Chapter 81

Julian's POV

I groaned and moaned while digging my fingers into Sandra's hip, and she kept bouncing like a feral cat in heat on my cock. One thing I love about her is that she is as wild as they come. No matter how much she annoys me, she can never fail to get me into bed with her. I felt myself getting close, and I dug into her dipper and took over by thrusting into her. She screamed, throwing her head back while digging her nails into my chest. Our pace quickened, and she rode it out until I unloaded her.

And she released, she fell on my chest, both of us breathing heavily. After catching my breath, I pushed her off me and got out of bed. I walked to the table to pour myself a drink.

" How was that, my love? Do you feel better now," she purred seductively. I rolled my eyes. She was done for the night.

" Come back to bed. I can go on for the whole night," she giggled and spread herself out on the bed trying to, entice me. That's how she gets all her prey. She seduces them and makes them feel like they are in an endless paradise. I will admit that I am one of those people. She gets to me, but I am still in control and I won't allow her to think it's the other way around.

" Shut the fuck up, Sandra. Don't you have a kid to take care of? I told you to stop coming here without being summoned. Rest assured, if Xavier sees you out here, he'll kill you. He hasn't cooled off about your fuck up."

I walked over and sat on the edge of the bed drinking whiskey.

She crawled and came behind me, wrapping her arms around my shoulders and kissing my neck.

" I have trust in you. You won't let him kill the mother of your child, will you?" She whispered into my ear and I found myself throwing her on the floor.

She whimpered from the pain of the impact.

" Don't you dare fucking say that again! You get it," I hissed, showing my fangs at her.

She looked scared and tried to move away from me as I towered over her."

I knelt next to her and gripped the back of her head, bringing her face closer to me.

" How many times have I told you not to ever call that little runt my child? He is no child of mine. Who knows how many morons you fucked out there? Don't try to put your shame on me."

I tightened the grip on her head.

" You get that?!"

She nodded her head, shaking, at a loss for words.

I let go and left her crying on the floor. She should know that everything has a limit. There is a limit to fooling around and she has crossed it several times. It's only her luck that has kept her alive, but if she keeps this shit up, I will kill her myself.

I quickly took a shower to remove her scent. After that, I wrapped a towel around my waist and went out of the bathroom, and she was nowhere in sight. Great. She got the message and left on her own. I thought I would have to kick her out. I threw the towel on the floor and grabbed my boxers.

I was exhausted and just wanted to go to bed. The bed was a bit uncomfortable for me to sleep on, so I crashed on the couch. I was tired, and I wanted to sleep, but sleep seemed to evade me.

I can't sleep. My eyes won't shut. All I can think about is that woman. Thinking about her makes me angry. If it were up to me, I would drag her, kicking and screaming. She would be lucky if I didn't kill her on the way. For some reason, Xavier is shutting me out. I don't even know what he is thinking, but he spends most of his time drinking and fucking around.

It's not surprising. Considering how long we've been around, we had our shitty moments, but this time, it's just different. I can sense it. I knew that witch would have an effect on him. I just didn't think it would be this string after so many years have gone by. His pain is greater than mine. That is why I can't understand. I never will.

Without real use of it, I fell asleep. I woke up, and the sun was shining through the blinds and birds were chipping outside. I got up and stretched my aching limbs. The couch was small for my figure. I went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. Looking in the mirror, I had dark circles. Stress was going to be the death of me.

I got dressed for the day and went to the main house. No one but the servant girls. I stopped one of them in her tracks.

" You. Is Xavier up yet?"

She meekly shook her head no. I let go of her. He must be so drunk that waking up would be a miracle for him. He has been on quite a bender. Even if we have high tolerance as werewolves, he has gone over his limits.

I walked upstairs and went to his room. I entered without even bothering to knock. He was laying g in bed with two women. I contemplated just getting a bucket of ice-cold water and splashing it on them. I resisted that thought and went back out and closed the door.

I walked down the stairs and walked out of the house. I will come later to see Xavier. Hopefully, he'll not be in this state. I know that he is trying to ignore what is in front of him. He must be battling with himself about what to do about Amaya and River. It must be hard, but there is really nothing to think about. Amaya needs to die. So does River. He betrayed us for her after all, and he let her into our lives in the first place.

I know where I stand, and I will make sure Xavier gets it together. He is getting soft and that is why everyone seems keen on betraying us. We should have hunted down that bitch, Morgan, when she took off. She is probably living her life happily after she betrayed us as well. After everything we did for her. Not to worry. I will do everything right. Even if it means I will have to be the mean, bad guy if I have to.