Part 7 (I wanna Having Fun After A Long Fucking Time)

11 Years Ago..

"Are you here yet? Where are you?"

"I'm in the lobby Zi, waiting for Bibu, he has lesson today." Tshabina spoke over the phone. 

"Hold on, I'll come out."

Tshabina was at one of the golf courses in Pondok Indah, Jakarta, after one of her best friends, Zeremia, kept nagging and forcing her to accompany and join him and Zioh in playing golf. Since it's the semester break, Tshabina agreed to her friend's invitation, but as usual, whether it's school or a holiday, her twin will always be busy with all his activities. It's currently showing 4 PM and the weather is quite hot, so she waits in the lobby while fanning her face with one of her hands.

"Are you hot?" Zioh asked as he ran a little to approach Tshabina who was sitting in the lobby.

Seeing Zioh who had come to pick her up, Tshabina immediately smiled widely while pinching her thumb and forefinger, "A little, where's Zeremia?" She replied.

"Mom and Zaeem kidnapped him." Zioh answered while placing 2 bottles of cold drinks between Tshabina's cheeks, "Your face is like a boiled crab, so red."

"AWWW IT'S COLD ZI!!" Tshabina grumbled and immediately pulled both of his hands away from her cheeks while pouting a bit.

Instantly, Zioh laughed lightly at the antics of the girl in front of him, this girl is really adorable, every time he's with Tshabina, Zioh is always amused by her behavior. No, Tshabina isn't someone who deliberately likes to be clingy, but she naturally does things that make the people around her endearing towards her. Maybe it's because she's the youngest child, or perhaps it's because Tshabina is the type of woman who has a strong feminine energy.

"Where's Bibu? Is he still in class?" Zioh asked.

Hearing that question made Tshabina nod, "But it's over, he's probably still on the way, btw, is your dad playing golf with his colleagues? Is it okay for me to join?"

"It's okay, why would it not be okay?" Zioh asked back while poking at her cheeks.

Tshabina irritably pushed Zioh's hand away from her cheek, she's a ticklish person but Zioh always likes to poke or tickle her, "Ugh, I mean if it's with his colleagues then it's business matters, how can Bibu and I join, it's not nice."

Zioh who heard that just shrugged, showing indifference, "It doesn't matter, Zeremia and I just wanna play with you and Bibu, I'm bored you know?" Once again Zioh pinched both of the her cheeks, making Tshabina's lips automatically pout forward then he laughed. "Sobao, Sophie Baozi."

"ZIOHHH!!!! You're bugging me!!" They both ended up teasing each other until the figure of a man who had just arrived interrupted them.

"No wonder you took so long! I've been waiting for you, but you're just lazing around here, let's go in!" Said Zeremia, interrupting while immediately sipping Tshabina's drink without asking permission first.

"I'm waiting for Bib-" Tshabina hadn't finished her protest when Zeremia had already pulled her wrist. "He's easy, just tell him to cathup, Mom made dumplings you know." Zeremia said while embracing and sandwiching Tshabina's shoulders tightly with both hands.

"Btw, let's go to karaoke tomorrow, okay? Zaeem got paid yesterday, I saw his text banking, let's fleece him, or should we go to Singapore? Same day trip, I'm really craving food at Lau Pa Sat."

"Ouch!! Let go first! You're heavy like a Bison, Zeremia!!!!" Tshabina protests with exasperation.

Watching his younger sibling and his female best friend immediately made Zioh laugh and run over to them, not wanting to be left behind.

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"Ahhh…I fucking hate you Sophie." Zioh said while wiping Tshabina's lipstick stain that was smeared on the corner of her lips. "Even when I heard someone call your name….it feels like hell." He exclaimed while giving a hateful look at the woman below him.

"Everything….everything, I hate everything about you. Sophie…you…just like a disease that never can heal in my body. That's what you mean to me." Zioh said it without taking his eyes off Tshabina, in a low and hateful tone.

A tear came out of her left eye, Tshabina couldn't hold it back, she didn't even realize that her body was shaking now due to the emotional turmoil she was feeling. Pain, anger, disappointment, sadness, longing mixed into one. Tshabina couldn't even breathe now because it was so tight in her chest, as if the oxygen stock in her lungs ran out.

"Answer me Zi…I..Bibu..what did we do wrong?" Tshabina asked with the remaining courage and strength she had, her voice trembling from holding back tears.

"You. Bibu. All of you are mistakes." Zioh suppressed his voice sharply, "From the start you shouldn't have existed, we should never have met, from the start we shouldn't have been together Tshabina. So if you ask me what's your fault? The answer is one, it's you."

