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她显然瘦弱了许多,当他抱着她时,她的身体轻如羽毛.她的脸上没有留下多少肉,脸色苍白得令人作呕.别说她的身体了,感觉她的小骨头都有点不舒服!他真的疏忽了吗?!江乘风抬起头,深深叹了口气!她出院后,他再也没有关心过她,因为他无法面对她.毕竟,如果不是她,他的哥哥就不会有这样的事情,他也不会这么小就离开这个世界.所以,没有办法见面!是的,他对她有好印象,但是...他心中怎时不时涌现出怨恨呢?!所以,他干脆无视她,想着,顺其自然,眼不见,心不烦.但他没想到,她居然是受害者,她也心情不好.在这么多人中,她这个涉事的人,恐怕是最看不见的那个.直到现在,他才真正明白哥哥遗言的含义!他说他愿意...说他要他保护林梦...说他喜欢她...其实,他们都是在变相告诉他,为了这个女孩,无论他做什么,他都会快乐,哪怕意味着牺牲自己的生命!他告诉林梦要好好活着,并托付他好好保护林梦,因为他早就预料到了一切.虽然哥哥有时也会做一些蠢事,但他毕竟是江家的一员,心里其实一丝不苟.临死前,他已经想到了他能想到的一切.他预料到林梦会感到愧疚,林梦可能会因此而伤害自己.他一方面告诉林梦好好活着,另一方面又担心让哥哥去做.凭着这两招,林梦总能好好活着,渡过难关!江乘峰叹了口气.这是他的错.他被哥哥的死打击得太重了,所以他也没多想,所以错过了这一点,让这个女孩受了那么多苦!其实他早点就应该和那个女孩谈谈,而不是让容玲这个外人提醒他!事实上,他应该把这个女孩放在自己的羽翼下,好好照顾她.这其实是他弟弟所期待的.他想要的是让她好起来!他换来的,其实是她的正直!江乘风看着林梦,脸色一动.他的眉毛和眼神慢慢变得温柔起来.他伸出手,用手指轻轻擦去她眼角的泪水."小浪,之前是我哥错了.别担心,我哥哥知道该怎么做.接下来,我会好好照顾她..."他喃喃自语,恍惚间,仿佛听到了弟弟的笑声,脑海中自然而然地想起了他用手摸自己后脑勺那种害羞又尴尬的表情!于是,他也轻声笑了起来.一个微笑,像春风一样温暖!..首次发表于 Xiaoxiang Academy..林梦睡得很沉,但当她醒来时,她注定要失望.坐在她旁边的人不是江坡浪,而是江承峰.两兄弟的面孔太像了,她会因为恍惚和急切而迷惑他们,但当她醒来时,自然不会迷惑.原来不是阿郎...她眨眨眼,嘲讽地笑了笑,觉得自己太天真了!死人是不能复活的,那阿郎怎么可能活生生地站在她面前,对她微笑呢!江乘风一直盯着她看,她醒来时他自然也知道了.看到她的眼神从刚睁开眼睛时的平静变成了后来失去光泽,他的心稍微紧绷了一点.他为她感到难过,但他不能纵容她!"你知道你在做什么吗?!"他冷酷而严厉地看着她,语气带着疑问.林梦本能地尊敬江承峰.再说,他是江波朗的哥哥,她感到愧疚和羞愧.她别无选择,只能服从他.She looked up at him, at a loss!"Don't tell me what Xiaolang said to you before he died. You've forgotten everything!"She trembled her lips, and remembered the way Jiang Polang died in her arms, so her tears could not stop flowing again.Jiang Chengfeng approached step by step, and shouted coldly. "Lin Meng, tell me, what did Xiaolang say to you before he died?! Repeat what he said to you to me again!"Lin Meng trembled, and was so heartbroken that she couldn't breathe and choked. "He said... to let me... live well...""Did you do it?! Did you live well?! He risked his life to save you, but he wanted you to ruin your body?! You are in this state now, are you worthy of Xiaolang?! Do you want him to die and not be at peace?!""I... I am not..."She cried and argued!"No?!" Chang Chang snorted coldly. "You should know Xiaolang's friendship with you, I don't need to tell you! If he saw you like this, he would be uncomfortable and unable to sleep or eat! I thought you were a smart girl, who understood Xiaolang's intentions and understood that he did this to let you live well and live happily. But you are so disappointing now! Lin Meng, I look down on you and I want to beat you up. You are disappointing Xiaolang's expectations and wasting Xiaolang's sacrifice!""Brother Jiang!" Lin Meng screamed, staring at him with wide eyes, tears pouring down her face. "Brother Jiang, I'm sorry... I'm sorry...""Don't say sorry to me!" Jiang Chengfeng's tone was filled with impatience and anger. "If you want to say sorry, you should say it to Xiaolang!""I... woooo... I'm sorry to him... I... woooo... I killed him... I'm a murderer... I killed him...""Pah!"A heavy slap hit Lin Meng's face.When Lin Meng raised her eyes and touched her face with shaking hands, she saw Jiang Chengfeng's face that was about to go crazy with anger.He looked at Lin Meng hatefully, his black eyes burning with black flames."Lin Meng, don't say such things again!" He almost gritted his teeth and roared. "Don't insult Xiaolang's feelings for you! He saved you willingly! Remember, he saved you willingly!"She was stunned!Jiang Chengfeng continued to roar coldly. "It was his happiest thing to be able to save you. When he died, he was smiling! With a smile, do you understand?!""He was happy to let you live well, even if he died. But you actually thought that you killed Xiaolang, and you abused yourself so much. Tell me, are you a bastard?! You trampled on Xiaolang's friendship with you! You made yourself like this, how can you make Xiaolang feel embarrassed?! He was afraid that you had suffered any grievances, and asked me to take care of you. Tell me, how can you make me feel embarrassed?! Are these things that my brother willingly died for really not worth cherishing?!"Jiang Chengfeng's harsh words were like thunder in the sky for the confused Lin Meng. She felt that the fog that had been bothering her and making her unable to see the road ahead seemed to dissipate all of a sudden.She was wrong, she was thinking wrongly!Alang, how could she be worthy of Alang? !He told her to live well, how could she live up to him? !"Wuwu... