What am I supposed to do?

Leonard is a cultist.

"Impossible, Leonard tell me that what my brother said was a lie" I said. Leonard looked at me for a while before taking his gaze off me.

"Why aren't you saying anything Leonard" my brother asked him. Leonard looked at me again and said

"It is true Elle. I am a cultist". I was shocked then disappointed.

"Why.... Why..... would you have to be a cultist?" I asked him. He tried to hold my hand but I took my hand away from him.

"I am sorry Elle..... I am really sorry" he said to me. Then I a heard a sound. My brother and Leonard was shocked. It was me

Yes me, I slapped Leonard on his face. Then suddenly I wanted to vomit. I rushed to the toilet and vomited. I heard my brother and Leonard calling my name. But I did not answer.

'Why am I hurt because Leonard didn't tell me that he was a cultist when I also didn't tell him that I was pregnant?'.

I was hurt but also scared. What am I supposed to do in this situation?