The next morning sun filtered through the mist, casting soft light across the rolling fields. Li Mei needed a distraction and decidedly stepped outside lightly along the familiar path, her cane tapping against the ground as she approached Su Lan's modest home. Her heart was heavy, burdened with thoughts she could no longer contain.
Su Lan, always perceptive, greeted her with a knowing smile, her gentle embrace offering comfort. She greeted her warmly, her voice carrying a lightness that belied the hardships she had faced.
"Li Mei," Su Lan said, her hand gently squeezing Li Mei's. "What brings you here so early?"
"I needed to talk," Li Mei admitted, her tone soft but laden with unspoken thoughts. "Will you walk with me to the willow tree?"
The two women made their way to the tree that had been a silent witness to their childhood adventures. The air was crisp, and the shade of the sprawling branches offered a comforting embrace. They sat on the soft grass, silence lingering for a moment before Su Lan spoke.
"You're troubled," Su Lan said simply.
Li Mei nodded, her fingers brushing over the spiral pendant she had brought with her. "Chen Wei wants to marry me."
Su Lan smiled faintly. "That's not surprising. He's always cared for you."
"It's not that simple," Li Mei said, her voice tinged with frustration. "I've worked so hard to build a life that feels like mine, even without sight. I'm not ready to give that up, to share everything—not yet."
Su Lan leaned back against the tree trunk, gazing up at its branches. "Do you remember when we used to climb this tree as kids?"
Li Mei's lips curved into a faint smile. "You mean when you climbed, and I kept yelling at you to be careful?"
Su Lan laughed. "You were always the cautious one. But once, you found a way to help me climb down when I got stuck. You tied those makeshift ropes from the vines, remember?"
Li Mei nodded, her smile lingering. "I wasn't going to let you fall. That's the rule—if we're in it together, we look out for each other."
"That's what I'm saying now," Su Lan said softly. "Chen Wei isn't asking you to give up your life, Mei. He just wants to stand by you, to help you when you need it. Like we've always done for each other."
Li Mei's fingers tightened around the pendant. Her smile faded as the weight of her emotions settled back in. "I'm just afraid. What if he doesn't understand the life I've built? What if I can't let go of the control I've fought so hard to have?"
Su Lan tilted her head, her gaze distant. "I understand that fear. After losing my husband, I didn't want to let anyone close again. But loss taught me something—it taught me that life is too short to hold onto fear. Chen Wei doesn't seem like someone who would take from you. Maybe he's someone who can walk beside you."
Li Mei paused, digesting her friend's words. After a moment, she said, "How's the baby? Is everything going well with your pregnancy?"
Su Lan's expression softened, and she placed a hand on her belly, a gentle smile on her lips. "Yes, the doctor says everything's fine. The baby's growing well."
Her smile turned a little sad. "It's a strange feeling, Mei. To be carrying life after all that's happened. But I know this child will be my strength."
Li Mei nodded thoughtfully, her heart aching with empathy. "You're strong, Su Lan. You've always been strong."
There was a moment of silence before Li Mei continued, her voice soft but filled with uncertainty. "Ming Hao is back."
Su Lan blinked in surprise. "Ming Hao? After all these years?"
"Yes. I saw him briefly a few days ago. He hasn't changed much, but there's a weight to him now, like he's carrying more than he's letting on," Li Mei said thoughtfully.
"Are you… worried about him?" Su Lan asked.
Li Mei shook her head. "No, just curious. I wonder what's brought him back."
...
As the sun dipped lower, painting the hues of orange and pink in the sky, the two women made their way back toward the village. The cool evening breeze stirred the leaves, and the sounds of distant chatter echoed faintly.
When they were just a short distance from their homes, a familiar figure emerged from the path ahead. Ming Hao, his tall frame silhouetted against the fading light, approached with an easy stride.
"Li Mei, Su Lan," he greeted, his voice warm but tinged with the same weight Li Mei had noticed before.
"Ming Hao," Su Lan said with a smile, "it's good to see you again. It's been too long."
"It has," he agreed, his gaze briefly lingering on Li Mei. "I was just on my way to check in on my father's old property. I thought I might run into one of you."
Su Lan exchanged a glance with Li Mei, sensing her friend's hesitation.
"How's the village treating you so far?" Li Mei asked, her tone measured.
"It's… familiar," Ming Hao said after a pause. "But it feels smaller now, as though I've outgrown it in some ways. Still, it's home."
The three walked the rest of the way in a little awkward silence, the quiet only broken by the occasional rustle of leaves. As they reached the village edge, Ming Hao gave a small nod before continuing down another path.
Su Lan touched Li Mei's arm gently. "Take your time. But don't let fear make the choice for you. There's a lot happening right now, Mei. But maybe these changes are just what we need to grow."
Li Mei didn't reply, but as she stepped inside her home, her mind lingered on her conversations—under the willow tree branches, she had felt a quiet sense of clarity, even if it was fleeting.