Pandora stood at the front of the classroom, trying her best to maintain her usual stoic expression. All around her, her classmates whispered excitedly, awaiting the moment the Spirit Summoner in their class would demonstrate her abilities. As the instructor called her name, she took a deep breath and stepped forward, resisting the urge to glance at the curious faces watching her every move.
"Pandora, show us what you can do."
She nodded and focused. Her hand moved, and the magic began to flow.
First came Pip. The small, mischievous spirit appeared in a whirl of air and laughter, its presence so light and carefree that it felt like a breeze. Immediately, Pip darted to the nearest pile of papers, scattering them everywhere with a series of playful twirls. Students gasped and laughed, not sure whether they should be impressed or worried about the mess. The spirit whizzed past one of the students' faces, sending his hat flying, and landed on another's desk, knocking over his ink jar.
"Pandora, control it!" someone called out, stifling a giggle.
Pandora clenched her jaw but didn't flinch. "Pip, calm down," she muttered, trying to hide the slight panic in her voice. The spirit only gave her a cheeky grin before darting off again, this time creating a miniature tornado in the corner of the room.
Next came Grimm. Pandora quickly shifted her focus, and the atmosphere shifted from light-hearted chaos to cold, commanding energy. Grimm, her serious and imposing guardian, stood tall and silent beside her, his sharp gaze sweeping the room. The students fell silent, their chatter dying down as they instinctively sensed the immense strength in the air.
"Grimm, settle," Pandora ordered in a low voice. The spirit nodded solemnly and, in one swift motion, slammed his foot onto the floor, sending a shockwave through the ground that cracked one of the classroom fixtures. Students gasped, and some of the braver ones muttered in awe.
"Pandora, please! A little less force," the instructor said, glancing nervously at the now-wobbly desk.
Pandora's face remained unreadable, but inwardly, she cursed herself. She quickly turned her attention to the last spirit.
Blaze erupted into the room with a burst of flame, causing a few students to jump back in alarm. The mischievous fire spirit soared into the air, leaving a trail of glowing embers, before landing on one of the desks and lighting a stack of papers on fire. The papers barely began to burn before the student's panicked shouting filled the air.
"Pandora!" someone screamed. "Your spirit's out of control!"
Pandora's face twitched as she struggled to reign in the fire, muttering commands under her breath. "Blaze, stop! Calm down!"
The students' reactions were a mix of amazement, fear, and laughter. Some were impressed by the display of power, while others were trying to put out the fire with their hands and water bottles. A group of students started whispering, nudging each other, as they commented on the chaos unfolding before them.
"That's Pandora's summoning—typical," one whispered with a smirk. "A spirit with a mind of its own. What else is new with her?"
Pandora stood still, her hands clenched at her sides, doing her best to look unbothered by the situation. But inwardly, her frustration grew. Why couldn't she just have one calm summoning? The room wasn't the place for this kind of chaos.
The whispers continued, fueled by the growing chaos.
"She really can't control them, huh? It's almost like she has no idea what's going on."
Pandora didn't realize it at first, but the words stung. Her expression remained stone-cold, but inside, she felt a growing unease. Was that what they thought of her? Just some person with uncontrollable spirits?
Finally, Blaze calmed down, and Grimm took charge, settling the classroom back into some semblance of order. The students were still buzzing, but Pandora refused to acknowledge the comments. She turned and walked back to her seat without a word.
During lunch, Pandora found herself sitting alone in the courtyard, attempting to eat in peace, when a familiar voice broke through her quiet.
"Hey, Pandora! You mind if I sit here?"
She glanced up to see Lucian, his casual grin appearing as if it had never left. He slid into the seat across from her without waiting for an invitation, as usual.
Pandora didn't respond immediately, simply nodding as she returned to her meal, silently thankful for a break from the academy's chaos. She picked up a piece of fruit, intending to finish her lunch when she noticed his eyes on her.
"Want some?" she asked simply, offering him the piece of fruit without thinking.
He raised an eyebrow, clearly amused, before taking it with a smirk. "Thanks, but you sure you're not trying to woo me with your food offering?"
Pandora blinked, her mind not quite processing the comment. "I'm not trying to 'woo' you. It's just food."
Lucian laughed, clearly finding her confusion endearing, but the students around them had different ideas. One of them leaned toward a friend and whispered, "Did you see that? Pandora just fed him. She must be warming up to him!"
Pandora's brow furrowed in confusion as the whispers grew louder, followed by teasing glances. She had no idea what they were insinuating. She just wanted to eat.
Unperturbed, she continued eating, oblivious to the rumors that had already started. But the teasing didn't stop, and Pandora wondered why it felt as though everyone were suddenly so interested in her.
By the time Pandora returned home later that evening, her head was still spinning from the day's events. She walked into the warmth of her family's home, where the sounds of laughter and chatter immediately met her ears.
"Pandora! You're home!" Her younger sibling rushed over, giving her a quick hug.
"Did you have a good day at the academy?" her mother asked, looking up from her knitting.
Pandora nodded, though her mind was elsewhere. She glanced around at her family's lively atmosphere—so different from the academy. The warmth, the affection, the constant chatter—it all felt strange to her. They were all so open, so affectionate. She had never understood how they could be this way.
"You're looking a little… distracted," her father remarked, watching her carefully as he sat back in his chair. "Something on your mind?"
Pandora quickly shook her head, but her sibling wouldn't let it go.
"You're acting all soft lately, though. You've been talking to him a lot, haven't you?" Her younger sibling grinned teasingly.
Pandora froze. "What do you mean?"
Her father chuckled, oblivious to her discomfort. "You're growing up, Pandora. Maybe you're finally softening up. Falling for someone?"
Pandora's face flushed slightly. "I'm not 'falling for anyone,'" she muttered, quickly changing the subject. But inside, she couldn't help but wonder: Was there something to what they said?
Pandora sat on her bed, her eyes lost in the quiet expanse of the night sky, a thousand thoughts swirling in her mind. There was a strange sense of confusion, something new… something unrecognized. She hadn't expected her day to go this way—feeling... uncertain. Unsettled.
Why did it feel different this time? Why had she offered the Lucian food? Why had she felt warmth when he smiled at her, or when her family teased her about being 'soft'? All of it was new, all of it unfamiliar. Emotions she couldn't place started to creep in, little by little.
But then, as her thoughts circled aimlessly, a sharp pain suddenly stabbed through her head, pulling her out of the haze of contemplation. Her hand instinctively pressed against her temple as she winced, the sudden ache like a cruel reminder that she couldn't let herself slip into these foreign feelings. She didn't understand them, and she certainly didn't know what to do with them.
The strange warmth, the confusion... all of it faded as quickly as it came. Her mind, once again, went blank, cold, and logical. The ache in her head seemed to erase everything she had begun to process, and she felt herself retreat back into the impenetrable shell she had built over years of emotional suppression.
No, she thought, I can't allow myself to feel this. Not now, not ever.
Her heart, the one place she had slowly allowed to soften, had suddenly turned cold again, as if the painful headache was a warning. She had to keep control. She couldn't let her guard down, not when she knew how dangerous it could be.
With a sigh, Pandora stood up, her hand brushing over her face as if to wipe away the unwanted thoughts. She quickly changed into her sleepwear, her mind already moving on to more pressing matters, to the mission ahead—whatever that was. It didn't matter.
The warmth of the evening, the small glimmer of hope she had almost allowed herself to embrace, disappeared. Just like that.
As she laid down, her mind numbed, and the weight of the headache continued to throb at the base of her skull, pushing away all the questions she didn't want to ask herself.