47 - Hole In My Positivity?
Tsh Tsh *Trip* TSHTSHHHH AUH! Why the hell is there a hole there! .....Wait a minute…Why is there a hole in the sand?
*Step* Tssshhhhhh Let me just step back a little Tsh Tsh Tsh I'm atop of a hill, are there just holes? Let me check for a quick moment…
Tsh Tsh Tsh Tsh Tsh Tsh Tsh *Step* *Step* *Step* Nope. So why is there a hole in the middle of a desert? How is there even a hole?
Tsh Tsh Tsh *Kick* TSH Shhhhhhhhhh How deep is this hole? *Crouch* The hole itself isn't large, more like about a small animal sized hole? Like those doors for pets.
And I…am…out of here! TSH TSH TSH TSH TSH TSH TSH TSH Gotta be careful if there's more out here. Hope there isn't anything in these holes—I mean, I do hope there is something in these holes that could hurt me!
YOU HEAR THAT! I MEAN…you hear that...….I hope nobody heard that, well I mean there's still y'all and maybe god or something.
But, I'm just saying…gotta keep quiet, or else I might provoke something…Tsh Tsh Tsh Tsh Tsh
*stop*...Tsh...*stop*...Tsh....*stop*...Tsh...*stop*...Tsh *stop*...Tsh...*stop*...Tsh……..
~Repetition song!~I'm on my way~Through the dunes~Out in the frey~Flying through~
Again!~In the end~The same is true~So Imma send~My final cue!~What'd I meant~My problems grew~
Haa Is it good enough? Y'all think if I add a little vocal cords here and there, I'll be the next Krammy award winner? 'Cause I'll say so!
If only….I didn't take an arrow to the knee…I mean throat. I'm kidding with the injury, but I'll brag about my singing skills. IT'S ABSOLUTELY HORRENDOUS!
I'll probably lose to someone who can't even talk, and I'm being serious over here! Forget Bisney level singing, Imma be real about this and say I should not even be near any singer…
Or else, my skills could contaminate that singer into being a dancer or something…Like my singing is so tone deaf it worsens singers around. So let's just hope y'all are singers because I'm bringing people down with me into tone deafness! I'm kidding, but…
Tsh…Tsh… Looks like I'm going to be talking in more detail about my life now…Haa Even though I gave such a detailed summary! Sniff
I'm kidding of course…I just said I had a normal life, normal family, normal relationships, normal job, and normal apartment.
Tsh SOO, let's go into detail and clarify some things....My favorite color is purple and I'm trying to find my way out of this place.
YEAH NO! I'm not sharing my life with strangers, especially if there is nothing to prove I'm even talking to anyone…..Even if I'm going six feet under, I will not share my personal life towards anything.
I mean, who knows if it's real or not? I'm not saying stuff like, WE'RE CURRENTLY IN A MATRIX or something along those lines. I just want to say that I'm unsure of sharing private stuff to anything listening.
Like if you were in my situation Tsh Tsh What would you do? Start babbling about here and there, walking to wherever, and maybe learning about the world?
A world with nothing to guide you along the way? A world of just nature and no intelligent life? A world, where I am alone? Lost and afraid…until the end of my life...…F***...
......…I DON'T KNOW MAN! WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO! ...…HUFF HAA HUFF HAA HUFF Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…
Damn…THIS IS FRUSTRATING! Man, I gotta find a way to release my anger later. First, walk through this desert and find a rest point.
TSH Tsh Tsh tsh tsh ........................I made it awkward for myself…Positive thoughts…positive thoughts…
Why am I saying it? Just think positive….um, lets see. My body has billions of cells working together at this moment just to keep me alive. Day and night, no matter the time. My body is staying alive because of them.
There are many fishes in the sea…this is love advice, but…Life is complicated, so try and love the simple things in life…yeah, there we go.
Tsh Just breathe in the fresh air…*SNIFF* REFRESHING. Look at the scenery. Whoosh ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL…Feel the soft sand, the shining sun, the humidity, and everything surrounding me.
TSH Haaaa The simple things in life, like how the sun creates winds, photons creating light, the composition of minerals creating such a soft and smooth sand, and the Synergy that changes everything around.
…Too complicated…especially with how Synergy works.
But, focus on the ~simple things~ ...Like the sand, or that…that…that? SSSHHHH Why is sand moving like something is underneath it? …Yeah, I'm not being a victim.
Tsh…Tsh…Tsh…Little by little…Please don't be a sandworm…PLEASE!