CHAPTER 19

Poppy forced herself off the couch, quickly leaving the restroom to head to her bedroom right next to Xavian's room. She slammed the door shut and walked to her bag, yanking it open to take out her pills and a pack of yogurt. 

The pain, that guilt, it was beginning to boil inside of her again. 

"No, no, not now..." She stood up, grabbing a bottle of water, and storming her way into the bathroom, the door closed and locked. "Please…not again!" She turned to the mirror at the sink and stood staring at her reflection, grip on the edge of the sink counter growing tighter. 

"It's all your fault…they died." 

Poppy shook her head. 

"If only you'd just gone, if you hadn't fought with them. But you chose your job over them, and now, they are gone. You know the worst part? You never even got to see their face and the only time you got to, they were in that morgue—"