Retroactive°

His mouth met the slippery slopes of privates. I squealed and pulled at his hair

"No stop that's disgusting"

Who wants to put their mouth there?!

I felt my hands being pinned by my side as he forced my legs over his shoulders. His tongue circled over my clit, my knees curled at the feeling and I struggled to free myself. Before I knew it.

I was bucking my hips and making obscene and lewd sounds wanting him to do more than just that.

Like he had read my mind, I head him shuffle around and something hot and thick slap my thigh. I looked down. And then a memory surfaced.

Back when I was little, a scene similar to these had played out before me

Faelan stroked his member before putting my thighs together

"I don't want your first time to be somewhere that's not our own home" he said as he thrust into the wet space between my thighs, his throbbing dick rubbed my clit with a each thrush and I found myself struggling to stable my mind

I felt sick. I remember it now, more clearly.

Suddenly it was no longer a hot and sexy Faelan standing before me muttering sweet nothings to me. It was Eudora.

I felt my stomach sink as I began to scream, my throat felt clogged like something was stuck in there.

Lora?

Elora?

My love?

Are you alright?

I snapped out of it to find Faelen having me straddled over him, he was hugging

"Are you alright?"

"What happened?"

"You suddenly froze up and wouldn't speak, you scared me for a moment" he hugged me tighter and pulled a blanket over me. I felt disoriented. The urge to puke was still present.

Why? Why now of all times?

"I'm sorry" I mumbled as I hugged him

"What are you sorry for?"

He kissed my forehead and pulled me closer. His dick resting against my stomach. I flinched and closed my eyes. If we went at it again.

I feared it might bring back memories that best be avoided