20. Lust & Longing (Part 2) [R-18]

"Hehe, thanks...Okay then...yes, please...whatever."Saying this, Sasai touches her slit with the fingers of both hands and pulls her labia majora to both sides. The closed slit opened to the left and right, and I could see inside.The flesh inside was a beautiful pink color, and I could see a little moisture, so it must have been wet. I could also see her small clitoris, and I couldn't help but think about unnecessary things, like how she would react if I touched it.Sasai-san spread her pussy with her fingers as if to show off. However, she didn't look confident at all, and it seemed like she was watching me.This scene would be the best wank for me normally, and honestly, I wanted to stroke my dick and have a satisfying masturbation right there and then."I-I'm not sure if the inside is clean, but...um, am I excited...?"Sasai-san was looking at me, but I was desperately trying to suppress my fully erect dick and the sexual desire in my heart that was about to go out of control.I wanted to masturbate furiously. I wanted to touch it. I wanted to stir it with my fingers. I wanted to lick it. I suppress such desires with what little rationality I have. I would never want to expose my sexual desire and be hated by Sasai-san.When was the last time I thought I didn't want to be hated by a woman? I've never been liked by women and I've given up on expecting anything from them, so I'm a little surprised that I have such feelings."...Sato-kun? Um, you've got a really...naughty face, you know?"Surprised, I look at Sasai-san. I thought she'd been put off, but she seemed to be very interested."And...Sato-kun, you've made your dick bigger again...it looks really hard."And yet, she looks at my erect dick lovingly. My patience is about to break down just from that expression. And then she makes a proposal to me. My instincts tell me that it's probably her last proposal."Um, Sato-kun? I was thinking, I'd like to know what your dick feels like. Like, here."Saying that, Sasai-san pointed to her slit. A very big decision was coming before my eyes.As a true virgin, I wanted to jump at it right away, and it was a chance. But if she regretted it later, if she wasn't satisfied in the first place, if she showed a disappointed face, all of those worries turned into negative emotions and attacked me."...I...are you okay with me being the one...? It's my first time, and I'm worried that I won't be able to do anything to satisfy you...so I'm worried that you'll be disappointed..."I guess I'm still a virgin because I'm saying things like this at this point. I know that very well myself, and it's the most pathetic thing I can do.But Sasai-san shook her head vigorously when she heard my overly honest words."...No, I think Sato-kun is great. He's kind, considerate, and accepts everything...and even makes a naughty face. There's no way I'd be disappointed in a guy like that, you know...?"It's not a prank, I can almost feel that he really thinks that. Even though I'm not the kind of guy who would say something like that to me."Besides, it's my first time too, so Sato-kun doesn't have to worry...um, I'd be happy if I could spend your first time and mine together...is that a bad reason?"As she said that, Sasai put her hand on my cheek.After a while, I realized that tears were spilling from both my eyes, and that it was because I had been touched by her kindness. I felt that she really wanted to have sex with me."...It's not bad...um, please...!"I managed to stop the tears and answered with all my might. Sasai-san replied quietly, "Yes, thank you very much, Sato-kun," and then lay her body on the bed.Lying defenselessly on her back, she exposed her entire body to me. Everywhere you looked, she was like a work of art, and at the same time, she continued to stimulate my lust.Her breasts were beautiful even when lying on her back, and her waist was well-curved. She showed me everything, but she also seemed a little nervous."I-I've heard that the first time hurts, but... I'm okay with it, okay? I want you to come whenever you want, Sato-kun."She pulled a pillow closer and placed it under her head, facing me in the so-called missionary position. She spread her legs slightly, and once again brought her pussy into my field of vision. And yet, I felt anxious about everything.