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"You wouldn't force me, would you? I thought you hated me," I plead.
"I do," Matthew hisses, his eyes flashing dangerously as he rips open my dress.

Sarah Wilson's dreams of a perfect marriage shatter as Matthew's hatred for her is revealed on their wedding night. She had always loved him in secret, but now she realizes the ultimate truth - he despises her.

Will Matthew ever see past his bitterness and realize they are meant to be together? Or will he make Sarah suffer until death finally separates them?

Contract Marriage: I Will Never Love You

Matthew is so darned confusing! I think to myself as I shower for the second time tonight.

One minute, he declares he hates me. The next minute, he calls me beautiful and makes love to me like I am the most precious thing in the world. I don't know how much more I can take of this roller coaster.

What is he doing to me? And why am I letting him?

It's almost easier when he is angry at me. It is something I've grown accustomed to. Sadly. But when he is so sweet to me, something twists in my heart.

Part of me wants to pull back, to shut it all down before I get hurt, but another part of me wants to believe that maybe, just maybe, he loves me.

I step out of the shower, wrapping myself in a towel, my skin still humming from the pleasure of our lovemaking. I wonder if he is aware of how much he affects me, how his words can break me and heal me in the same breath.

Oh, I am sure he is aware. He is totally playing me, isn't he?

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