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I was wrong... I was wrong..."She burst into tears!Jiang Chengfeng narrowed his eyes, his expression still stern."Since you know you are wrong, then live well for me! I tell you, your life now is not only your own, but also Xiaolang's. Not only do you have to live for yourself, but you also have to live well for Xiaolang. If you really can't get rid of the guilt in your heart, then you should live well and live happily. The happier you live, the happier Xiaolang will be, and you will not let him down for his sacrifice for you. So, live well and live happily, understand?!"He held her face and looked at her sternly.She nodded heavily with tears in her eyes."Live well, live happily!" He frowned, his expression meticulous.She opened her lips and repeated it with a sob. "Live well...live happily..."He was satisfied and withdrew his hand, but suddenly hugged her into his arms, his voice suddenly became soft, so soft that it seemed to squeeze out water."Mengmeng, don't make me worry about Xiaolang anymore, okay?!" With a touching plea!Her heart moved, she nodded, and burst into tears in his arms.He hugged her, and the coldness on his face had long disappeared, leaving only tangled worry and heartache."Be good...I know you feel bad...Cry out all the sadness...I'll listen for Xiaolang...Just this time, okay...You know, he hates you crying the most...Just this time..."She cried even more and couldn't help herself!He sighed, stroked her head again and again, patted her back with one hand, and gently coaxed her."Be good...it's okay...it's okay...no one will blame you...we all hope you're fine...no one will blame you...you're a good girl...a good girl...no one will blame you...never blame you...""...after you finish crying this time, don't cry anymore, be happy, okay? We all hope you can be happy...""...cry it all out...you'll be happy in the future, okay?..."She nodded randomly, and finally, she fainted in his arms.He held the thin little ball, sighed, and his brows almost twisted into two knots. She's really too thin, she needs to be supplemented. He gently put her back to bed, and looking at her tearful face, his heart tightened. He brought hot water over and helped her wipe her face. Looking at the skinny little face, he lowered his head lovingly and kissed her forehead.In the future, he will protect her!But, don't rush it, take it slow!He was a little confused about Rong Ling's attitude! During the hospital visit, Rong Ling said that he would not get involved with her anymore. However, emotional matters are not something that can be easily cut off. There are many things that are difficult to explain and sort out. At least, when Lin Meng was hospitalized, he noticed that in addition to the police officers sent by his father to protect Lin Meng, there were other people lurking outside her ward. It seemed that they were also trying to protect Lin Meng.Under such conditions, those people hiding in the dark were most likely sent by Rong Ling.However, according to Lin Meng, Third Uncle Rong would not allow her to be with Rong Ling. The old fox of the Rong family, whose authority could not be despised, was not allowed to be provoked casually. Therefore, for the safety of Lin Meng and her family, Rong Ling should keep a distance from her.Is this why Rong Ling called her to come to Lin Meng and persuade her to stay away from the chaotic places like bars, instead of Rong Ling himself? !Jiang Chengfeng narrowed his eyes, but he couldn't completely guess Rong Ling's thoughts. For a man who was in such a high position and unfathomable, it was estimated that no one in the world could guess his thoughts! Otherwise, he would not be Rong Ling, not the head of the Rong family!Regardless of other things, at least he needed to settle the girl in front of him. He couldn't leave her by his side. For the sake of his heartbroken parents and all his relatives and friends, he couldn't leave her by his side to take care of her at this time. He had to find someone else, someone who was not very relevant but knew her inside out to take care of her.What this girl needs now is a peaceful atmosphere.If there are more storms, I'm afraid she will really be crushed!Because she is too young and too thin!So, after Lin Meng woke up, cleaned up, and had a full meal, she changed places again, and it can be said that she moved into a new home.Jiang Xiaoxie, although his surname is Jiang, is by no means a relative of the Jiang family, but just a friend of Jiang Chengfeng. The 26-year-old girl has her own car and house, and works