As they ushered her from the room, I heard her completely lose control. Her sobs reverberated through the corridor, broken and hopeless.
She crumpled to the ground in the corner, her face to the wall, and began knocking her head against it, pleading to any deity that might hear.
My father stood close by, appearing more aged than ever before. His facial hair was disheveled, and he pulled out a cigarette but didn't ignite it. Instead, he exhaled heavily and remarked, "You've never been religious before. Appealing to a higher power now won't alter anything."
Mom persisted. "I'll embrace any faith—any at all—if it means Jessica will survive."
Dad ran his fingers through his thinning hair, yanking out strands in exasperation. He was at a loss for words.
Mom continued her prayers until her energy was spent. At last, she slumped against the wall, murmuring through her tears, "If Jessica doesn't make it... I won't either..."