The weight of their past had never truly left them. It lingered in the silences between conversations, in the glances that lasted too long, in the words left unspoken. Even as they tried to rebuild what had once been broken, something in the air between them remained fragile—like glass held together with trembling hands, one wrong move away from shattering again.
Doubts and Distance
The documentary was nearly complete, yet the tension between Emily and Ethan only seemed to grow stronger. The more they worked together, the closer they got—but closeness brought vulnerability, and with vulnerability came fear.
Emily had always kept her emotions under wraps, but Ethan could clearly see the cracks in her armor, for she was letting him in, little by little-though every time she got to close, she would retreat. And even while he quaked in fear for himself, Ethan couldn't let her slip away again.
It was an otherwise quiet evening in the editing room. There was the quiet whir of the computer, and the periodic click of the mouse. Otherwise, it was silent. Emily sat on the couch, scanning through footage; Ethan leaned on the desk beside her, studying her. She looked tired-exhausted wasn't the right word, because she'd gone past that hours ago. The exhaustion was as much from carrying an emotional load.
"You hardly spoke a word all day," Ethan said at last.
Emily didn't look up. "Just focused."
"Emily…" His voice was gentle, coaxing her to meet his gaze. "Talk to me."
She sighed, rubbing her temples. "It's nothing, Ethan. I just—" She hesitated, then shook her head. "Never mind."
But he wasn't going to let it go. "You can't keep shutting me out.
Something about his tone, about the way he was looking at her like he could see right through her, made her snap. "I'm not shutting you out," she said, a sharp edge to her voice.
"Yes, you are," Ethan countered, stepping closer. "Every time we take a step forward, you pull away. I need to know why."
Emily ground her jaw. "Not everything needs to be said, Ethan. Sometimes, things just are."
"That's horseshit, and you know it.
His words made her flinch. He rarely raised his voice at her, but frustration was seeping into his tone. The truth was, he was terrified. Every time he thought they were getting somewhere, she would retreat behind her walls. And he didn't know how much more back and forth he could take.
"You don't trust me," Ethan said finally, his voice quieter now.
Emily inhaled sharply. "That's not fair."
"Isn't it?" He took another step forward. "Then tell me, Emily. What are you so afraid of?"
Her fingers tightened around the edge of the couch. She did not want to have this conversation. Not now. Not when emotions were already too raw.
"I cannot do this, Ethan!" she suddenly burst out, her voice trembling. "Every time I think we're moving forward, something pulls us back."
The Breaking Point
It was heavy. Their feelings for one another—anger and fear, their longing to let go—all bore down from above.
Ethan ran his hands through his hair, drawing his breath slowly up into him. "We came too far. We cannot start falling apart," he told Emily.
Emily merely laughed her low, hazy laugh. Her head jerked to and fro. "Oh, or else we just can't keep being foolish enough about things going as they did and ever did.
Ethan's stomach twisted. "I don't want to go back," he admitted. "I want to move forward. With you."
She swallowed hard, her chest rising and falling rapidly. "I'm scared, Ethan." Her voice broke, the vulnerability in her words cutting deep. "I'm scared of getting hurt again."
So Ethan stepped forward, his hands aching to reach for her, but he restrained himself. "I am afraid," he admitted. "But I'd rather face that fear alongside you than without you.
She looked at him then, really looked at him. And for the first time in a long time, she saw it-the raw, unfiltered love in his eyes. He wasn't asking for perfection. He wasn't asking her to forget the past. He was just asking for a chance.
And God, she wanted to give it to him.
But fear is a powerful thing.
She took a deep breath, running a hand through her hair. "Ethan, I can't—" Her voice cracked, and she took a step back, shaking her head.
He gritted his teeth. "You won't."
Silence.
She couldn't deny it.
Without another word, she turned and walked out of the editing room, leaving Ethan standing there, his heart pounding.
Chasing the Storm
Cold night air hit Emily as she stepped out. She didn't know where she was headed—just a way out, a breath, a think.
She felt all her emotions in a mess.
Why was it that no matter what she did with Ethan, it seemed as though she was walking on some edge of the dangerous when he could see parts of her that she didn't understand?
She bent her arms around herself, breathing deep the cold night air.
Then—footsteps behind her.
She didn't have to turn to know who it was.
"Emily." Ethan's voice was husky, strained.
She kept walking.
"Damn it, Emily!" His hand caught her wrist, firm but not forceful, enough to stop her. "You don't get to run away from this. Not from me."
She spun sharply, her eyes welling up with tears. "I don't know how to do this, Ethan," she whispered. "I don't know how to trust that this time will be different."
Ethan's grip on her wrist relaxed, but he didn't let go. "Then let me show you," he said. "We don't have to have all the answers right now. We just have to try.
She took a shuddering breath. "And what if we fail?"
Ethan cupped her face, his thumb brushing away a tear. "Then we pick up the pieces together."
Her lips parted, but no words came out. Instead, she just stared at him, feeling the warmth of his hands, the steadiness of his presence.
She had been so scared of the fall for so long that she hadn't realized—it might be, just might be—that Ethan was willing to catch her.
A Silent Understanding
She nodded slowly.
It wasn't a promise. It wasn't a declaration.
But it was something.
Ethan let out a deep breath, his forehead pressing against hers. "We're going to be okay, Emily," he whispered. "I know we will."
She closed her eyes, allowing herself—just for a moment—to believe him.
Her hands rose to his shirt, grasping it tightly, as if afraid he'd slip away.
Ethan felt his heart hammering in his chest, but he didn't move. Didn't push. He just let her hold on to him, let her breathe against him, let the moment settle between them.
For the first time in a long time, neither of them ran.
For the first time in a long time, they stayed.