in a psychology studio. Perhaps because she is a psychologist, she is humble and approachable, and she often smiles."In the future, Mengmeng will trouble you!" Jiang Chengfeng smiled lightly, facing Jiang Xiaoxie."Haha, no, I have to thank you. I live alone in such a big house, and sometimes I feel lonely. Now it's good that someone finally comes in to accompany me. Haha, it's still you, Judge Jiang, who knows what I need and immediately sends it to me."The woman cleverly used words to hook away the unnaturalness in Lin Meng's heart. Afterwards, she held Lin Meng's little hand quite affectionately, and her curved eyes were about to smile into a crescent."Haha, your name is Lin Meng, right? Haha, this name is really beautiful, but you are much more beautiful than your name. Haha, Judge Jiang, you are so lucky. Finding such a little beauty to live with me is so pleasing to the eye. I guess I will be in a good mood every day in the future..."Lin Meng laughed and blushed slightly. She replied softly: "Sister is also very beautiful. Please take care of me in the future..."When the woman heard this, her eyes lit up and she hugged Lin Meng tightly without saying anything. She was very fond of her. "Oh, how can she be so beautiful, how can she be so beautiful..."For a while, they were very happy.Lin Meng stayed there. Jiang Xiaoxie's house is big, with four bedrooms and two living rooms. She lives alone. No wonder she said it was too empty to live alone. Jiang Xiaoxie never thought of collecting rent from Lin Meng, but Lin Meng insisted on paying it. She didn't want to be supported by others, so she wanted to be more self-reliant. Although the rent was not much, Jiang Xiaoxie could not resist her and only symbolically charged her 800 yuan per month, including food and accommodation. However, Lin Meng felt that she lived with dignity after paying this money.She still had some money on her. When she was hospitalized for suicide, Lin Bao wanted Lin Meng to go home with him, but Lin Meng had an agreement with Xiao Yi, so she shook her head and refused. When Lin Bao left, he left a bank card for Lin Meng with 100,000 yuan in it. She followed Xiao Yi and did not need money for anything, so the money was not moved.As for the nearly 300,000 yuan that she took away by selling jewelry after running away from Rong Ling, the police immediately returned it to Rong Ling instead of Lin Meng after confirming that what she said was true. At that time, in order to prevent Lin Meng from running away again after taking the money, Rong Ling confiscated the money directly and did not hand it over to Lin Meng.So, the money left in Lin Meng's bank card is less than 100,000 yuan! However, she has spent a lot of money these days, including surgery and hospitalization fees, hotel fees, and bar fees. In particular, the consumption at Tianjie Night is not low, probably thousands of yuan each time, so after calculating the whole, there is not much money left in her card, less than 30,000 yuan in total. After Lin Meng paid Jiang Xiaoxie 4,800 yuan for a six-month lease, there was only a little more than 20,000 yuan left in the card!Fortunately, there is still a way out, and 20,000 yuan is still a lot of hope for her.It seems that everything is stable. Her life has settled down in a short period of time.Once she is settled and can relax, all the fatigue will come in!She is tired, more tired than ever, and wants to rest!Although Jiang Chengfeng's words awakened her to Jiang Polang's death, it takes time to really let go of Jiang Polang's death!During the six months of renting a house, she planned to take a good rest. When she recovered, she would plan her life after six months, whether to work or go to school while working!So, she slept, spent a lot of time sleeping, and fell asleep all day and night.Jiang Chengfeng would come over occasionally, and heard about her dynamics from Jiang Xiaoxie, and was a little worried. Jiang Xiaoxie smiled and shook his head, saying that it was actually normal for her to be like this, and sleeping could actually put down a lot of pressure, so there was nothing wrong with letting her sleep more! Moreover, it could also help her take good care of her body.Naturally, Jiang Xiaoxie, the psychological counselor, also played the role of a psychological healing agent. Through the silent communication with Lin Meng, he led her out of the emotional gray area step by step. Every conversation with Jiang Xiaoxie