19. A gift and a curse (Part 3) [R-18]

"Oh, I'm not angry at all. If anything, I was happy...I never thought I'd be able to drink semen directly."Her tone certainly didn't seem to indicate that she was angry. But then she looked a little regretful."But you've already come twice, so... well, you probably won't come again, and that's a bit disappointing. I know it's a luxury, but it's over now."It's true that if you were masturbating, it would be impossible to ejaculate multiple times in such a short time. But right now, although I was feeling a bit tired, my libido hadn't diminished, and I felt like I could even ejaculate. With her sexual contact with me right in front of me,Because I have Sasai-san who is there."I-I may be a little tired, but... I-I think I'm still okay... yeah."When I told her, Sasai-san said, "R-Really...?" and looked happy for a moment. But she quickly returned to a worried expression."I'm glad to hear that, but I think you should take a little rest, Sato-kun... I'd feel bad if I forced you to do too much. I'm being really selfish after all."Her words were so kind that they warmed my heart, and I was strongly attracted to her consideration. Especially since she was a beautiful girl like a jewel, exposing her breasts in front of me."Come on, you can lie down, okay?"Sasai-san urged me to lie down on the bed. I had no reason to refuse her request, so I decided to accept her kindness. The situation of me lying naked and slightly erect on the bed that Sasai always uses is so surreal that it makes me feel indescribable.As I lay down and felt the touch of the bed, I heard the sound of fabric rubbing at my feet. Before I could wonder what it was, I heard her voice say, "I'm sorry, I have to lie next to you."With those words, I had no idea whose bed this was, as Sasai lay down next to me. Her face was red again.In other words, now Sasai and I were practically sleeping together. Looking at her well-defined face in front of me, I felt embarrassed by how cute she was.But if I turned my face down, I could see her body. And now I finally understood what that sound of fabric rubbing was."...Sorry, I took off my clothes too. If you don't like it, just tell me right away, okay?"She had taken off her skirt and wrapped it up on the edge of the bed. Now, Sasai-san was wearing nothing to cover her body except for a pair of pink shorts.I had no idea why that was. But the fact is, she was practically naked, and my dick was starting to get hard.Just like the bra I had seen earlier, the shorts had frills. They weren't as erotic as those you see in adult videos, but just thinking about them as Sasai-san's shorts made me ten times more excited.I could also see the dazzling glow of her thighs, and imagining how they felt made my sexual desire overflow again. And yet, as I was losing my patience, she spoke to me."You know, I've been thinking lately that I'd like to sleep with Sato-kun in the same bed. I know it's not good to suddenly say something like this, but..."Sasai-san starts talking, minding my gaze."My mother has always said that she wanted to sleep with a man, even if it was just once. When she gave birth to me, it was from stored sperm, and she had never dated a man before."I can understand that sleeping with a man is a precious thing. But doing it with someone like me seems to contradict what she said."So, when I heard my mother talk about her longing, I started to wonder what it would be like to sleep with a man. I had never had any contact with a boy before, so I didn't have a chance, but I thought maybe I would have a chance with Sato-kun."Maybe it was a bit forced, Sasai-san laughs. But I hadn't realized the intention of her words and actions at all."So, now that I'm in this situation... I really think this is really happy. I couldn't get to this point unless I became friends with a boy and took another step."As she said this, Sasai put her hands around my back and pulled me closer. We were in a position where we were hugging each other lightly while lying down, and her chest and thighs were touching my body.The happy sensation made my dick harden again, and the tip of it hit her stomach. Perhaps after confirming this, she continued her story."But, although I think sleeping next to someone is happy, that... my sexual desire is getting stronger again. So maybe Sato-kun is feeling the same way... maybe it's just my own imagination, but..."How should I respond? To be honest, I love her, and at the same time, my libido is about to explode.However, I didn't know how she felt about me. I hoped that she liked me, but my dark personality was getting in the way.But maybe I should tell her how I feel now. Right now, Sasai wants to fulfill her sexual desire with me. I want to believe those words."...Yeah. I'm also, um, excited about you, Sasai, so, um, I'd like to feel good together..."It was a rather unclear reply, but her feelings were genuine. She told me, "...Hehe, I'm happy.""...Thanks, Sato-kun...So, you want me to put yours, um, inside of me...Well..."Sasai-san seemed to be choosing her words carefully, but after a short pause, she looked at me intently, as if she had made up her mind."...Would you...have sex with me...?"I paused for a moment at her words, then nodded quietly. We lay there, gazing at each other like naive lovers.