It was more than the grueling training, the physical strain, or the oddity of Marcus's probing questions. It was something deeper, something darker, stirring in the undercurrents of this new life I was trying to build.
As the hours stretched on, I found myself walking the halls of the library again, though my focus was nowhere near the books before me. Instead, my mind replayed the discussions at dinner. The news from House Draziel had weighed heavily on me.The supply lines being targeted. The increasing raids on the borders. Someone was testing the foundations of the nation. Our nation.
I traced the edges of the map spread out before me, feeling a distant connection to the places marked with red ink. Once, I had known these lands as well as the back of my hand. Now, they were mere names and forgotten routes.The strategic importance of the border towns had been lost to time, but it seemed someone was reminding me just how crucial they were to the stability of the nation.
"Are you waiting for something?" I asked, my voice breaking the silence as I turned to find Master Reid standing in the doorway of the library.He had been silently watching me for some time. He didn't respond So I asked him another question "What do you know about House Varyon?"
Reid's expression shifted ever so slightly, his gaze unreadable. "House Varyon? What do you mean?""Their history. Their role in the nation's founding." I closed the book, finally meeting his eyes. "Why are they so... elusive in the texts?"He stepped into the room, closing the door behind him. "Elusive? I wouldn't say that. It's just... the foundation of our nation was complex. Many families played their part, but Varyon's influence has been deeply intertwined with the city's defense strategies and the military.""Defense strategies," I repeated, my voice low. "That's what I've been reading about. But there's something more, isn't there? Secrets you're not telling me."Reid sighed, crossing the room to the desk and leaning on it, folding his arms. "Secrets aren't always something you can simply uncover with a book. Some things are better left forgotten. Some things are better left undiscovered."His words were cryptic, and the weight behind them unsettled me. There was something about House Varyon that Reid wasn't willing to share, not yet, anyway."Why are you so protective of these things, Master Reid?" I asked, my gaze narrowing. "What are you afraid of?""I'm not afraid, Elias. I'm trying to protect you." His voice was soft but firm, his eyes meeting mine with an intensity that surprised me. "You're not ready for everything this nation's history holds. There are things you must learn in due time, and there are others that... well, they could break you if you're not prepared.""Prepared for what?" I pressed, though the truth felt too heavy for me to handle. It was in his eyes, that unspoken warning that I needed to be careful.Reid's expression softened. "Not yet, Elias. You've got plenty of time. You'll understand when the time comes."I left the library with more questions than answers, my mind heavy with the cryptic exchange. The pieces of this puzzle were starting to fit together, but the picture they formed was one I wasn't sure I was ready to see.The following days blurred together. Training was relentless, and Kaine's harsh words echoed in my ears during every swing of the sword, every strained breath. But somewhere deep down, I knew this pain was necessary. Every bruise, every ache, brought me closer to my goal.As I was finishing up one particularly brutal session, Marcus approached me again. His eyes held a strange gleam, part curiosity, part something else I couldn't quite place."How's the training going?" he asked casually, as though he didn't already know how hard I was pushing myself."Painful," I answered shortly, wiping the sweat from my brow."Good," he replied, his grin never faltering. "Pain's a good teacher. Just don't let it break you.""I'm not here to be broken," I shot back, the words escaping before I could filter them. "I'm here to rebuild."His expression shifted, gone was the playful teasing, replaced with something a little more serious. "Rebuild? What are you rebuilding, exactly?"I met his gaze, sizing him up. Marcus was sharp. He had been watching me closely for days, perhaps longer, and he wasn't the kind of person to ignore the little details. But revealing too much to him now would be a mistake. Not yet."Something important," I replied, my voice steady despite the churn in my gut.Marcus didn't push further. He simply nodded, a flicker of understanding passing between us. "You'll get there," he said quietly, before turning to leave.That night, sleep eluded me. The feeling that something was about to happen, something monumental, sat heavily in the pit of my stomach. I tried to push the thoughts away, to focus on my training, but the whispers kept growing louder.I couldn't ignore it anymore.The next morning, I rose before dawn, determined to seek answers. The hidden chamber, the one I'd been using for my personal training, felt like the only place where I could think clearly. As I made my way through the cold stone hallways, I couldn't shake the feeling that the shadows were watching me.In the chamber, I went through the motions of my exercises, but my mind was elsewhere. The raids, the supply lines, the strange tactics, they were all pointing to something bigger than I had anticipated. And House Varyon was at the center of it all.I needed to know what they were hiding, what Reid wasn't telling me.After hours of training, I sat in the quiet of the chamber, thoughts swirling like a storm in my mind. The pieces were falling into place, but there was one thing missing, a link, a key that would tie everything together.A knock on the door broke my concentration, and I looked up to find Marcus standing in the doorway, his face unreadable."You're up early," he said, his voice steady but with an undercurrent of something else. "I thought you might want to join me for a walk. We need to talk."I stood, wiping the sweat from my brow. "About what?""About the raids," Marcus replied, his eyes locking with mine. "And about what happens next."