benefited Lin Meng a lot. She felt the narrowness of her vision and her excessive emphasis and obsession with external things.Jiang Xiaoxie always said that life is only seventy or eighty years long, just like a fleeting moment. We should cherish life and live happily. We should live in a way that makes us happy! Besides, there are unexpected events in the world. No one can predict whether a disaster will happen in the next moment and take away their lives, so we should live happily.Jiang Xiaoxie taught Lin Meng how to relax and how to face things around her with a more tolerant and calm attitude...In short, just like this, Lin Meng's smile gradually increased. The meat on her body also increased little by little under the feeding of Jiang Xiaoxie's nanny who was quite good at cooking. Her complexion gradually became rosy.She looked healthy!When she had read about half of the psychology books on Jiang Xiaoxie's bookshelf, Lin Meng went out of the house. From time to time, she would go for a walk on the street with Jiang Xiaoxie, and then come back with a full belly.Even though the autumn wind was bleak and leaves were falling all over the ground, the pain in Lin Meng's heart was getting better little by little in the gradually cold autumn wind.One day, Jiang Xiaoxie came back from the studio with a bunch of skewers in his hand. He walked into the house, took off his shoes, and shouted loudly."Mengmeng, there's something delicious! Come and pick it up!"Lin Meng was leaning on the sofa watching TV leisurely at the moment. When she heard this, she rushed out."What delicious food?!"Jiang Xiaoxie smiled and raised the things in his hand. Lin Meng looked at it, swallowed her saliva, and took it."I'll heat it up in the microwave. It feels a little cold. Eat this thing while it's hot. It's delicious!"Recently, her appetite has been very good. She almost refuses everything she eats. It feels like she is addicted to eating snacks. Lin Meng happily entered the kitchen, grabbed the kebabs from the plastic bag, and put them in the microwave. Somehow, she suddenly felt a little nauseous when she smelled the aroma of meat.Frowning, she put all the skewers on a plate and put them in the microwave to heat. When the time was up, she opened the microwave and the nausea in her heart became even stronger. She retched and suppressed the feeling of bad habits. Turning back, she carried the plate into the living room and frowned."Sister Xiaoxie, where did you buy the mutton skewers?!""It's the Thyme we often go to!""Oh!""What's wrong?" Jiang Xiaoxie had taken off his coat and changed into a looser home clothes.Lin Meng raised her hand, grabbed a skewer of meat, put it to her nose and smelled it, and asked with a frown. "Is it not cooked? Why does it smell a bit disgusting?!""No way?!" Jiang Xiaoxie walked over quickly, took a look, and said, "It should be cooked. I bought it from his house. The family is doing well in business. I watched him make it myself!"Lin Meng thought for a while, "Maybe I am too sensitive!"After that, she picked up the skewer in her hand and ate it happily.As soon as she put it in her mouth, the feeling of nausea became a little stronger. She wanted to put it down, but she thought it was better not to waste it, so she frowned, suppressed her nausea, and ate a few more pieces. When she just bit a big piece of fat meat, the fat oil rushed into her mouth, which made her shudder. She jumped up suddenly, covered her mouth, and ran to the bathroom. With a sound of "vomit--", everything she just ate was vomited into the toilet!Jiang Xiaoxie followed and asked with concern. "Are you okay?!"Lin Meng waved her hands, unable to speak, and retched several times before she could hold it back."The meat must be bad!" She frowned and muttered weakly.Jiang Xiaoxie frowned and thought, "It shouldn't be?! We are all old customers, I don't taste anything wrong, it feels the same as before..."Lin Meng wiped her mouth and stood up.Jiang Xiaoxie returned to the living room in disbelief, stared at the mutton skewers carefully, and really didn't see anything wrong, so he picked up the skewers and started eating them. He didn't feel anything wrong when he put them in his mouth.Lin Meng walked over slowly and sat down on the side, but stayed away from the plate of mutton skewers, with a vigilant look on his face, which made Jiang Xiaoxie laugh."Mengmeng, did you eat something secretly? Tell the truth. Don't wrongly