The becoming of a beast

Any moment in which I have to get up from my chair in front of my laptop was difficult, I used to stare at the screen from day to night all day. Anything happening other than my screen was chore for me which I have to do be it bathing, toilet, eating or interacting with anyone. I was like a mice that was holed up in a hole and if I were to get out of the hole it was only because of necessity for survival. Even my biological instincts were suppressed to minimum even now I sometimes wonder did I even ejaculated once within that period everything about that time was just so unclear and instant but also being so vivid that I remember like it was yesterday.

Meeting people online or offline is one of the most vital part of our life it reminds us regularly that we are what we are HUMANS. Isolation for a short period of time may enhance productivity but it also poisons your hearts slowly but deeply making it forget why is it beating for. You just become obsessed with one thing be it something productive or destructive and in that time you make a territory for yourself for me it was my room it doesn't matter who or for what reason someone is entering my room it's all become annoying and will deeply effect you. You become a beast a beast that lives in solitary, marking it's territory and incapable of communication with humans.