Smile

I've lost count, a million times,

Of how my smile has been considered a crime,

I've lost count, a million times,

Of my eyes,

losing its shine,

I've lost count, a million times,

Of how my soul was sucked dry

Till it can no more cry,

I've lost count, a million times,

When pain tugged my heart hard,

Till it can be no more sad,

I've lost count, a million times,

Of despair tainting my life,

But yet I keep wanting to thrive,

I keep wanting to smile,

But it only makes my situation more dire...