The Eyes of a Degenerate

Earlier in that afternoon, the suspicious man in his late 30s, layered with a trenchcoat despite the hot and humid weather, was circling around the buzzing street of the Hoshimashi shopping district. The thin and pale man specifically picked to hang around the large stairways in hope of sneaking upward shots of the highschool girl's skirts. It had become the only thing that could give him a great sense of fulfilment and guilty pleasure. 

Kasunagi Nabe always had been a troubled child since a young age, his timid and frail appearance made him unfavourable to the females. However, he resorted to finding his passion in his own twisted way, Nabe loved to help himself out by watching adult videos. His sexual urge and desire deprived him of his morality, it fueled the weird hobby of taking explicit photos and videos of the young girls. It was proven to be giving him the best of pleasure. It spiralled from the few sneak snapshots of the thighs to stealing the undergarments of the girls from the clothing racks. Nabe was invincible in his own eyes. 

As fate decided that his actions shouldn't go unpunished, Kasunagi Nabe got busted by the local police with a search warrant. Hundreds of photos and video that he had worked hard for, was discovered and the despicable man was sentenced to jail for a long time. Despite the confinement inside the jail, Nabe often fantasised about what he would do once he got out. Would he still be doing the same bad and devious deeds like he always did? The answer was so obvious in his mind, but he hid that away from everyone.

"Yes, I'm a creep and I love jerking off with those young ones." His intrusive thought spoke to him as he hid a small camera under his shoe. The technology had gone far in cultivating his lustful endeavour, with a mini hidden camera, it was almost too easy to take an upskirt shot of the young high schoolers. "Perfect fap materials."

"Yikes, that bitch really needs some pounding for real. Hehehe" Nabe let his pervert mind wander while looking at a slutty girl with blonde wavy hair with revealing oversized cleavages. Her skirt was incredibly short leaving no room to fantasise about, when the girl strutted by herself, Nabe would occasionally notice her flashing pink panties. 

"Fu*k!" Nabe cursed in his mind as she appeared to be meeting up with a tall man, who appeared to be her boyfriend. 

"I don't want sluts like you, anyway." The pale man glanced to find his new target, personally, Nabe would prefer a girl that was pure and pristine like a glowing white cloth. To be precise, a maiden with her virginity intact, the purer the girls were, the greatest pleasure he felt. 

Nabe often reminisced about his high school days when he met the purest girl in his little world. He remembered every trace and detail of her until this day as he committed her into the memory. It acted as his precious material in the cold prison cells. This ideal girl he fell in love with could be described as a well-reserved, good manner, and sweet. He recalled her fair and immaculate skin, her unique graphite-black hair, her pretty almond-shaped eyes with a cinnamon-brown hue, and her sweet scent of purity. 

The man stopped at the quiet corner, he needed to recheck the results of his scouting for the day, the man swiftly pulled out his phone and skimmed through the photos and videos in it. Content with the outcomes, he was ready to go home and give himself a good rub. 

"Watch your damn way!" Nabe scuffed at the boy, once he got a quick look at his pretty cinnamon-brown eyes, he hastily stepped away as fast as he could. The eyes of the predator still haunted him 'til this day, Nabe remembered the agonising pain in his left eye when the boy swung at it with full force because he was caught touching the shop owner's butt. As it turned out Yamamoto Yoko was his crush in the past, and also his current prey. 

"Fu*k it! That lil' brat act all high and mighty. You got a good face 'n' good physique. You never have to try hard like an ugly face like me!" Kasunagi Nabe cursed softly as he headed toward his flat, it was somewhat close to the red and white radio tower. His good mood was ruined by just bumping into that bright & sunny boy. 

The flat was just a 3rd-story rundown building with a common balcony, where his flat was at the rear end of that floor. In the dark corner of Kasunagi's room, he uploaded the contents of his lustful endeavour to sell it on the darkwebs. Some of them seemed to fetch him a load of cryptocurrencies, where he could exchange them for real cash, a small amount at the time. Nabe didn't have much need for money at all, he was content with the way he was. 

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3 months ago, the ex-convict was released from prison after serving his sentence for a long duration of time. Everyone would think he was fully rehabilitated and ready to return to become a functional member of society. Stupid & naive people, he laughed at them. Nabe knew it in his heart that he could never reform from this devious way of living, he lived it and it was the only enjoyment in his miserable life. The way he could sexually violate any girls who passed by gave him a sense of control and authority. In the conservative aspect of a relationship, he knew full well that he could never be desirable to any girl no matter how hard he tried. 

One fateful night, he was stumbling on an only cafe where high school girls frequented. As if the world pointed him toward the light, he found his crush again. In his eyes, Yamamoto Yoko was as pure and pristine as the day he'd last seen her in Seihei school. It made his heart flustered again, something that his naughty hobby would never be able to. 

Nabe was creepily peeking at her through the large transparent window, mesmerising by her beauty. Then his fantasy became tainted by the image of Yoko hugging a young man with black hair. The couple appeared to be in a warm and affectionate embrace, it disgusted him to his core but at the same time, ecstatically aroused him when he pictured himself as the boy.

"F**king whore! F**k!" He swore softly as he envied the cuddling couple. 

After a while, Nabe began to visit the store regularly during the day and later found out that the boy was actually her son, "Shou-kun" as Yoko called him. It became apparent that his sweet Yoko couldn't remember him at all. It was no surprise to the ugly guy like him who half-heartedly confessed his love to her and then it would go right over her head. 

"I wonder if I ever crossed her mind, even for just 10 minutes…" He lamented with his old days.

1 month ago, as his lust for Yoko became unbearable to him so Nabe indeliberately groped her plum ass. But the lady swiftly called him out, resulting in a fight with the son which he lost horribly hard. Nabe ended up with a black eye and saw his life flashing before his eyes. He could never go back to see his Yoko again. The hatred toward Shou-kun lay dormant within his heart. 

"Fu*k! This Fu*king Brat! He ruined my world, my fantasy. " The ugly man cursed as he couldn't pleasure himself anymore with his toy and the explicit contents he created. His rod became pathetically frail and flimsy, unable to indulge him like usual.

"If I could do something about it…" His mind wandered relentlessly as he contemplated a way to reclaim his fantasy.

In his attempt to regain his manhood, the hideous man had been stalking Yoko from afar. The pretty lady had a boring routine of going between 3 places; Yamamoto residence, Yoko Sweet Cafe, and Hoshimashi shopping district for supply run. 

"Magnificent!" He grinned widely as he committed her routine to his memory. 

On one of the rainy nights, the lady luck was on his side because Yoko's curtain was slightly open showing her in a blue semi-transparent satin dress. The alluring sight of her stimulated and revived his little finger into an adult. 

"Wait? Is that the kid? What the hell is he in her room?" He murmured as he looked through his binoculars from a safe distance. His crotch became unbearably hot with extreme arousal, but couldn't hold it in anymore. Nabe needed to do it right here right now.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhh! Ahhhhhhh! Ahhhh!" Nabe imagined himself as the kid who was cuddling with Yoko and touched himself until he reached orgasm right on that spot. It had become a revelation for Nabe… A way to get back his sinful desire!