The days that followed felt different. Not in a way that could be easily explained, but in the way silence carried more weight, and shared glances lingered a little too long.
Aoi tried to act normal around Haruki, but she knew something had changed. Maybe it was the note, or maybe it was the way his eyes softened when he looked at her now. Whatever it was, it made her heart ache in a way she wasn't sure she understood.
But Haruki? He was pulling away.
At first, it was small things—avoiding her gaze, hesitating before responding to her messages. Then, he started missing their usual walks home. One day, he didn't even show up to lunch.
Aoi found him on the rooftop again, staring at the sky as if it held all the answers he was too afraid to ask.
"You're avoiding me," she said, stepping beside him.
Haruki tensed but didn't deny it. "I just needed some space."
"From me?"
He hesitated. "…From everything."
Aoi crossed her arms. "That's a lie."
Haruki let out a tired sigh. "Aoi, why does it matter?"
"Because it does!" she snapped, surprising even herself. "Because you gave me that note. Because you opened up to me, and now you're acting like none of it happened."
He didn't answer.
Frustrated, Aoi grabbed his wrist, forcing him to look at her. "Do you regret it?"
Haruki's eyes widened. "What?"
"Do you regret telling me that I matter to you?"
Silence. Then, very quietly, he said, "No."
Aoi's grip loosened. "Then why are you running away from me?"
Haruki's expression darkened, and for a moment, he looked like he wanted to say something. But then he shook his head, stepping back. "Because the more you care about someone, the more it hurts when they leave."
The words hit Aoi like a punch to the chest.
She opened her mouth to argue, to tell him she wasn't going anywhere. But something in his eyes stopped her. It wasn't just fear. It was certainty—like he had already convinced himself of the ending to their story.
Aoi clenched her fists. "That's not fair," she whispered.
Haruki turned away. "Nothing ever is."
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The next day, he didn't come to school.
Aoi stared at his empty desk, a sinking feeling settling in her stomach. She wanted to believe he was just sick, that he'd be back tomorrow. But deep down, she knew.
Haruki was disappearing.
And she didn't know how to stop him.
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