Muhammad's sadness

On this dark night, I was walking under this beautiful rain, but why, despite its beauty, am I not happy with it? Why do I feel that my heart is darker than this night?

Mohammed went out to buy household necessities from the market. He bought all the necessary necessities while he was walking that evening at ten o'clock. At night, Mohammed looked at a tree and found its leaves falling, and the tree began to lose all its leaves until its veins became prominent.

Mohammed looked at the tree and then looked at himself and said: "Who is sadder between us, I wonder? You, the tree, or me who does not know the meaning of happiness or peace of mind? At least you are sad in the fall and blossom in the spring and rejoice, but what about me? When will the spring come when I blossom and rejoice? Why is my whole life autumn? All my leaves have fallen and I am left like this with nothing but my veins that pulsate with life."

Muhammad raised his head in this rain and all his clothes were wet, and said: "Oh soul, why don't you change? When will the time of salvation come! Why do I look like a sheep waiting for the wolf to eat it? Why don't I become a wolf so that I can hunt sheep and live freely? I don't want power without freedom, like a lion, but I want a little power with absolute freedom, much better than a lot of power while you are tied up like an animal that roams in secret."

While Muhammad was talking to himself and walking on the road, he did not notice that he had reached his home.

Muhammad reached the house, and his mother opened the door for him. The mother saw Muhammad's clothes all wet, and told him: "Why didn't you take an umbrella with you? Your whole body is wet, you might get sick. Come in quickly! Tomorrow is your first day of school, you should be ready for that."

Muhammad replied: "Okay, mother."

Mohammed went up to his room and sat down and said: "Damn tomorrow! My first day of school! I hate school so much because of it I get bullied and beaten every day. Damn it! I hate it."

Mohammed sadly changed his wet clothes. After changing his clothes, Mohammed went downstairs to have dinner with his mother and sister. Mohammed's mother is Juliana, and his sister is Laila, she is 13 years old, and Mohammed is 15 years old.

Mohammed sat down to have dinner. His mother looked at him and said: "Son, tomorrow is your first day of school, you must prepare well in every way." Mohammed did not understand what his mother meant. Why did she say "every way"? What did she mean by that?

Laila said: "Brother, brother, eat this fatteh! Open your mouth... Aam!" Mohammed looked at his mother and Laila and said: "You are the only happy thing in my life. In the middle of this darkness, you are my light that illuminates my path."

After finishing dinner, Mohammed went up to his room and slept on his bed directly, because his psychological state and anxiety had exhausted him a lot.

Mohammed woke up early to get ready for the first day at school. He took a shower, changed his clothes, and went down to have breakfast. After finishing everything, Mohammed stood at the door and was very nervous, because he knew that he would be bullied if he studied with the students of last year. Mohammed was so afraid of them that he could not open the door.

The mother called Mohammed but he did not answer her. Then she called again and he did not answer her either. Mohammed at that moment was very scared and nervous that he did not even hear his mother calling him.

The mother walked around him and put her hand on his shoulder. Mohammed was surprised and moved away from her in fear. The mother replied: "Why are you so scared? What is happening to you? Is someone threatening you or bullying you?"

Mohammed replied: "No, there is nothing. I was just shy on my first day of school."

The mother replied: "Okay, as you wish. But know that your mother is always with you. No matter what happens to you."

Mohammed smiled and said, "Thank you, Mom. Okay, I'm late. I'll go. Bye, Mom."

The mother smiled and said, "Bye, son." When Mohammed turned to leave, the mother's features changed from a smile to intense anger, and in her eyes was a fire of anger as if she wanted to kill someone, because she knew that her son was being bullied, but he never came to tell her that he was being bullied, because he thought that it would worry her or bring her more anxiety, and he didn't want that.

The mother said, "Oh, son, if you had only asked for my help, I would have made them kneel to you. But I trust you. You will overcome them on your own, without even my help."