accuse our delicious skewers!"Lin Meng pouted, "Does fruit count?! I ate some fruit before you came!"Jiang Xiaoxie shook his head and looked up at Lin Meng. Her face was not very good. It seemed that she really didn't like the skewers. It happened that the nanny came back from buying vegetables. Jiang Xiaoxie immediately pulled the nanny to eat the skewers. The nanny ate with a smile and there was nothing wrong."It seems that the skewers are in conflict with you today!"Jiang Xiaoxie shrugged and finally came to this conclusion.However, in the evening, Lin Meng vomited again, this time because of the fish soup cooked by the nanny. The fish soup was usually very fresh, but today Lin Meng only smelled it a few times and ran to the bathroom to vomit!Jiang Xiaoxie listened to the noise coming from the bathroom, and her face became a little solemn. She glanced at the bowl of fish soup that had just been placed in front of Lin Meng, and glanced at the nanny. The nanny's face also looked a little bad. She moved closer to Jiang Xiaoxie and said hesitantly: "Look at her... Is she... Is she..."The nanny was speechless. She was working for others, and it was not easy for her to interrupt the master's affairs. Besides, Lin Meng was too young. Such a young girl, saying that she was pregnant, seemed to be not good for the girl's reputation!"Don't talk too much!" Jiang Xiaoxie's face turned cold, but there was an indescribable dignity on his body, which made people feel tight. The nanny immediately said "um" and shut up."Take away the fish soup!" Jiang Xiaoxie ordered calmly, raising his eyebrows slightly, looking elegant like an aristocrat!The nanny left in response.When Lin Meng came out of the bathroom, there was no trace of fish soup on the table. Jiang Xiaoxie was no longer as cold as before, and a faint smile appeared on his face again, still looking very amiable."Mengmeng, I think I will accompany you to the hospital for a check-up tomorrow, don't be sick!" Jiang Xiaoxie smiled and said casually.Lin Meng was stunned, then nodded, but added: "Don't be so troublesome, I can go by myself!"It's always not good to live in someone else's house and get sick. She has to go and see a doctor, don't let it be the disease she got from drinking too much recently! That night, Lin Meng slept a little uneasy, and was very worried about what disease she had!The next day, although Lin Meng said not to bother Jiang Xiaoxie, Jiang Xiaoxie still accompanied Lin Meng to the hospital. Her work in the psychology studio was very leisurely, and her schedule was completely up to her. She could go or not, and it was not like Lin Meng delayed her work or anything.Jiang Xiaoxie said this, Lin Meng had no choice but to let Jiang Xiaoxie go to the hospital with her.After listening to Lin Meng's symptoms, the doctor thought for a while and asked Lin Meng how long it had been since her period last came. Lin Meng was stunned, and then she realized that it seemed that her period had not come for a long time. When she first came to Jiang Xiaoxie, she ate and slept all day, and her life was still a little muddle-headed, and she didn't remember such things at all. Now thinking about it, it seems that she hasn't had her period since she entered Jiang Xiaoxie's house."Go to the gynecology department!" The gastroenterologist rushed Lin Meng to the gynecology department without saying a word.Lin Meng felt a little uneasy in her heart, and she began to tremble while holding Jiang Xiaoxie's hand."Sister Xiaoxie..."She called Jiang Xiaoxie pitifully.Jiang Xiaoxie smiled and comforted her softly. "It's okay, let's see first, don't scare yourself!"After completing a series of examinations, she sat in front of a female doctor. The female doctor lowered her head and scanned the test report, raised her head, glanced sharply at Lin Meng, and frowned hard!"You are pregnant, do you want to keep the child or not?!"The doctor looked at the too young face in front of her, and her formulaic voice was as cold as a machine. This girl is too young, she is basically a minor, and she has no ability to raise a child. What's wrong with these children now? ! A trace of disgust flashed through the female doctor's heart! She has received too many young girls like Lin Meng. Every one who was found to be pregnant either cried to the sky or was like a bereaved mother. In the end, almost all of them chose to abort without exception!This way of playing with life and