That night, Ivy couldn't sleep. The events of the day churned in her mind, each interaction with Gabriel replaying like a broken record. She couldn't understand him, couldn't understand why he was so determined to push her away when every look, every touch, told her he wanted the opposite.
Frustrated, she threw on a robe and decided to take a walk through the manor. The halls were silent, the only sound the faint creak of the old wooden floors beneath her feet. She let her thoughts wander as she moved through the shadowy corridors, the flickering candlelight casting strange patterns on the walls.
Eventually, she found herself outside the conservatory—a glass-domed room filled with lush greenery and the soft trickle of a fountain. The moonlight streamed through the windows, bathing the space in a silvery glow.
She wasn't alone.
Gabriel stood by the fountain, his back to her, his posture tense. He was shirtless, his broad, muscular shoulders illuminated by the moonlight. Ivy's breath caught as her eyes traced the lines of his back, the scars that marked his skin like a map of his battles.
"What are you doing here?" he asked, his voice low and gravelly, though he didn't turn around.
"I couldn't sleep," she admitted, stepping inside. "What about you?"
He let out a bitter laugh. "Sleep isn't something I've had the luxury of in a long time."
Ivy hesitated, then moved closer, her bare feet silent on the cool stone floor. "Gabriel, you can't keep doing this to yourself."
"I have no choice," he said, his tone sharp. He finally turned to face her, and the look in his eyes stole her breath. There was pain there, and longing, and a desperation he could no longer hide.
"You always have a choice," Ivy said, her voice trembling. "You're just too afraid to make it."
He took a step toward her, then another, until the space between them was almost nonexistent. The heat of his body was overwhelming, and Ivy's pulse quickened as she tilted her head to meet his gaze.
"I'm not afraid of you, Ivy," he said, his voice rough. "I'm afraid of what I'll do if I let myself have you."
Her breath hitched, and she reached out, her fingers brushing against his chest. His skin was warm, his heart beating wildly beneath her touch. "Then stop fighting it," she whispered.
For a moment, it seemed like he might. His hands hovered near her waist, his body leaning toward hers as though drawn by an invisible force. But then he stepped back, his expression torn.
"I can't," he said, his voice cracking. "If I lose control, it'll destroy both of us."
"You're wrong," Ivy said, her voice fierce. "It's this—this distance, this fear—that's going to destroy us. Not the truth."
Gabriel's jaw tightened, his fists clenching at his sides. The tension between them was unbearable, an electric charge that threatened to ignite at any moment. But once again, he turned and walked away, leaving Ivy standing alone in the moonlit conservatory, her heart aching with unfulfilled longing.
She knew one thing for certain: Gabriel's walls were crumbling. And when they finally fell, there would be no turning back.