There was no more defense that Tshabina could do, now her tears fell uncontrollably. She kept telling herself that she shouldn't cry no, not now, "You hate me that much huh? You know Zi? It's not fair because I never felt that way, I don't even know if I could, even you do the worse things to me I don't think I can ever hate you Zi," Tshabina's voice trembled bitterly, "So…please make me hate you as well."

Zioh just gave her a straight look when Tshabina said it, without expression, without sound, without movement, only the look he gave and as if he had turned into a statue. Tshabina really wanted to be able to sneak into his head, so that Tshabina could know the answer. The answer to his cold attitude, his change, his hatred, so that even though this man always erases one by one the reasons Tshabina endures every day, Tshabina can find it again, one more, just one more reason by knowing the contents of Zioh's mind.

After almost a minute of silence that Tshabina could hear, which felt like a very long time, she finally heard his voice again, but the answer given by him made her heart and mind even more turbulent, "As you wish. After this hate me through the hell, Sophie."

A moment later, Zioh grabbed both of her legs with his large hands. "But…first. Spread your legs, Tshabina." Without further ado, his left knee pressed against the space between Tshabina's thighs, and she could feel the heated gaze that Zioh directed at her.

"Zi- Zioo...wait-" Tshabina couldn't finish her words when Zioh's hand slipped inside her shirt.

"Take it off yourself...or should I open it?"

"Zioh!-"

"What? You came here with fully considered, right? You came here, in a room alone with drunk guy...your little pretty brain don't think this could be happend?" His breath felt hot against Tshabina's skin as Zioh growled in a low tone, "And you said you wanna hate me too, right? I will give you a reason to hate me, Tshabina, tonight I'll make you hate out of me."

Jerk? Yes, but Tshabina could feel Zioh's gaze change when he said it, not cold or filled with hate, but a painful gaze. A painful gaze as if the emotions he had been holding back finally flowed through that look, Tshabina was even sure Zioh didn't realize when he gently stroked her cheek.

"Hate me, Tshabi, you need to hate me, because I need to hate you, but it's really hard if you still treat me like your favourite hero." Tshabina could smell the pungent odor of alcohol and cigarette residue on Zioh's lips from this radar. Their faces were merely an inch apart, and the sound Zioh just made was very painful. His red eyes met directly with Tshabina's teary eyes, there was an emotional bond from their gaze that couldn't be explained with words.

"Favourite hero" but you were more than that Zi. No. You are always more than that. Her hand instinctively reached out to caress Zioh's cheek, at least Tshabina hoped that the caress could slightly soothe him. But that was only temporary, and suddenly replaced by a grip that Tshabina placed on his shoulder because the next second Zioh brought their lips together again.

There was no force, no harshness, and no demands. The kiss was softer than before, very careful and very intimate as if no one wanted to hurt the each other. It wasn't only Tshabina who was stunned by the connection of their lips, she was sure that Zioh felt the same way.

When Zioh decided to break their connection, only each other's breaths could be heard. And of course the pungent smell of alcohol that Tshabina could feel from the remnants of the earlier kiss from inside her mouth. No one started the conversation, they just stared at each other as if their eyes could represent every word they wanted to say.

Until Zioh cupped her face to reconnect their lips again, but this time it was more demanding. Zioh bit Tshabina's lower lip which made her immediately part her lips. His tongue wasn't idle, of course, it also wanted to participate in this scene. They exchanged long kisses until Zioh's lips traveled down to the graceful neck of her.

"Ahhhhh...." A moan escaped from Tshabina's lips as Zioh bit her neck. Shit, it's gonna be red tomorrow for sure. Between the pleasure, Tshabina's mind drifted, how would she cover it up tomorrow? What should she explain to Tsabinu? No, even to Andi? The mere mention of Andi's name made Tshabina want to run away, imagining how that man would pester her with a thousand questions and temptations when he found out what the two of them were doing now.

Tshabina regained her consciousness as the sensations of ticklishness, heat, and pleasure stirred together as Zioh's kisses made their way downward every second. Even Tshabina would get angry when Bibu or Andi touched her neck because of the tingling sensation she felt, or it was her sensitive area but maybe she just didn't understand.

One of his hand was now on the top button of the cardigan Tshabina was wearing, continuing to undress her until the third button was stopped by her. "Wa-Wait...Zi-" Tshabina interrupted, which seemed to annoy Zioh a little, judging by how he raised one of his eyebrows.

