The familiar smell of gunpowder and the sharp scent of the urban night linger in the air as Hana stood by the window, watching the city lights flicker. It had been a long day, one that was still weighing heavily on her mind. She'd always been able to shake off missions quickly, but tonight felt different. There was a heaviness to everything, a feeling that lingered even after the adrenaline of the fight had passed.
Chou sat on the other side of the room, eyes closed as she tried to relax. The glow of the lamp reflected off her face, softening her usually sharp features. Hana couldn't help but notice how peaceful she looked—how serene. But she knew better. Beneath that calm exterior was a mind constantly calculating, thinking of the next move. It had always been like that, hadn't it?
The hum of the city was suddenly interrupted by a voice, low and calm, but filled with uncertainty.
"Hana, are you okay?"
Hana flinched, startled by the sudden question. She turned to face Chou, trying to keep the hesitation from her voice. "Yeah, just… thinking."
"About what?" Chou asked, her eyes still closed but her attention fixed on Hana. "Something's bothering you."
"Nothing I can't handle," Hana replied quickly, brushing it off. She didn't want to dive into the emotions swirling inside her. Not tonight. Not now.
But Chou, as always, didn't let it slide. She stood up, her footsteps quiet but purposeful as she crossed the room. Standing right in front of Hana, she placed a hand gently on her arm, the touch soft but firm—comforting.
"You know you can talk to me, right?"
For a second, Hana thought she might break, might let out everything she'd been holding back. But then she thought about the mission—the one they were about to take on tomorrow—and the way the world around them seemed to shift when they were both involved in something so dangerous. It was all too real, too heavy.
"I just… don't want to talk about it," Hana said, her voice quieter now, softer than before. She glanced away, not able to look at Chou in the eye. "I don't want to drag you into this. You don't need to carry my burdens, too."
The silence between them stretched for a moment, and Hana's heart beat a little faster. But Chou's hand didn't move from her arm. Instead, Chou stepped even closer, her presence filling the room like a warm, steadying force.
"I'm not going anywhere," Chou said, her voice barely above a whisper. "If it's heavy, we'll carry it together."
Hana's breath hitched. She felt a pang of something—something she couldn't put into words. Maybe it was relief, or maybe it was something deeper, something she didn't want to acknowledge. But in that moment, she realized something.
Chou wasn't just her partner anymore. She wasn't just a teammate. She was more.
Before Hana could stop herself, she found her voice. "I'm scared," she admitted, her voice cracking slightly. "I'm scared of losing what we have. It's like… one step forward, and then I feel like I'm falling behind, and I don't know how to keep up anymore."
The words hung in the air like a fragile thread, and for a second, there was nothing but the sound of their breathing.
"You're not falling behind," Chou replied softly, a small smile tugging at her lips. "I'm right here with you. Always have been."
Hana felt something in her chest tighten, a strange warmth spreading through her at Chou's words. She wanted to believe it, she did. But the fear… the fear of losing everything they had worked for, the fear of letting someone in only to have them torn away—it was hard to shake.
Chou must have sensed her hesitation because she took another step forward, her hand gently lifting Hana's chin so that their eyes met.
"I won't leave you, Hana," Chou promised, her voice steady, unwavering. "Not now, not ever."
The words were simple, but they struck something deep within Hana. It was like a weight had been lifted, but at the same time, it only added to the pressure of what they were about to face. Their next mission would be their toughest yet, and no matter how much they trusted each other, they were about to walk into danger unlike anything they'd ever encountered.
But for the first time in a long while, Hana didn't feel alone. She felt seen. And that… that meant everything.
"I trust you," Hana whispered, her voice barely audible. "I just—"
Before she could finish her thought, Chou leaned forward, her lips brushing against Hana's forehead in a brief, gentle kiss. It was a simple gesture, but it was enough to break the dam that had been holding back all the emotions Hana had been burying inside.
"Then let me carry the weight with you," Chou said, her voice low and soothing. "Let me be the one you lean on."
Hana closed her eyes, feeling a warmth spread across her chest. For the first time, she didn't feel the overwhelming pressure of the world on her shoulders. With Chou by her side, she realized she didn't have to carry it alone. She didn't have to be the strong one all the time.
And for once, she allowed herself to feel the comfort of Chou's presence, letting go of the walls she'd built for so long.
The night stretched on, but this time, Hana didn't feel so uncertain about the future. With Chou beside her, she could face whatever came next. Whatever danger, whatever darkness. Because together, they were unstoppable.