It's been over an hour since Lucian took Minerva to the hospital. In that time, I've been doing a lot of thinking. Mostly while out in the garden.
I've thought about Lucian, Minerva, Orion, and my baby. But most of all, I've been thinking about Lucian.
Winter Lake was only ever supposed to be a place I could stop running for a while and figure out what my next steps would be.
I was tired of the motels, and tired of my life.
But for a few days, I wasn't anymore. I caught up on my sleep; I ate more than I have since I left the Frost pack. I read, I failed at gardening, and I learned to laugh.
My eyes go to the freshly turned soil where Lucian and I failed at gardening together, and I want to cry again, even though I know I need to stop. Soon Lucian will be back and then I'll leave. Forever.