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The idea alone made her face burn. She squeezed her eyes shut and shook her head violently, as if she could physically rattle the thought loose.
There has to be another way. There has to be something else I can do.
She reopened her eyes and immediately cursed herself when her brain refused to provide an alternative.
Maybe it was the drugs messing with her head, or maybe she was just that desperate to keep him fixated on her and no one else, but the more she tried to resist, the more the idea took root.
I could just… drop the blanket.
A flicker of movement outside made her snap back to reality. His head had tilted slightly, as if he knew she was contemplating something—something dangerous.
Her breath hitched, her fingers twitching over the fabric, her heart a drumbeat of indecision.
Was she really about to do this?
And was he really looking like he was standing there waiting for her to do it, silently daring her or was it just the cruel playing of chemicals in control of her senses making her see things?
Either way, she needs to prioritize.
It is a bad idea. Fuck it.
In the end, she decided to save her friend before her virtue.
The fingers became loose around the blanket and soon the traitorous came tumbling down to pool around her ankles, leaving her feeling bare under his scrutiny.
What was Rose imagining would happen as she opened her scrunched up eyes?
Did she think he would dance watching her bare legs with excitement like it was the 1800s where woman's ankles held more command over a man than a bomb?
Or did she think it would be more climactic like he would fall faint?
Because either way, it was absolute anti climactic to see that nothing really changed. No dancing and certainly no fainting on his part .
He just stood there watching her like before as if nothing happened, as if she didn't just showed him a part of her skin.
In fact she saw his previous rigid, attentive posture go slack again as he shoved his hands back in his jeans pockets, portraying a perfect picture of... boredom.
What the hell? Who does he think he is, huh?
He come here peeping at me like a pervert every night and now he's acting like I owe him a good show!
"I owe you nothing, you little shit!" Rose yelled out through the glass pointing a finger at him in utter disdain.
And when she saw his shoulders softly rise and fall in a clear show of amusement at her anger and shaking his hooded head at her, she lost it.
"Oh you think this is funny, huh? Fine, let's see who's laughing at whom in a second."
It was definitely her drugged brain that was in control right now, because what Rose did next was something she would never do in her sane mind.
She first hung the cross on the inside of the glass doors and then grabbed a chair from the kitchen island and walked back to the doors.
She dragged the chair forward with slow, deliberate movements, positioning it directly in front of the glass doors without breaking eye contact with him.
Her grip on the fabric around her shoulders tightened briefly before she let out a slow, steady breath.
"Alright, big boy, two can play this game."
The words dripped with defiance, though beneath the bravado, her pulse thrummed with something dangerously close to exhilaration.
Rose lifted her hands to the hem of her small top, fingers grazing the bare skin of her stomach before gripping the fabric and pulling it up in one fluid motion.
The cool air kissed her exposed flesh, pebbled her skin, and yet, she didn't hesitate.