Page 4 | Huge Time Skip

After that me and Him Grew really close. It's been about three years and we are still in the zombie pandemic and I thought things were peaceful. Sure we faced more and more advanced zombies and was forced to live in an abandoned shut down mall but things were…slow until one day.

Damien knocked on my door and leaned on the frame. " Hey pretty boy. " he said, winking at me. " Oh shut up. What's up? " I questioned as he sat next to me. " Nothing… Just wanted to be with you, " he said. Then stared into my eyes. I stared back. We made eye contact for what felt like an eternity til I reached out to caress his check. He held my waist and tilted his head slightly, moving one of his hands to hold my face. My arms seemed to just automatically wrap around his neck. " W-What's happening Damien? " He rubbed his finger across my bottom lip. " Shut up. I can't do this anymore. I crave a taste of your lips. " he said looking at me hungirly. " S-So kiss me. " With no hesitation he was about to kiss me when we turned to shocked faces. I then snapped out of my trance and backed up. 

" D-Damn! What the fuck. " - Amaris

" Aww so cute! Called it! " - Quinny

" Damn y'all been dating behind our backs or something? " - Abigail 

" W-What? No! Not at all! I don't even know how I feel about him, we're just friends. It was just in the moment/ "I said. 

" Oh. I apologize for my advances then. " Damien said. Getting up to walk away.

" Damien wait…I just I want to be with you…platonically…romantically whatever. It's just not like this. I can't give my heart to you when there's a possibility I could lose you. I can't do that to myself. And I know you can't either. And imagine how we'd each feel if the other or any of us for that matter died. Hm? " I said, starting to get pissed.

" But Quinny and Amaris made it work…we can do it together– " 

" I don't give a fuck about Quinny and Amaris. Because Amaris was bitten She didn't tell anyone she got bit because she says some bullshit that she's immune or only half zombie or some shit. And what about Abigail huh? Her boyfriend died right in front of her eyes. Like what the fuck! Whatever it is won't work! I don't even see you as more then a pain in my ass so fuck off. And what about you baby~ huh? Your pretty ass almost got mauled alive if it weren't for me. " I yelled.

Suddenly one of his hands gripped my neck, choking me aggressively. And his other hand balled up into a fist. He punched me and after that there was no stopping him. He punched until I couldn't move and then pulled out his gun and aimed it at my head. Then to my leg and pulled the trigger knocking me unconscious. 

He snapped out of it and everyone was aiming guns at him as he held me in his arms. " Shit! Shit! Shit! Don't fucking die Judias…please, I still have shit to say to you! What the fuck did I do.. " He kissed my forehead and performed cpr. I woke up and he tried to hug me but I flinched.

 " D-Don't fucking touch me… " I murmered.

" I love you baby. " he said.

" You call this shit love? Fucking r/tard. " I said. Soon everyone scattered off. 

" Shit I'm sorry baby let me try things again I'm so so sorry I lost control…my mother…she passed while In the apocalypse and my father is unable to be located so…when you mentioned me almost being mauled which happened to my mother…threw Amaris under the bus and insulted Abigail. I knew I had to do something but I regret it , …I love you too much. I love you. " He said. 

" I love you too dvck head. " I said standing up limping to my bed. He then picked me up and carried me to the bed. " I want you to sleep with me. " I said as he turned red. " As in you want… s-x? " he said and then the roles reversed. " What? No I meant you sleep in my bed with me tonight. " I said. 

" So whats the intent…fuck, cuddle, sleep, makeout, or just stay up. ? " he said and then I teased " Maybe all of the above. " He laid me down on the bed and snuggled close to me. Nuzzling into my neck. Giving it gentle kisses. 

" Cute. you're fucking adorable. " he said, leaving kisses all along my collar bone. ( his shirt is ripped. ) 

We then fell into the night. 

" Shut up. " I said humming sweetly.