10. Getting Back My Memory.

Dave was discharged from the hospital two weeks after. I wasn't easy for me during his stay at the hospital. I have to go from school to the hospital,back home to make food for him. Mom got a little bit suspicious and asked why I care so much for him. The saddest part is he doesn't remember me.

So sad. Everytime I try to make him remember he ends up holding his head, screaming and crying. How sad.

It's a Saturday,so no school. Mom and Dad went out to get his drugs. He his kinda pale lately. I feel really sad for him.

I prepared breakfast for him and took it to his room.

Knock. Knock. Knock.

Come in,I said weakly. I entered his room and dropped the food on his table. He still looks weak but he recuperated real fast. Breakfast, prepared by me. Come and eat.

I helped him up and brought his food to him. I putted it on his side table. He forked the pancake and ate it. I stared at him and remembered what the doctor said. Has he been drinking lately. Why did he drink so much. He ate his food and used his drugs. It's the last one. He laid down back. Despite he's sick he still read his book. Like he still remembers books. He has gotten back eighty percent of his memory but still doesn't remember me.

I sat beside him. I looked at him. Dave,I called and he looked at me. I sighed sadly. Do you remember me.

He stared at me for a while.

No,I don't remember you .

Seriously,I said to myself. You basically remembered Michelle and Jack when they came to visit you and you can't remember me.

You still can't remember. I sighed. I'll keep on trying till you remember me.

He watched me sigh in disappointment. Are you fine. He asked.

Yes,but you don't remember me. An idea popped into my head. The doctor said we should show his things that can make him remember things faster. I moved closer to him and kissed his lips. He should remember me this way.

The lady in front of me kissed my lips and I opened my eyes widely. She just kissed. Who's she. The kiss deepened as our lips interlocked. I closed my eyes then images of me kissing her in different places surfaced round me. Images of time we spent together keep surfacing. I can feel my self trying to remember something. The accident incident surfaced and I started to shake. I tried to broke the kiss but she hang me there. I can feel it. Images of our kiss, hugs, surfaced. Images of us during school,me tutoring her surface. The pain of me remembering her is too much so I pushed her away. I held my head. The images keep resurfacing forcing me to remember. Little by little her memory came into my head. I held my head tighter shaking. It hurts.

I watched his body shaking. He's holding his head. He's trying to remember me. It hurts seeing him go through this but he must remember me.

Finally,I remember her. I looked at her.

I looked at him, do you remember me.

I don't want to tell her yet. No. I don't remember you.

Oh c'mon. You don't remember me. You remember almost everybody but not me. Karen calm down,I said to myself. Remembering takes time. You have to give him time. Okay,I'll give you more time. I stood up and left his room. I got lots of assignments to do.

I watched her leave sadly. I remember her. I cried softly. She didn't give up despite me lying to her.

I entered my room sadly. I brought out my diary and write down my heart. I brought out my drawing book and drew a bird and a flower. I stared at it. It's beautiful. I'm to perfect at drawing. I attached it to a page in my diary. Why doesn't he remember me. I opened my assignment and started to do it.

Night finally came. Mom and Dad are back from the pharmacy store. Mom prepared dinner. She served our food and we ate as a family.

Dave, Dad called. How are you feeling. Are you getting better.

He nodded,I'm getting better.

That's good. Once you recover fully I want you to stop smoking and drinking.

Okay Dad.

No, you've to promise me that you'll not smoke or drink again.

Fine,I chuckled. I promise. I rolled my eyes while saying that but he didn't see me.

That's good. It's so great to eat as a family. I miss this times.

I smiled at Mom's words. He doesn't remember me. How sad. We are and the maids packed the dishes. I still can't believe Dave smoke and drink. I mean I know he drinks alcohol but I didn't know he drank so much.

Th maids helped Dave to his room. I would have taken him up but mom denied me. She says u care too much for him like a sister. She becoming quite suspicious. She walked me to my room.

Karen,I want to sleep well. Don't bother about Dave. The maids are taking care of him. You've gotten real close lately. I hope there's nothing between you too.

Mom,you worry too much. There's nothing between us. I'm just taking care of him as a good sister. You know I never had any siblings. Maybe that's why I'm doing too much.

Well that's true but get enough sleep. Leave Dave to the maids. She kissed my forehead and I entered my room. She's getting suspicious. I need to lie low. I can't let her destroy my love for Dave. I couldn't sleep. I wish to cuddle him and kiss him. Each time I drift into sleep,I keep having dreams about him. I got down from my bed and opened my door silently. I stuck our my head to make sure the maids are out. I came out of my room and tip toed to Dave's room. I opened his door silently and entered his room. I walked towards him. He's fast asleep. His bedside lamp is on allowing me state at his handsome face. I squatted in front of him and shoved the hair in on his eyeball towards the back of his ear. I want you so bad. Why can't you just see. I traced my hands from his forehead to his lips down to his neck. I kissed his lips lightly. I looked at him. He didn't shake. He must be fast asleep. I removed my hands from his chest and he grabbed it. I opened my eyes widely. He opened his eyes.

You're awake?.

Yes,I pretended to be sleeping when you entered.

I looked at him in embarrassment. I couldn't stare at him.

Karen,he called me. Look at me.

You remember me,I nearly screamed . You remember me.

I watched her smile like a five year old girl getting a candy.

I'm too shy and embarrassed to look at him. He raised my chin up and kissed my lips. I can't hold on any longer. I want her so much. She kissed me back and we had a wet tender kiss. The kiss deepened as our lips interlocked. I sat on his laps and rubbed my hands around his muscular body. It feels so good.

I slid my hands inside her top. She ain't wearing any brassiere. I rubbed my hands around her boobs seducing them. I raised her clothes and started to suck one.

Hmm,I moaned. Oh hmm. Feels so good. I seduced the other one and moaned louder.

Oh hmm. I turned my head to the back allowing him to seduce my boobs. I moaned louder. Suddenly a knock came on the door.

Dave,he called. It's Dad.