I paced around the room, feeling embarrassed. What would Nicholas think of me now? I had asked him for a kiss, expecting him to say no, but he agreed. It wasn't a quick kiss, but a deep, sensual one. How was he such a good kisser? I thought to myself.
I slapped my face lightly. "I can't believe this is happening. How am I going to face him tomorrow? How?" I worried about my sanity. This is what I meant when I said he messed with my head. I couldn't take this. I didn't know why I craved him whenever he was near. I needed to stop this. I needed to stop it now.
I went to take a bath. I still had to see Ms. Maya. I didn't want to be rude by not visiting her after promising to come downstairs when I was done. I changed into my nightgown and headed down to see her. I was sure she was in the kitchen making something. It was late, but the boss might want something to eat.