17. Beautiful girls don't stop (Part 2)

Even if I don't have any feelings for her, I'm very happy and excited to do erotic things with Sasai.However, I don't want her to regret having something to do with me when her sexual desire subsides. So, I thought that if it got to the final stage, it would be better to stop.

I felt uncomfortable being calm in a strange way. But it didn't look like Sasai was joking to me.After taking off my blazer, Sasai started to touch my shirt. His slightly rougher hands excited me, and I even felt a mysterious emotion that he desired my body, even if only for a moment.Once I was in just a T-shirt, Sasai leaned over me and began to smell my upper body.

I hadn't even taken a shower, and I didn't think I would smell good, but Sasai's breathing became heavier and she rubbed her cheek against my T-shirt.

Soon, Sasai started to take off my T-shirt. I didn't resist and cooperated by lying down with my arms raised in the air. Now the upper half of my body was directly exposed to Sasai's gaze.There was nothing particularly impressive about my upper body. I wasn't fat, but I also didn't have any muscles. I was of average build, so I was worried that Sasai would be disappointed.

"S-Sato-kun's...body...a boy's body..."

However, Sasai-san was mumbling like an idiot, rubbing her face against his torso and sniffing it directly. The sight was like something you'd see in an adult video, and it made my erection grow even stronger.

Perhaps it was getting hot, Sasai-san took off her blazer and came closer to me. My dick through my trousers hits Sasai-san's body through her blouse, and I feel that sensation.

"I-I want to...suck you directly too...!"

Sasai-san shouted and began to unbutton the front of her blouse. Before I could think straight, she had stripped off her blouse and was left in just her bra.

I'd seen her in see-through bras at school before, but of course this was my first time seeing her underwear. Her not-so-big-but-soft-looking breasts, wrapped in a pink frilly bra, stimulated my lust.

Sasai, who had been enjoying the upper half of my body, gradually moved her head upwards and blew hot breath on my neck. 

"Sato-kun's... Sato-kun's smell..." 

She muttered over and over again, to a scary extent.

"Ah, Sato-kun, I'm sorry... close, Sato-kun's..."

Sasai reached my face, almost as if crawling, and looked into my eyes. Her cheeks were red, and her eyes were lit with flames of lust.

Soon, Sasai wrapped her arms around my shoulders and back, and we got into a sleeping position, hugging each other. My crotch was about to explode from the sensation of her touch through my underwear and the scent that is unique to women, but I had to endure it.

As long as I was spending my time thinking that I would wait for Sasai's desire to subside, I didn't want to make a move. It might sound like I was killing her, but I believed that I should do so.

Sasai held me tightly without saying a word. All I can do is accept it, and I can't do anything else.After staying in that position for a while, I somehow felt that the heat of Sasai's body was weakening. I couldn't see her expression because I was hugging her, but little by little, her grip was loosening.

Just when I thought she was calming down, Sasai let go of me. I finally saw her expression, and it was clear that all lust had disappeared, revealing an emotion like fear.

I thought she had returned to normal, but at the same time I could imagine what was going through her mind. What would she think about the fact that she had lost her mind a little because of her own sexual desire and had come into close contact with me?If Sasai seemed to regret it, I should quickly get dressed and leave the room. So as not to hurt her more deeply.

"I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry..."

After we let go and we were both sitting on the bed, she started crying again. She was like a child who had broken a toy that had been bought for her, and her emotions seemed to flow directly out of her.

"I... I couldn't control myself... I was so selfish towards Sato-kun... Why..."

Sasai-san looked down and simply expressed her remorse. Then, after bowing deeply, she slowly began to apologize to me.

"I'm sorry... I don't want to have anything to do with me anymore, so... you don't have to talk to me, just treat me as if I don't exist."It'll be okay, so..."

I'm really sorry. Saying this, she tried to bend over with such force that it looked like she was about to kneel down.

"Don't apologize!"

I think I shouted the loudest I'd ever shouted since coming to this world. She looked at me, shaking violently.

She had poured her sexual desire out on me, and now she's apologizing to me. That was strange for me, and I definitely couldn't let my relationship with Sasai end.

"Um... I'm happy that Sasai wanted me... I was a little surprised, but... I don't mind that kind of thing with Sasai at all..."

So, I told her again that I didn't want her to apologize. It's not something I should be saying, but that's all I can think of to say right now. In other words, it's the truth.

"W-why...? I did such a terrible thing... and you forgave me... is that so convenient...?"

She looked up and asked me. No matter what she asked, there was only one answer.

"I-I don't think anything terrible... because I-I want to be friends with you, Sasai-san...!"

When I told her that, Sasai-san's eyes started to tear up, but she kept repeating "Thank you... I'm sorry..." as if she was broken. I touched her head, which was not my style, and started stroking her hair as if to comfort her.

After a while, when Sasai-san seemed to have calmed down, I removed my hand that was stroking her head. I thought that if I acted like a lover, she would be disliked.Sasai-san looked at me and started talking. Her eyes were no longer teary, but she was still looking at me with her big red eyes.

"...Sato-kun, thank you so much for forgiving me... but I think what I did was something that would be reported to the police or something... so to be honest, I wouldn't be satisfied if I let it go unpunished..."

Before I could tell her not to say that, she continued.

"If you say you don't want my apology, then of course that's it, but if you want money, I'll pay you as much as I can... so..."

Although Sasai said that she wanted me to apologize in some way, naturally, I have no intention of asking for anything. I'm sure that at a time like this, if I were a bad person, I would say something like, let me hold you once, or be your girlfriend.

Of course, Sasai is attractive, but it's inappropriate to say that at this timing. Moreover, I don't have the right to do so, and I have no intention of doing so.

But there's one thing that I remember: the warmth I felt when Sasai hugged me earlier. It was the warmth that I had been unable to feel and had refused to feel until now.

I made a "request" to Sasai, prepared to be disliked, but with a glimmer of hope that she might accept it as an apology.

"Okay, then... well, how about if Sasai hugged me one more time... and as an apology... how about that... I know you don't like it, and it's okay if you refuse, so..."

Of course, I was prepared to be criticized by her. Having made a creepy suggestion, I looked away a little, waiting for Sasai's answer.

"Eh... S-Sato... are you serious...?"

She had an incredulous look on her face, and I immediately realized that I was getting carried away.

"Ah, I thought, it's troubling when I say something like that to you... I got carried away, so I'm sorry."

I thought I'd said something stupid, and apologized, but Sasai shook his head and denied it.

"No, no! That's not it... That's not an apology, it's more like a reward for me... Huh...?"

Even if our libidos were reversed, would this kind of exchange even be possible? Is Sasai still confused? I don't know, but I try to push it in a fit of desperation.

"... If you do that, it will be enough of an apology for me... So, I thought that Sasai would tell me at school tomorrow without any hard feelings..."

I know that I'm just making excuses because I want to hold Sasai again. I realize that I'm a terrible man who takes advantage of her weakness. But now that it's come to this, there's no turning back. I squashed my discomfort and looked at her.

"If, Sato-kun, it's okay with me, then of course it's okay...yeah."

With that, she approached me, albeit timidly. It seemed as if she was trying to gauge whether I was really okay.I had my own desires, but it was also important for Sasai to regain her strength. So, I had to behave in a way that would satisfy her.

Gradually, the distance between us narrowed, and soon Sasai buried her face in my chest. Her arms went around my back, and we embraced for the first time in about 15 minutes, this time with mutual consent.