52. Sinfully Divine

Continued...

Not only the silence.

The scent.

Not just any. The most intoxicating, sinfully divine smell I'd ever encountered. It curled around me like mist with purpose; sweet and devastating, robbing me of every shred of composure.

Just like that night.

No one else seemed to notice. Lucky bastards.

For me, it was torture. Pure, unrelenting torture.

That scent was stripping me bare, dismantling everything I'd built to keep myself in check. My control, my focus—gone. I felt drunk, though I hadn't taken a sip in minutes. Drunk on something far more dangerous.

God save me now.

And my brain is gone enough I'm praying now? To someone I don't even believe in!

The scent grew stronger, more overwhelming, suffocating me in the most exquisite way.

My grip on the bar tightened. Every instinct screamed at me to hold my ground, to stay sane, to not lose it.

And then I turned around.

Big mistake.

Because that's when I saw her.

Rose.

And just like that, my world tilted, shifted, and damn near imploded.

She was standing near the entrance, her presence impossible to ignore. The room seemed to bow around her, every person fading into insignificance in comparison.

The dim light caught in her hair, painting her in shades of mystery and fire. Her eyes… don't get me started on her eyes.

They were luminous, like two shards of moonlight, cutting through the haze of this suffocating party and pinning me in place.

The scent was hers. I knew it instinctively. It clung to her like a second skin, wrapping her in an aura of allure so potent it was almost cruel.

My pulse quickened. My hands clenched into fists. Every fiber of my being was screaming, demanding, begging me to go to her. To touch her. To claim her. And then to ruin her.

I'd spent years—centuries—building walls around myself, locking away every shred of humanity, every trace of vulnerability. And in a single moment, with a single look, she'd managed to shatter them all.

I hated her for it.

And I wanted her more than I'd ever wanted anything in my cursed existence. 

Oh will I enjoy hurting her. Tearing into her piece by piece. Only the cries from her soul would quench my need. 

The room was a blur. The noise faded to a dull hum. The only thing that mattered was her.

She hadn't seen me yet, hadn't noticed the way I was practically devouring her with my eyes. Good. Let her remain oblivious.

Let her stay innocent of the storm she'd just unleashed.

But even as I thought that, I knew it wouldn't last. She'd see me eventually. And when she did…

Well. Let's just say I will make her wish she didn't.