trampling on life at will made the female doctor powerless, sad, but also a little numb!Although Lin Meng had roughly guessed this result, she couldn't help but stare at the test results when she heard the doctor confirm it!After that, she trembled slightly!Pregnant? !She was pregnant? !"You've been pregnant for two months. You need to make a decision quickly whether to keep the baby or not. After three months, it will be difficult to abort it." The female doctor said coldly, almost the same words. "Where's your boyfriend?! Didn't he come with you?! You should go and discuss this with him. After all, he also has a share in this child. See what his attitude is!"In an instant, Lin Meng's face turned pale!The doctor sighed woodenly, thinking that the child was most likely not to be kept. As soon as he saw the girl like this, he knew that the child was just the product of irresponsibility!But maybe this girl was too innocent, or maybe she bit her lips tightly and tried to hold back her trembling, which was too heartbreaking, so the female doctor couldn't help but say, "There's no rush for the child, you can go back and think about it. If you really don't want to keep the child, your boyfriend will have to pay for it, so don't let you bear it alone! But you can't delay it for too long. The longer you delay, the more harm it will do to your body if you really have a miscarriage!"Lin Meng said "hmm", but with a nasal tone. The moment she lowered her head to respond, two tears splashed from her eyes.The female doctor frowned again.Jiang Xiaoxie immediately reached out to the host Lin Meng, pulled her into his arms, and coaxed her softly. "Be good, it's okay, don't cry, it's just pregnancy, it's not a big deal, just think about it, don't cry, don't cry..."The female doctor tapped the table with her fingers, looked at Lin Meng who looked more and more like a child, and thought of her daughter who had just entered high school. Her heart softened again, and her tone softened, and she persuaded earnestly: "Lin Meng, right?! Don't cry, the child's matter is really not a big deal. As long as you think it through, everything can be solved. If you want to keep the child, you have to think about whether you can raise it well, whether you have the money to support it, whether your family agrees, whether your boyfriend is willing to bear the responsibility, and whether you can keep it. You have to consider how your friends around you will view you. However, I see that you are very young. It is written on your name card that you are only 16 years old. You are too young. You are still a half-grown child. It is estimated that it will be difficult to raise a child. If you can't raise a child, it is better to abort the child. We have very good abortion equipment here, which can allow you to abort the child safely. However, you should learn from your mistakes and be careful about sex!" Although he said so, the doctor still prescribed her pregnancy-preserving medicine as usual, and told her to be careful about everything in the near future, pay more attention to diet, and avoid too much emotional fluctuations! Lin Meng was dizzy, holding the medicine, with red eyes and sniffling, and went back with Jiang Xiaoxie. Jiang Xiaoxie helped Lin Meng to bed and covered her with a quilt. After sitting beside her for a while, he said softly: "I think what the doctor said is quite right, Mengmeng, you have to think about the child carefully before making a decision, don't be impulsive! If you have any questions, tell me, I will help you with the consultation!"Lin Meng said "hmm", looked up, and smiled dryly. "Sister Xiaoxie, please don't tell anyone about my pregnancy first, okay?! I want to think about it carefully!"Jiang Xiaoxie smiled, stretched out his hand, hugged Lin Meng, and encouraged her: "Good job! Mengmeng, I believe you will definitely figure it out!"Jiang Xiaoxie walked out, and Lin Meng lay on the bed, but couldn't close her eyes.Pregnancy? !Too unexpected!This is something she has never thought about!Before, she had yelled at Rong Ling stupidly, saying that if she didn't wear a condom, she would get pregnant, and whether she should go buy birth control pills immediately. But Rong Ling said something about the safe period at that time, which seemed to mean that she would not get pregnant during that period. She never understood this thing, and didn't think much about it. In short, she just left everything to Rong