Diary

I couldn't process things. I don't know what to say I Mean who put this here? Who

I never knew DAD kept a diary. I cannot open it it's personal even if he is dead I still respect his privacy . Should I tell mom??! .

I felt sudden shaking.

'Yeah yeah mom what are you doing?' I said hiding the diary behind me.

'I've been calling you but you didn't answer so I came upstairs to see what you were doing.' She said.

'I am-' I was about to say but nah no

'I don't Wanna listen your blah blah come eat if you want.' She said with a disgusting expression on her face.

Like what am I human or not?? Am I adopted? Oh I forgot she is my stepmother.

Mamma I miss youuu where are youuu. I am looking at the sky calling on my mom hope she answers but no she is already gone and my dad joined her .

'Dad MOM why do you both left me here i-i-n this c-rr-u-e-e-l-l-l world???' I said holding my tears but they fell.

I hate this house I hate these people.

I miss my mom it would be like heaven if she was with me. My step mother treats me like shit.

I went downstairs to eat I don't want to but I am scared if I don't and after that if I get hungry she will not give me food and shout at me arghhhhhh I wish I wasn't born or I wish I was dead.

As I sat she watched my every moment.

'So we are going huh?' I ASKED while eating.

'Yes of course ' She said like I am forcing her to talk. Like bro if you don't want to then just Leave me here please.

'This evening?' Mian asked.

'Yeah my dear lesss good take your video games and all that stuff okay?' She pat his head and looked at him with loveable eyes.

I wish I could get the same love. I would be the happiest person alive but I guess God has some other plans for me.

I didn't eat much and went to my room, packed my things and -

'Should I take this?'

'Yeahh I should come onnn.'

I put the diary in my backpack. I am leaving physically but my heart will stay here in this town.

I will miss every moment spend here. This is so heart breaking. Life is emotionally abusive. NO no no I am not crying I don't Wanna please I don't Wanna cry.

'Don't hide it I saw it.' MOM said

I was shocked shit.

She saw the diary???