Geena (English)

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I was just scrolling through TikTok, doing my usual thing, when I came across this edit. Dark vibes, eerie music, and a caption talking about Void's amoralism. That one word hit me like a punch to the gut. Amoralism. The way it was framed... It wasn’t about being evil or good, nah. It was about straight-up refusing to care about either. Like morality is just some comforting lie we tell ourselves to keep us from freaking out while the world burns down around us. I had to check it out. I thought I knew what I was getting into. Another dark book, another “philosophical” take that’s just edgy nihilism repackaged for booktok. But Geena wasn’t like that. It didn’t give a damn about whether I believed in right or wrong—it made me feel the weight of existence without those labels. It’s about this writer who gets stuck in what I guess is the Bible’s apocalypse—trapped in a hell where no one’s innocent. Everyone’s there for a reason. Not random. Not “oh, I just messed up.” Nah, just brutal, naked truth. And the way it’s written? There’s no escape. No metaphors to sugarcoat things. No lies about justice or redemption. Just raw, in-your-face reality. And that’s when it hit me: I’ve been lying to myself all along. I used to think I was a good person. Not perfect, not flawless, but good enough. I followed the rules, did what was expected. But Geena tore that apart, piece by piece. Showed me every little compromise I’d made, every moment I let things slide because it was easier than standing up. It made me confront the truth—that deep down, I wasn’t scared of being a bad person. I was terrified of admitting that maybe, just maybe, morality never really mattered. I don’t know if Geena has a message, honestly. I don’t think it’s trying to teach anything. It’s more like it just holds up a mirror and forces you to look. And what you see, that’s on you. I finished the damn book and couldn’t move. Just sat there, staring into nothing, like something inside me had just shattered. Books don’t do that to me. Stories don’t change me. But Geena? It flipped everything. And now? I don’t think I’ll ever look at this world the same way again. I thank from the bottom of my heart whoever created this. Seriously. Thank you. LETS ALL LOVE VOID