The real struggle!

Rosie's thoughts-oh,poor thing! She's so sad! I always knew that something was wrong with that man,Haruto! How can someone be such an ass!? She's so sweet! Yet she got betrayed! I bet,there's no one to talk to her right now. Oh lord,have some mercy on this poor soul!

Neigh,neigh! Rosie started neighing like crazy. It looked like she was trying to talk to Suzume. "Oh Rosie! I know that you care about me,but sadly,I can't understand what you're trying to say right now.

This is the only place where I can talk openly. Humans are so useless! Every human that I loved betrayed me! Be it my mom or the love of my life. I loved him so much! But he.....he didn't even think before betraying me! I am helpless, there's nothing I can do!

It's been a long time,since you went outside,so....let's go outside and....try to maybe....enjoy our lives." Said Suzume,while petting her horse. Suzume opened the gate,took her horse out,wore her helmet and went outside with her horse.

Everyone was staring at her while she was riding her horse. But,Suzume didn't seem to care and kept moving. After 20 minutes,she reached a bridge.

Suzume's thoughts- hmm,so I guess....this is it,huh. I tried stretching my life since childhood. I thought that I would get the chance to experience pure love and happiness once I become an adult,but I guess,I was just day dreaming.

After 5 minutes,a man walked towards Suzume,and stood beside her. After a minute of silence,Suzume decided to talk to the man standing beside her. When she looked at him,she was shocked.

Suzume's thoughts- what the hell!? What is he doing here!? Did he come here to fight with me or something? Oh,wait di.....did he recognise me!? Oh,yeah,he wouldn't be able to recognise me,since I am wearing this helmet.

I guess talking to him won't hurt much. Hah,you can do it Suzume! Talk to him! You are going to die after talking to him anyways! "Uh....hi....hey...I...I am Suzume ..uh my full name is Suzume Sasaki. What's your name? And...why are you here?" Asked Suzume,hesitatingly.

"Huh? Why do you even want to know my name? And why do you think that I care about who you are!? Oh,I forgot I am going to jump off this bridge after 5 minutes anyways. Ok,I guess,I'll do you the favor of talking to you,Suzume." Said the man.

"Bruh,you're going to attempt suicide soon,and still...still you're so arrogant! Anyways,why are you attempting suicide?" Asked Suzume.

"Its just because of my marriage,I can't tell you much about it,but my....my wife....sh....she...um...I....sorry,I can't talk about it." Said the man. "You don't need to tell me,if you don't want to. By the way,I also got a betrayal from my fiance. It...really broke my heart to be honest. He didn't come to the wedding hall and I was left all alone with my wedding ring." Said Suzume.

"Oh,that's actually so cruel,he shouldn't have left you like that. It must have felt really bad. But still,you should move on,instead of jumping off of a bridge,just because you got ghosted by an asshole." Said the man.

"Hah,maybe I deserve it. And,this is not the only reason why I am attempting suicide,it's also because of some family issues. You know ,some people deserve to be treated like shit. And I am one of them!" Said Suzume sarcastically.

"This is the first time,I've seen a woman who's calling herself a sinner,when she hasn't even done anything. I know that it's been only 10 minutes since we have met but,you don't seem to be like a bad person.

It definitely isn't your fault. I have seen many types of people in my life and I have also met a few people who are just like you. They blame themselves for the mistakes,made by their loved ones which is brutally wrong!

If your loved ones didn't love you and didn't give you the care you deserve then it's their loss,not yours! You should stop thinking that they are acting like that,because you lack something. If they don't give you the care you deserve and prioritize their ego more than you then it's their fault not yours!" Said the man.

"This is the first time,I am hearing something like that from someone. I...really appreciate your concern towards me,thanks!" Said Suzume.

"You don't need to thank me,I just told you the most obvious thing in the world. You should have known this since kindergarten. Anyways,now that we are done with our small talks,let's jump." Said the man.

"Uh,I...I actually want to say something." Said Suzume. "What is it,tell me?" Asked the man. "How about we give our life another chance? Let's just live for another year and end our lives next year,if we don't get what we desire." Said Suzume.

"Hmm,not a bad suggestion,bu.....um......ok I guess you are right. Let's give our life another chance and end our lives next year,if we don't get what we desire." Said the man.

"So...what do you desire? I...I mean what do you want the most in your life?" Asked Suzume. "Me? Uhmm....I actually, got kicked out of my own company because of a scandal. So,first,I'll try my best to get my company back.

And,I also want a loving partner. I actually don't have high hopes,since I just got betrayed but still,I want someone to love and take care of. Life feels so empty without the people we love,doesn't it?" Asked the man.

"It definitely does! I also miss my ex-fiance a lot. But unfortunately,there's nothing I can do. Maybe,he didn't betray me,maybe his phone is switched off because,something happened to him. Maybe,he'll come back for me.

I...I don't desire much. I just want my loved ones back in my life! And that's it! I...I just want to be happy and live the life,i always dreamed of with the love of my life! A kid,a loving husband,a good job,a chance to prove myself,two vacations an year. And that's it! That's all I want from life!" Said Suzume.

When Suzume looked towards the man standing beside her,she noticed that he was already staring at her. After a minute of silence,he started laughing at her. "What....what did you say!? Two vacations an year!? Hahahah,oh my lord!

You desire that from your precious life!?" Said the man,while laughing. "Huh? What are you laughing at!? I..I just want to go on vacations with my family! What's wrong with that!?" Asked Suzume,angrily.

"Oh,I am sorry. Suzume,bu...but I couldnt control my laughter after hearing your vacation joke. Hahahahah!"said the man. Rosie,on the other hand,started neighing out of the blue.

Rosie's thoughts- oh lord,she's talking about finding the love of her life,but can't notice,that the person standing beside her,is the perfect match for her! Look at the way these two are laughing and talking to eachother! They should go and get a room already