AWAKENING
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Mountain, reaching up to sky
Sky, reaching down to ground touching below with only darkness
Looking down on what lay in the max point of it's tip
An axe, so large and heavy it looked as if it was pushing down Mother Earth herself, but she was too strong.
Blood covering its sharpened blade, but it lay there alone,
Waiting, as if longing for its owner who was long dead.
No, there he was, about 30 feet away from it,
His body covered with the stains of his own blood,
But his blooded eyes, still open starring at the sky that fell below
He was dying.
But his gaze remained unfazed as if mocking those who watched above,
as if mocking… GOD.
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Gurgle-gargle-hack!
I was dying, as blood poured out of my drowning throat.
'He was too strong' I thought
'I was too tired'
My mind retained its pending thoughts
Around me, blood, no, not my blood, but the blood of those who hindered my mission.
Was it worth it… well
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I don't know, even if I gained such power.
At first, excitement, then regret, then fear
'Hypocrite', my mind spoke out, yes, how vain is my belief to separate me from consciousness, my own thoughts, my own mind?
What use is power, when you are dead?
My chest, a hole so large it could mimic a fist,
My arm was dark and burned.
Around me lifeless corpse.
Below me the blood of fathers, children, the guilty and the innocent.
Yes I didn't ask any questions, I didn't spare a glance at who I hit.
'murderer', that is what I am.
But it had to be done, no it didn't
I just did it because of the selfishness of my heart's content,
And now the last moment I'll see is the face of the moon looking down on my dying soul,
Ohh how it mocks me.
Oh, how it's grim is ready to deliver.
Do I truly deserve hell?
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My hand moved close, moving unconscious
Pressing the button of my earpiece.
"Help me", I finally spoke, my voice too weak, then nothing.
It couldn't continue.
But my eyes refused retreat.
As if struggling to even blink.
Then it came to me,
I could feel it,
I don't know what it was,
But it was this influx of information.
No, it was the brain's way of trying to survive,
Yes, that's what it was,
"Negative energy, Bad energy"
"Enhance"
"Multiply"
"Positive energy, Good energy"
"Multiply"
"Reverse".
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Bzzzzt-bzzzzt-bzzzzt!
"Mei!"
Whirr-whirr-whirr!
"Mei!"
Rrrzzzz!
I flinched as Ethan Nudged me on the shoulder
"You Awrite?", he asked, his words a hint of worry
"Yea",
"Yuh know yuh been drillin' de same spot fi 'n hour, yuh sho'?"
He continued, but my mind as if confirming his words couldn't focus, it was as if my heart was out of place.
"Mei"
Ethan brought me back to reality, my eyes moved to his, his face showing a state of daze.
"Yuh know yuh can tell mi anyting", he spoke
But my mind was not convinced, I had never felt this feeling, it was so out of place,
"Yea", I replied, my words sounding hesitant.
"Anyway, mi 'n' some classmates a-go fi get some ice cream, yuh wah join?" He spoke, but my mind as if refusing to listen, took no notice
This feeling was deep, I didn't know what it was
"Mei!", Ethan spoke again, this time, holding my shoulders, shaking me a bit to gain my…
Ding-ding-ding!
The phone invaded, and for some reason, something within me told me to grab it's reach,
Pushing Ethan aside I rushed to the call.
"Mei, mi runnin' late, but mi a-go bring yuh some ice cream jus' in case, 'kay?" Ethan spoke, moving his body in the opposite direction, quickly moving to the door
But I got the the phone first, answering it with quick delight, my eyes widened with misbelief
"Ken", my voice escaped the lips
Ethan who who was at the door stopped his pending motion,
My eyes with floods of held up rain,
"…Ken"
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A blink,
That's all it was, and the darkness changed becoming room of light,
No sky filled with stars,
No scent of corps with rot,
The smell of medicine,
The sky now changed to sight of white,
"I'm alive", the thought came to mind,
I could feel it,
The body no longer feeling pain,
The chest no longer having hole,
Above my vision, up with hight providing sight,
The system,
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The screen so bright, I could swear it brought in light,
But my eyes as if unmoved, remained unaffected,
As if the screen brought no delight,
And only thing important was
"I'm alive".
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Moving my gaze, lady Nagant sat beside,
Eyes, looking deep into mine.
I didn't know what they thought, I didn't know what they saw, but they spoke,
Words so thick they hit the heart
"Monster".
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Ok, 🫡guys I'm going to say this again
Ken is a anti-hero
He is not a good person, he is not a bad one
He does this for himself, he is selfish and is at time contradictory to his own beliefs 😂 bro.
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