims that you forced them, I will remove it without hesitation. So, I'll leave at that and move on so you boys can go to the Dance."

Mom had told me to get on with Dad. I cringed as I felt my penis touch his. Dad saw it and quickly told me that it was ok. That we were family reached up and stroked mine placing my hands on his. My hands shook, realizing I had never touched another man's business.

Dad stopped placing my hands on his chest and had Mom adjust me properly. I asked Mom and Dad if this was considered rape. Dad shook his head that he had given me permission to touch him. I cringed still feeling our penises touching and tried to move to the side only to have it touch again. Mom leaned down and whispered that it was ok. I swallowed hard as Mom guided my hands across Dad's shoulders, arms, and chest working his neck muscles. When I got lower, I scooted off the bed to work on his legs and feet.

When I was done, Dad had me do the same to Jared. I did my best trying to ignore his, but Dad ordered me to get closer. I was afraid I would crush his legs. I swallowed hard as we touched. Jared took my hand like Dad did and had me stroke him when he let go, I let go having Dad force me to finish until he climaxed.

Again, Dad leaned over the bed and took his finger, and tasted it as dripped down his stomach. Dad ordered me to do the same so I would know it wouldn't hurt me. My mouth tightened as if I was sucking something sour. Dad took my finger and dipped it and forced it into my mouth. It wasn't as bad as I thought, but neither did I care for it. Dad had me continue with the massage.

When I was done Mom had Jason climb on the bed and my baby brother. Mom told me since they were small compared to Jared and I that I should do it this way. Mom rolled Jonathan onto his stomach and gave him the same message, just like she did with Jared. She sucked on his toes, making him giggle.

Then he flipped him over and did the front. Asking if he needed to pee first, he shook his head no. Mom massaged his front like she did Dad's. Mom said. "He hasn't reached full stimulation yet and won't for at least another year or two," she said, removing his soft penis from her mouth. As I focused on Jason, he gave me permission to suck on it like Mom. I shook my head no. Mom and Dad said that was ok. When I was ready, I was ready.

If wasn't for Dad, I wouldn't have stroked him either and avoided doing so until Dad came around me and forced my hands on Jason's penis. Making us both work it until he climaxed, once again Dad tasted him like he did Jared. And once again he forced my fingers into my mouth. I still didn't care for it. I felt as if I had just raped my little brother. Asking Mom and Dad if they were sure this is not rape, Dad asked Jason if I had raped him like Shawn. He said no, Dad had him describe in detail what Shawn and they do besides stick their penises inside them.

I watched as Jason swallowed hard and I took his hand. I told him whatever he tells me I promise never to do it. Jason said. "They lick him as Mom does, but they not only lick my back and chest. They get me to kiss their open mouth sticking their tongue inside. Warning me if I bite down on it they will do more than stick their penis inside me." Jared nodded that it was true. Dad hugged him, telling Jason to go on.

I knew Mom and Dad were angry, by the look on their faces. He said. "While one of them is kissing me the other is sucking me harder than Mom ever did making it hurt, then slipping their tongue down here." Jason opened his legs pointing to the insides of his legs. I asked them to stop because I didn't like it. They laughed and said they were better at it because we are guys and know what we like.

I cringed feeling very violated and uncomfortable, but Jason rolled over telling us. "When they are done with the front, and I had already cum. They turn me over and lick me here placing their tongue inside me. And work their way down between my legs again then stick their penis inside me." Pointing to his butt. "They would do it over and over taking turns putting it in and sucking it out with their tongue. With one of them sticking their penis inside my mouth and would pee inside me. Whenever I vomited, they would slap my face and squeeze my balls, causing me to cry. They warned me that if I did it again, they would have everyone take turns, not that they were going to do it anyway and more often.

He started crying and so did Jared as Mom took Jason in her arms and looked at me told me. "If you ever do that to your brothers or another boy regardless of if he is your friend and give you permission. I will cut it off and feed it to you and kill you slowly, so slowly you'll think that the turntable is a tickling machine at high voltage. Do you understand me, son?"

I nodded and promised. "That if I ever did anything like that, I would die willingly and I promise you and Dad that will never happen. I am not Shawn or any of those boys that think it's okay to rape young boys or their own brothers or sisters. I love my brothers too much and respect them and you and Dad." Dad nodded that he believed me and so did Mom. She had the boys get off the bed telling me it was my turn.