Chapter 51- Monday

ZARAH~

 

At times it felt like my life was bleak, a lackluster husk of mediocrity and today felt like one of those times, the night before had been unusually long yet there were no dreams, my eyes barely even shut before my room was enveloped by the warm light of the Monday sunrise. I felt empty and even though I knew why I refused to acknowledge it, It was all because of him, I refused to breathe life into his thoughts because I despised them but they persisted, their frequency and intensity increasing every time we shared a space and I could feel it worsening as the night of the festival drew nearer, but I wouldn't give in to Nala's impulses, I had resisted them for the past six years and this year wouldn't be any different.