61. When I let It Go

Rose POV:

After Leo dropped me off, I walked straight inside without so much as a glance back. The front door might've slammed behind me—actually, I was pretty sure it did. Though, for Leo's sake, I hoped not.

I didn't invite him in for water or even mutter a quick thanks. And no, I'm usually not that rude, but tonight was an exception.

Maybe it was the realization that I could ever be on the receiving end of such sheer hatred, the kind that didn't just scratch the surface but cut deep—deep enough to make me question why.

Don't get me wrong, my head isn't in the clouds. I know people are entitled to their own opinions, even if those opinions are about me. But I am not used to being despised. Not like that. Not with such raw, unfiltered loathing.

What did I ever do to him? Kicked his favorite toy or something?

I still don't understand why his words had hit me so hard, why they got under my skin like a slow-acting poison. But they did. And because of that, I wasn't myself.

Not even close. My back was still pressed against the front door like I had just sprinted away from a crime scene, hands clenched into tight fists by my sides.

The house was silent, eerily so, and yet, my mind was anything but.

Unfortunately, Leo ended up on the receiving end of my misplaced frustration.

He had tried to comfort me, reaching out as I stepped out of his car—his touch meant to be reassuring, warm, grounding. I can see that now.

But back then? Back then, the warmth felt suffocating. Like a weight I wasn't ready to carry.

Instead of appreciating it, instead of acknowledging that he had been nothing but kind to me all night, I yanked my hand away and snapped, "Don't touch me without my permission."

His expression had faltered, flickering with something I didn't have the energy to decipher.

But before I could take in the damage I'd done, I shut the door between us, sealing him outside and myself in. I didn't look back. I couldn't.

The moment Aria found out what had happened, my phone rang like an alarm bell at the end of a war.

"Tell me what I can do." Her voice was sharp, demanding. She was already prepared to go to war on my behalf. "I swear to God, Rose, if I am able to find this bastard I'll make sure he never has the audacity to speak again."

Safe to say, Rome Dracken had narrowly escaped a one-way ticket to a black eye, considering Aria spent the rest of the night scouring the party for him before finally giving up.

Not that she was giving up entirely.

"The moment I see that bastard on campus," she had sworn, her voice unwavering, "he's going to wish he'd never been born."

I chuckled at her antics, if only to sound somewhat normal. To convince her that I was fine. That she didn't need to come after me.

I love my best friend, but right now? I just wanted to be left alone.

As soon as I pulled the phone away from my ear, not even caring if she was still on the line or not, it slipped through my fingers, hitting the floor with a dull thud.

And that's when I let go.