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Ryyrev opened eyes it hurts still in bed adiuegv wished i could sleep on forever hdhdyge but i need to get up if i don't bad habit gonna build up dhdiididhdg but i can't i am to tired jsjjekehshgsge its like the the soul of mine and the bed is clinging to eachother hdjididisiejje

lets just take a nap for little bit more uudekkekebeeb open eyes it doesn't hurt but i am still tired hdjkskejej get up got up djskdkksjrhhe to lazy to wash face jdiieej look at the phone scroll through social media

didjjejejkek keep kept scrolling hdjdjjejek it 11:15 am already time for dinner mom calls me for it ejejjjeehje wash my had not face jsjsjskssii back to the bed hdjjeiee want to read some books jsjkksisi 2 minutes in my minde can't handle being distant from the phones screen hjdjdjejj back to the phone

This character seems cool if only i was like these characters

12:32 pm

1: 11 pm

1:46 pm

Still on phone jdjjdjsjsjjsj i haven't taken shower for week hsjjsksshb make up my mind make up my mind hhsjsjsjh ok i will take shower in 2pm

Eheioeo 1:57 ehejieiei times near but i am passively rejecting it ehekke maybe next day maybe next day hdkekkeo continue with phone

2pm jsjhsju

2:12

2:39

3:23

3:52

Dhksjsje you know what i will do it in 4

4pm

Get ready for it eksksksj feels cold eueieij it is cold susisi make sure to rub all of the dirt off my body sjkskskkhsusj good wash the clothes you just took off clean your room your house jsjkskeoo this feels good i can comb my hair with my hands without feeling like my head is filled with dirt by skin feels smooth but now what egsoseoieg go for a walk? Ejejkkej no not my thing maybe i will try it out next day egjekekeo

6pm near dinner time

Still on my phone jdjskshsheh clear junks on my phone clear unnecessary apps clear you data footprint phone feels fast usuejshdh

Why not try sry movies sghsks

"Most scray movies"(search)

This one sounds horrific gegejiei it is horrific but i am not surprised to heart more horror more scary more disturbing gshksisi all i feel is disgusted lets try some normal or movies and tv shows that people like or consider the greatest gssiwiiiwi my attention span sucks hhskksks i feel board

8pm dinner time hshksksk still in my phone while having dinner gshjsjj it tastes plains i need more salt and spice husiisi blend some tomatoes with chilli salt garlic taste good

8:42

Back to bed but can't find any interesting media to consume i want to goo for walk but not may read some books no back to phone

Goes to debating side of media debate with random people feels engaging hjksisisjxhxh feels good to win feels frustrating people doesn't accept the defeat ramping about the same things that i have already cleared up shdjjshsjskosoxhje now what 10:27

I want to go to sleep but not watch some random videos hsjjsjshwjsk that one was funny i noticed the habit to keeping my mouth shut all the time in home and my family made me unable to laugh in the presence of them my face morphs lips stretched eyes squished by my voice its like when you try to hold laugh but then it slips up but then you immediately hold it

But i am doing it without thinking about it gshjdsjjshs ahhh man life sucks my money is about to go to zero the Internet has already forgotten about me by now gshskosisssh why not just end it all here hssjwiwibre no but you don't have to suffer wueukeb3b no eusi8eieibe i am sure is weird all it takes is little push at most i will suffer for like couple minutes but then it all end comparing the 2 to 3 minutes to the pain i have dealt for year is nothing but i for some reasons that i myself don't even know i don't do it i wonder why hshjsjejwii hueie

1am already feels lonely adult content? Shejieiejrbhdud feels amazing hdhdisoskbs fall sleep but feels all silent like i am the only person in the world ssjsskeoei just put up a long video and sleep hshdksoosjshdj

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