Your Existence is Enough

I know that Lucian's silence is him taking his time to think of the words that will convince me. The right words. But I don't let him. Maybe it will hurt less to let him go now, than it would for him to turn from me later.

"I think I should stay with Minerva for a few days," I tell the bed. "She offered. And… well, Zia needs you. She wouldn't have come here if she didn't need you."

"And is that what you want?"

He leaves unsaid the biggest thing. If it was what I wanted, he'd agree, even if it was the very opposite of what he wanted.

After a long pause where I consider lying, I shake my head. "No."

I feel his approach, though I don't turn. "Stay. Zia knows we're together. She knows I'm not leaving you. She just needs a friend for a few days, and a place to stay."