Tshabina immediately stopped his hand when she realized that she wasn't wearing a bra right now. Well, basically she wears a bra but a sticky bra, or just a patch, Tshabina prefers to wear a sticky bra because she thinks it's more practical and the shape of the clothes will look neater, not imprinted with the curves of the bra, especially when wearing a cardigan that presses against her body.

"What? Do you want me to stop?" Zioh said while stroking Tshabina's skin that was slightly exposed after opening some of her clothes buttons.

"I...I-" As if not wanting to hear her answer, Zioh immediately kissed Tshabina's lips again, and continued his activity of unbuttoning her cardigan one by one.

When all the buttons of her cardigan were open,Tshabina could feel Zioh breaking their kiss and looking straight at her body. He gazed at her for a long time as if he were gazing at a Leonardo Da Vinci painting. Like it was not just a look of desire but there was also a look of admiration, a look that Zioh often gave her in the past.

There was a slight gap from Tshabina's unbuttoned cardigan, showing her soft skin. A straight gap from her neck to her lower abdomen due to her clothes being split in two because they were no longer fastened, "You didn't wear a bra hm?" Zioh said while stroking Tshabina's exposed body using one of his middle fingers, dragging it, starting from under her neck, straight down, passing through the gap in her breasts, her flat stomach, her navel, to the bottom edge of her abdomen, the barrier leading to another part of her body.

"Hghhhh...." That's all Tshabina could say. Damn it, she really couldn't think of anything right now, she just about to digest Zioh's words but he had already spoken again, still with one of his middle fingers, under her stomach.

 "Just a bra....or...." He whispered, as his gaze shifted from Tshabina's face down to her pants, which concealed her core.

Tshabina was too overwhelmed with desire to answer that question, but Tshabina could see how Zioh's breath caught as he said it and his gaze darkened even more."We just need to find the answer, right?" She could see the look Zioh gave her. A look as if she was an Oasis and he was in the desert, or a look full of lust.

"So tell me Tshabina, our innocent girl Tshabina, after this 10 years have you ever slept with another man?" Zioh asked while unbuttoning her pants, the hook that kept the fabric from falling down.

 "Hmm? Even when you were in school you never dated anyone, and now tell me, after growing up to be a beautiful woman is that make you curios?" Zioh whispered softly right in front of Tshabina's ear. "How does it feel…..to be touch?" Zioh whispered in a husky voice as he slipped his fingers into the already loose pants, pressing them down to the curve of her waist, deeper and deeper.

Tshabina is also a normal woman, c'mon she is 26 years old now, she is an adult woman who can also lose her mind. Like right now she genuinely cannot control the surge of desire she feels because of his actions. Finally Tshabina holds Zioh's hands, holding them tightly, at least to make him stop for a moment, letting her process this situation, "And what about you? Are you having fun in UK?"

"What fun?"

Tshabina can be sure that her cheeks must be like boiled crabs now, not only is the color but she can feel her entire body is very hot, "With another girl?"

Tshabina can hear Zioh's short chuckle when she asks that, then Zioh raises one of his corner lips, so thin that even if she blinks for two seconds she definitely won't realize it, "If you ask about woman, you need to ask Zeremia that, he got a lot of fun, but me, I wanna having fun after a long fucking time." Then a second later Tshabina can feel Zioh kissing her again more roughly, more hastily, more intimately than before.

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Author's Note:

Hello readers, I decided that for my writing that is more mature or 21+, I will upload it on my Payhip platform and for only 1.00$. Every scene in my Payhip will be written in first-person point of view, either Tshabina POV or Zioh POV. So if you want to read them please go to my Payhip account, but please note that their stories will not be cut, it's just that their more adult scenes will be exclusive there.

Here are some sneak peaks of special part 7, with Tshabina POV:

"So, I'm the first?" Thrust.

"The first who heard your moan?" Thrust.

"The first who heard your whine?" Thrusts.

"The first who saw your round breasts, ass, and your pink pussy, huh?" Thrusts.

My moans grew louder, especially as Zioh began to quicken our pace. Both of our breaths became rapid, we stared at each other and growled. I could feel the heat of his body spreading into me, each powerful thrust like a flame igniting my desire.

"The first who took you?" Thrusts. Hard.

Shit. I think I wanna come. That sentence kept spinning in my head, I couldn't hold it back anymore.

"I feel honored, and I'll make sure your first experience is so satisfying," Zioh pushed harder and quickened our rhythm. I moaned loudly and whimpered, as his grabbed one of my legs and placed it on his shoulder. "So...when you do this again, you'll never forget how it feels, and it will raise your expectations."

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