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Leo rubbed slow, soothing circles against my back as he spoke, his voice as gentle as his touch. "Rose—just say the word, and I will beat the shit out of that asshole for you. But please don't cry. He's not worth a single one of your tears."
Oh. But I am not crying.
I can see how he must be under the impression that I was crying, my shoulders and arms were still shaking for reasons obvious.
And yes it is true that I felt like letting the dam flow- which I can't understand for the life of me why? I got even, I called him a sorry-ass gigolo too, yet that haven't made me feel better about myself.
The jerk really got into my head this time.
Though, I remained with my forehead still resting over Leo's shoulder. He just doesn't know that I can't cry in front of people. I just can't, it's like a defense mechanism pre built in me.
His warmth was a stark contrast to what I had just experienced from his own species a minute ago.
One of them had burned me with words meant to tear me down, and now another was trying to piece me back together with offers that are sounding too tempting at the moment.
But this doesn't have to blow out of proportions more then it already has.
I exhaled shakily and pulled back slightly, lifting my eyes to meet his. His face was lined with concern, his usually bright expression dimmed with sadness.
"How—how did you know? Were you there too, Leo?" My voice was laced with confusion. I didn't remember seeing him near the bathroom or even anywhere around when I came out.
"No," he admitted, shaking his head. "If I had been, I wouldn't have let him do a damn thing to you."
His words carried so much conviction that for a moment, I almost believed he could have stopped it all.
"I found out from some of my friends. They told me what happened. I'm sorry I wasn't there, Rose. But please—let me help."
Begging didn't suit Leo, yet here he was, doing it for me.
I forced a weak smile, trying to assure him. "Don't worry about it too much, please. I'm okay now." I nodded, as if to make it more convincing.
I hated the way people stared at me, their pity suffocating me. I didn't want them to see me like this, fragile and broken. Hence the reason I can't cry in public.
Some people thrive in public sympathy, not me, I tend to run the other way. I've had my fair share of it growing up with parents that were burned alive in a house fire.
Besides, I handled it. Maybe not as well as I would've liked, but I got my hit in. A slap wasn't nearly enough to satisfy the growing fire in my chest, but it would have to do.