4. The Feelings

I heard him let out a cry of pain. He let me go and fell down. I got down and saw Dave holding a stick.

I told you to wait for me not get entangled with a man,I scolded her.

Butt...,he cut me off

Get in the car. How rude. I obeyed like a samyoed dog. He drove us home.

Mom and dad are back. We are in trouble.

We entered the house.

Dave!!. Where have you been Richard scolded. What are doing outside at this late our. Why are you so useless and irresponsible.

Baby,I tried to calm him down. I'm sure he has an explanation.

I stood there watching him fume in anger.

You know what, submit all your credit card,no more monthly payment for you. Submit your phones to. All I want to see you do is read and work.

Do I make myself clear.

Damn he's so angry. Dave wanted to talk but I cutted him off.

Dad,it's all my fault. I was so bored and I told him to take me out. Im the one that delayed him till this time. I'm sorry. Don't go hard on him.

I watched his anger reduce by half. We'll still doesn't mean I won't punish him. Drop all your cards. You can keep your phone.

But tt...I wanted to change his mind but he went upstairs and mom followed him.

Dave faced me.

Why did you do that.

Do what? I just helped you. You should thank me not questioning about helping you.

He walked out and left no response.

So sausy. I went to my room.

Mum and Dad left very early the next day because of a contract leaving us alone again. It's still the weekend.

Daisy prepared breakfast and I are. Dave didn't come out of his room.

Knock. Knock

Come in.

I entered his room. It's quite scattered.

What do you want.

I brought you food stretching out the tray.

Don't need it. Take it back,he replied coldly.

No. I dropped the food. You must eat it.

He shrugged his shoulders. Suit yourself. He's working on his computer. I walked towards his bed and sat down. I opened one of the books on his bed and read it.

Omg,the book contains some love words.

I didn't know boys write diary too.

Huh,he turned and came towards me.

Give me that book. He tried to collect it.

No,is there something dirty inside.

Oh please. Just give me the book.

No,I kneeled on the bed stretching my hands high in the air. He came on the bed trying to get it. He grabbed my hands and I tried to pass it to my second hand but he pulled me and I fell on him.

Our body is so close. Lips,nose,eyes are quite in contact. The game party flashed through my head. We stayed there staring at each other.

Her eyes are like the oceans. Her body is slim and perfect. Wait did I just compliment a girl.

I felt his hands around my body. He wrapped his hands around my body pulling me close to him. He kissed me slowly and passionately. He's lips are like fire on my lips igniting sparks from my body. At first I didn't kiss back but his lips drawed mine closer to his and I kissed him back. We had a wet,tender kiss.

His phone rang breaking the kiss. I stood up in embarrassment. He went inside his closet to take the call. The kiss flashed back to my head. He came out and we stared at each other.

I'm sorry about the kiss. I didn't mean to...

Shh,I cutted him off. It's fine. I stood up and left his room.

Damn,is she angry. I ran my hands in my hair

I entered my room closing the door behind me.

Did we just kiss. It flashed back again. I blushed a bit. Did I just blush. I brought out my sketch pad and sketched a heart.

I woke up the next day. Mom and dad didn't come home again. It's not fair.

I bathed, dressed ate and we headed to school. He didn't talk to me. Not even a good morning and I felt hurted.

I entered my class. Michelle ran towards me.

Are you okay.

I'm fine,just tired. I lied.

Don't stress yourself too much for the upcoming test. It's next week. I don't want you sleeping on the day.

Thanks. Class started. I couldn't help staring at Dave. He ignored me all morning. I feel so bad. I almost cried.

Be strong. I scolded myself. The kiss made me fall in love with him. Class is over and it's lunch time.

Karen, let's go.

I'm coming.

I couldn't even eat. Michelle forced me to eat. She's the best. He talks to Jade but not me. He doesn't even care if I have a heart.

Just forget about him Karen,I told myself. Boys are wack.

I decided to talk to him. I can't stand him ignoring me. I followed him to a lounge. Well it looks like one maybe a condo. I can't believe there is a condo in a school. You can barely know it's a condo. It had a sign

"FOR RICH KIDS ONLY"

Oh please,I'm the step daughter of a rich man. I entered. It's empty. He entered here just now. I searched around until I saw a room. It's partially opened. I peeped through the door. It's Dave and Jade. She riding him on his lap. I tried to hold back my tears. She turned and they kissed. I left there and ran to the restroom.

How could he. He kissed me. He used me. I can't believe I fell in love with a play boy like him. Oh Karen,I called myself. How could you fall in love with him. Boys are wack. I cried out my ass.

School's over. I sat in the passenger's seat. I don't want to see him. We got home and I got down first. I went to my room and locked it. I soaked myself in the bathtub. I wore my robe and tore the sketch I did.

Fuck him.

I went downstairs for dinner. He's in the dining room. I carried my food and went upstairs.

I stared at Karen. She has been avoiding me since we came back. I shrugged my shoulders her probs.

I ate my food and returned the plate downstairs.

I can't sleep. The thing they had keeps flashing back. I came out of my room and entered his.

Hey, can't you knock. What if I'm naked.

I don't care. Why are you avoiding me,I asked him without removing my eyes from his.

What do you mean. You are the one avoiding me like a plauge,he fired back.

Why did you kiss Jade.

How did you know,he questioned.

Doesn't matter. You can't kiss me and be kissing another lady. It's not fair.

And when did you start peeping on me. He stood up and came towards me. What I do is none of your business. Mind your business.

But you kissed me,I fired trying to show my tears.

It was a mistake and I apologise. So what. Monthly test is coming next week and you're here questioning me instead of reading.

Oh really. So you don't care. Fine. I ran out of his room and entered mine. I landed on my bed and cried my ass out