After taking a shower, I dress in skinny jeans and a pale blue sweater, and quickly braid my hair then I hurry downstairs.
The sound of Lucian and Zia making breakfast together, and then the arrival of my packmates who've been chatting and laughing with Zia while I've been upstairs has left me eager to join in.
But the moment I step into the kitchen, my packmates look away, Zia turns to her plate, and I know everyone must be remembering what I did to Zia.
The only one who looks pleased to see me is Lucian.
As I take a seat at my usual place with Lucian on one side and my father on the other, Zia, Eris, and Kaia pick up the thread of their conversation about a TV show they all watch.
They're mostly picking at their breakfast, but not Bastian, who's appeared for this breakfast after missing the last. He's eating quickly, so quickly that by the time I've filled up my plate with bacon and eggs, his plate is empty.