15. Girl Talk (Part 3)

I was thinking about what I'd do if she asked me to steal some test questions, but she didn't seem like the type to say something like that, when Sasai-san said something unexpected to me.

"I'd like you to teach me something about math that I don't understand, and I don't have any friends that like math... so I thought Sato-kun would be the best. Oh, of course, it's fine if it's okay with you."

I didn't understand what she was saying. There was no way that a girl would want me to teach her how to study. Besides, I don't have the confidence to teach others, and I've never experienced such an event.

"I guess it's no good after all...?"

Even though I thought that, I still had no reason to refuse. I was worried that it was a prank, but even so, I can't run away anymore. So, although I'm hesitant, I give a positive answer.

"I-if you don't mind, that's fine... I-if you call out to me in the classroom after school or when you have free time, I'll teach you anytime..."

Sasai-san looks a little puzzled at my suggestion and mutters, "Hmm...I wonder what would happen if I did that..." Did I make a mistake? What on earth is she thinking? With all sorts of thoughts mixing together, I couldn't find the answer.

"...Okay! I'll think about the place later, but see you then, okay?"

But in the end, Sasai-san still wanted me to teach her how to study. I never imagined that the time would come when I would promise to teach a girl how to study.

In my old world, I had seen couples studying together in class, flirting with each other, but I thought that was a world far away from me. Of course, this time it was going to be something completely different, something serious.

"Thanks! See you tomorrow!"

After Sasai's cute greeting, we said our goodbyes. As I walked alone, I started to wonder if the whole thing was just a prank.

I often get scared that everything will suddenly go dark and I'll be back to my normal life of working part-time jobs. I've gotten used to treating that world as a nightmare, and that's how dependent I am on this world.

I'm here, hoping to spend my days in this world feeling fulfilled. I know that it's an excessive wish for me, but I can't help but wish for it.

It was evening when I got home, so Yukari was the only one in the house. I could hear her moving around in the kitchen as she made dinner.

"Ah, Shun-sama, oh, welcome home," Yukari said to me, politely, in a way that I felt was too much for her. I returned to my room, unable to say anything more than "yes" to Yukari.

As I was getting changed in my room, I started to wonder what everyone around me thought of me. It's always something that worries me, but today I was even more absorbed in the thought.I think the three people in my house treat me like a family member, and Yuki and Yukari don't even refuse to have sex with me. Of course, I can't completely rule out the possibility that I'm just an outlet for their sexual desires. 

But even if that was the case, I couldn't refuse.In class, Sasai and Yamamoto talk to me. Sasai in particular is proactive and treats me like a friend. Since the other boys are reluctant to talk, I may be just the right person to meet their goal of talking to boys, but even if that's the case, I'm very grateful.

I wanted to talk to other girls, but for now, I can only imagine their body shapes through their uniforms, which is no different from reality. I would like to change myself, but I still can't get rid of my erotic feelings.

As I look up at the high hurdle of being recognized by those around me, my day comes to an end. It has become a daily routine for me to reflect on my poor responses in various conversations.

The next morning, I go to school with Yuki in her uniform. Yesterday was the opening ceremony, so she came to school at an unusual time, so this is the first time I've seen Yuki in her uniform.

Her hair is in a side ponytail as usual, and her uniform is a sailor style, brimming with cuteness. Yuki is so good-looking, and wearing it is just as devastating, and she is definitely the most popular girl in the class. Normally, she'd have fans at the level where she would.Yuuki was walking next to me as usual, but it felt like she was gradually getting closer to me. Her soft arm was touching me, and I wondered if I should say something, but Yuki suddenly took my hand and entwined my arm with hers.

"...No?"

Her expression looked a little tense. But it wasn't no good, and if that's what she wanted, there was no way I was going to shake it off. Yuki had been watching me, and when she saw that I didn't refuse, she tried to go ahead. If, as a little sister, she wanted to be with her brother, then that was only something to be happy about. However, as I began to feel the modest expansion of her breasts, I began to think that this was not good. I knew that I definitely shouldn't get aroused in a situation like this. But I could definitely feel her softness through the fabric.

Just as I was somehow trying to hold it in, a girl in a uniform suddenly appeared from a side alley. The girl let out a "Ah" and it was Sasai-san.

"Oh, good morning, Sato-kun."

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