He had asked "why" countless times tonight. Some of those questions he already knew the answer to, but in this moment, his heart was filled with genuine confusion.
He had never imagined that he would struggle to even say the word "love."
The way she defined "love" carried a weight he couldn't quite explain, as though this "liking" would bring endless disaster and suffering, which was why she had chosen to reject it.
His thoughts inevitably drifted back to that phone call he had overheard by accident.
"So, you really love someone else, even though he's married, and you can't be together, which is why you agreed to our contract?" Van's heart felt as if it were being crushed by a heavy stone, the pain unbearable. The weight of that stone continued to roll down, striking his heart, leaving him gasping for air.
"You just want a little bit of fake affection within the boundaries of the contract, so the money you earn won't feel too meaningless."