Ling. Rong Ling was so capable anyway, he would never let her have an accident.So, she really didn't think much about contraception! And, nothing happened!Now, she was pregnant!The doctor said it was two months, so...She counted on her fingers, it should be... that time in the bar!But how did she get pregnant? ! She was fine before!More importantly, she and Rong Ling broke up. Even if they met in the bar, she sobered up and he disappeared. It was obvious that he didn't want to see her. But she had his child!What to do? ! What to do?Lin Meng began to bite her fingers nervously!What would Rong Ling do if he knew? ! Would he want this child? ! Can he have a child without getting married? ! He couldn't marry her, so could she give birth to this child? ! Even if she gave birth to the child, how could she raise the child? ! Rong Ling would have a wife who was a good match for him in the future. What if his wife bullied the child? ! In the end, wouldn't the child become as miserable as herself? !Then... should she not tell Rong Ling? ! She gave birth to the child by herself!But how could she raise the child after giving birth? ! The child was so small and so fragile. She could barely support herself, but where would she get the money to raise the child? !20,000 yuan... 20,000 yuan, too little... too little...Lin Meng began to regret, regretting her previous decadence and extravagance, otherwise, she could have left more money in her card!But if she really wanted the child, what would she do when the child was born in the future and faced the situation of having no father? ! She herself had suffered from the pain of being without a mother and knew how uncomfortable it felt. Could she let her child suffer the same pain? ! Could she be so cruel and selfish? !Should I keep the child or not? ! Should I tell Rong Ling or not? !These questions began to torture her slowly. She thought about it for a long time, but there was no answer!Four days passed in a blink of an eye, and Jiang Chengfeng came to the door with delicious food."You don't look good?! Are you worried?!" Seeing Lin Meng, he raised his eyebrows and asked.Lin Meng covered it up and said it was fine. She was afraid that Jiang Chengfeng would find out that she was pregnant, so she ran to read a book.Jiang Xiaoxie took the opportunity to pull Jiang Chengfeng aside and whispered: "Mengmeng is pregnant!""What?!" Jiang Chengfeng was so shocked that he almost dropped the drink in his hand.When Jiang Xiaoxie saw him like this, he suddenly understood and said bluntly: "The child is not yours!"Jiang Chengfeng's face darkened.Jiang Xiaoxie pouted. "You probably know what's going on with this child, right?! The doctor said we can't delay it too long. The child is two months old. We have to make a decision right away whether to keep the child or not. Otherwise, it will be bad for her health if we delay it any longer!"Jiang Chengfeng frowned and cursed "Damn it"! How come it was finally settled, and then there was another incident? !The three of them had their own thoughts and ate their meals. After that, Jiang Xiaoxie took the nanny out shopping, leaving Jiang Chengfeng and Lin Meng alone in the room.Jiang Chengfeng had his own ideas and calmed down at this time."Xiaoxie has already told me, what are you going to do about the child?!"Lin Meng's eyes widened and her lips pursed unconsciously. In fact, she also knew that she couldn't hide her pregnancy for too long. After all, Jiang Chengfeng came here often. He was very smart and had handled so many cases. He would probably be able to catch the truth of the matter with some clues!"I..." She pursed her lips again, a trace of distress appeared on her face. "I haven't thought about it yet!""Is the child Rong Ling's?" he asked tentatively. Sure enough, Lin Meng nodded. Jiang Chengfeng's heart flashed with anger, and his disgust for Rong Ling deepened. Knowing that Lin Meng was young and an early pregnancy would only hurt her, Rong Ling did not take the necessary safety measures. That man was simply a bastard! Moreover, two months ago was the time when Rong Ling made it clear that he and Lin Meng were breaking up. That man, after they broke up, still kept this last trick, which was even more unforgivable!"According to my opinion, you have to abort this child!" Jiang Chengfeng said indifferently.Lin Meng widened her eyes and looked at him with some fear. Jiang Chengfeng saw resistance, conflict and fear in her eyes!